Wootz .... =)

Woke up 6am in the morning today .. For the 1st time I send my dad to work with my mum .. Haha .. Drove all the way to One Utama and drop him off there .. After that drove all the way to Subang .. My mum drop me off at college and she went breakfast with one of her best friends..

The purpose of going to college today is to check my results .. Surprisingly got 1 High Distinction for Accounting, Distinction for English and Malaysian Studies and Credit for Microeconomics and Human Communication .. Was quite satisfied with my results cause barely study .. Hehe .. I told my mum the results she was very happy and call me to keep up the good work .. By the way she's flying to Australia tomorrow to visit my bro for 1 week and I get to drive for 1 week !!! Hehe ..

Hmm so after looking at the results, went to Sunway Pyramid with my college mates, of cause Vic was there .. =) .. First thing, watch the mummy Tomb of The Dragon Emperor, quite a nice show overall .. Haha .. After that went to Sakae Sushi and took lunch .. 1st time going in there, makes the hell of out me for being jakun .. Lol .. After lunch, we started loitering and Vic found her shirt was stained, and I bought her a T-shirt and she changed after that .. Then we continue loitering then some of my college mates wanted to go back ..

End of the day left me Li Hoe,Yuki,Denise,me and Vic .. We decided to hang out at Li Hoe's place .. He brought us around to tour around his house, cause we are planning to have a party in his house next thursday .. =) .. We played monopoly and is been awhile since I played monopoly .. Haha .. But the skills and luck is still there, even though we played half way but it was really fun ..

Today really have a lot of fun time hanging out with them , especially with Vic .. Hehe .. =) .. But then caught some1 red handed in Sunway Pyramid .. Lucky I saw them .. Hehe .. I guess you know who you are .. =Þ .. Supposingly busy but then GGfied .. Hehe .. Not hard feelings ya ?? Was doing the same thing as you did .. So we are equal .. Hehe .. Settle k?? =) ..

Really want to thank Vic for sending me all the way to Kelana Jaya Station, sumore is like 1st time let girl send me to station .. So nice of her .. =) .. But next week I will be the one driving her around .. I hope I can drive safely cause it is goin 2 be the 1st time on the road without babysitting .. Wish me luck .. =) .. Thanks ..

Thats All For now .. =) ..

Changes .. =)

In our everyday life, things can change .. =) .. Some changes are good and some are bad .. But at all cost , changes are always good in a sense that it helps us to be a better person .. I gona talk about the things that I have changed in the pass 3 months .. And all these changes are because of this girl, Vic .. =)
Here is the list :

• From stubborn to not so stubborn
• From not caring to caring
• From not understanding to understanding
• From not loving to loving
  
• From lazy to hardworking
• From gamer to less gamer
• From impatient to patient
• From not styling my hair to styling my hair
• From not knowing how 2 dress properly to knowing how to dress properly
• From fat to fit
• From short to tall (p/s she is taller then me ><>
• From shouting at parents to not shouting at them anymore since I start knowing Vic
  
• From spendthrift to thrifty
• From not learning how to appreciate to appreciating
• From timid to brave
• From shy to more confident
• From not knowing how to start conversations with girls to knowing how to
• From no guts to call girls through the phone to have tons of guts
• From being lonely to being accompanied
• From being a bully to being a non-bully
• From giving chances to others to learn to grab chances
• From not knowing how to talk to know how to sweet talk
• From not knowing how to wins a girl heart to know to do so
• From lying to keeping promises

In 2 months, I have changed so much .. I am really really delighted and would like to give credits to Vic .. =) .. Without Vic, I wouldn't changed so much for my own good, from the changes I stated above, me and my parents relationship is getting better .. Is really been awhile since I had this happy feeling cause back in those days, is like hell when I'm at home ..

Vic is the kind of girl that really appreciates what I did for her, even is a small little gift that is cheap .. She appreciates it as though it was something worth a millions .. I know I am not any handsome guy or rich guy's son but to Vic it doesn't matter, cause she knows what I did for her .. =) .. I can rate her 10/10 .. Thats all I can say .. =)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee .. =)

Days are getting better with the presence of Vic .. The lonely me is no more lonely .. =) .. Really have to give credits to her .. =) .. The whole day I can msg her and talk about a lot of stuff .. Is been awhile since I did that, sometimes I do sms guy friends .. But not as much .. Lol .. Sounds gay rite ?? Lol

Alright back to the point .. I finally finish dad's work .. Hopes he doesn't add the work load .. Now I am relieved .. =) .. Now I can have a peace of mind for my holidays .. Lalalalala ..

I don't know when I will start training for SMM Dota .. 2 members are busy for exams .. and one of them is in China .. Hmm .. Don't know whether got the drive to play for SMM or not, the grand prize is like rm36k which means rm7.2k per team member .. Of cause when you win is not really for the money, is the fame you earned .. Haha ...

Work Work

Work work ready to work .. Haha .. Sounds familiar for Warcraft 3 players .. Haha .. Yea thats me for now .. I've been doing my dad's work for the pass few days .. But today I was surprised cause my dad gave me rm50 for helping him to work .. All the while I helped him work , he has not been given me a single cent .. Haha .. =)

Hmm, is like so many days since I have waited for the answer .. But for sure I will continue waiting for the answer .. I told Vic 3 years is the longest I can wait .. I really can wait that long, cause I have been waiting for 2 years for an uncertain answer why not 3 years for a confirmed answer .. I know many of you will be shock but this is me .. =) .. Why 3 years ?? My degree will finish in like 3 years ++ and after that I will be working and stuff .. Then the another part of my life is coming , and of cause it will be a different thing ..

What makes me wait so long ?? Cause I really have found the right girl for me .. =) .. Don't think any1 can replace her for now .. She not those hot girls or something , she is not those that is very smart or something .. What amuses me that, she is that kind of girl that really makes me feel comfortable with .. =) .. She appreciates what I've done for her, she knows how i feels .. The list is like so long .. If I start writing I don't think I can finish it .. Lol .. Of cause everyone have the right partner in his/her life and praise them .. I think she is the right one for me .. =) ..

Sometimes when you found the right one, you will not compare others with them .. It really doesn't matter cause, the right one maybe the perfect one to us even though nothing is perfect in the world .. Even though is kinda early to start this kind of relationship, but I think I should have one now .. Cause she really did changed me a lot and I changed part of my lifestyle cause of her ..

I know it sounds stupid, but my pass lifestyle wouldn't bring me far if I kept going on .. But for now I am changing it, I am now towards the next level of education .. I don't want to blow the chance and hope I can succeed in the future .. The gamer in me is going to fade soon, I finally realise that I have wasted so much time in my previous years of my life .. Haha .. But I can say that I never regretted it .. =) ..

I guess the last tourney that I gona join is the SMM Dota competition .. No matter what the results are I'm happy for it .. I will not go on serious gaming anymore .. Maybe 1 or 2 games with Justin and the others in a week .. I really want to focus in studies .. Of cause must have fun, we can't be studying at all times .. Haha .. Smart students know that well .. But again we really to manage time well .. It is very very important, because time is so crucial and is not worth wasting .. Everything we do, we really need to know whether is worth doing for or not ..

I did a lot of things Vic for the pass 2 months .. I think what I did is worth doing for because I really want to be her .. I can't just say that I want to be with her, everything you want, we have to do something and go for it .. We can't sit back and wait till the things come to us .. =) .. The money won't drop from the sky so easily .. Unless you are the luckiest person on earth, and everything you want comes so easily just like snapping the fingers .. =) ... Who doesn't want to be that ?? =) ..

All I can say is I really love Vic more then I could say and really hope to be with her for as long as I lived .. I may not know what will happen in the future, but I will cherish every moment now with Vic as now we still can see each other .. When it comes to later both of us, have our own dreams and we need to go for our dreams .. We can't be compromising each other and giving up our dreams .. Sometimes our dreams are the ones that hold us back in a relationship but it also can work out if we really love each other and meant for each other .. =) .. It is really important that we cherish what is around us rather then regretting the lost after that ..

I know my blog is like full of words and has no picture .. Sorry readers >< .. Haha .. I think I need to take more pictures .. Most importantly is pictures with Vic .. =) .. I manged to grab some pictures from Vic

Delighted .. Lol .. ><

Something new just happened to me .. Lol .. I never did that in my years of life .. Lol .. I finally spent time talking on the phone with Vic .. Hmm .. Now I really know how it feels when you are chatting through the phone .. I can say it is totally different when your smsing or chatting through msn .. Haha .. Cause you get to hear the sweet voice .. =Þ .. Cause I remembering one of my friends, I think he don't want to be named .. Telling how his gf sound .. I was like so envy .. >< .. Haha .. But now I finally experienced it .. Hehe

I slept like 5 am in the morning cause chatted like 3 or 4 hours .. Did not take count .. Haha .. Then I woke up around 11am .. Dad drag me up just to help him out with his work .. Its kinda hectic thou + I'm so so tired .. >< .. But now at least got the momentum to do work so ain't that tired already .. =) ..

Before I started work, I told my dad I wanted to try drive his beetle .. Holy **** .. I lost touch in manual .. Was damn funny, Haha .. Is like riding a horse .. Lol .. Then I told my dad, I don't want to drive already , jokingly tell him get me an auto car pls .. Lol ..

The car is kinda run down, with the brakes and those shits ... So I feel not safe .. Lol .. If I really want to drive it to college, my dad needs to service it nicely and I have to start get use to manual car .. Maybe I can try learning cause is like 3 weeks till college starts .. >< .. Haha .. Cause like I said everything is worth trying .. =) ..

Better get back to work .. =) .. Haha

Hopeless Me ><

Hmm .. I felt I'm pretty hopeless .. Cause after 17 years of my life, I don't know what I am good at .. >< .. Isn't it pitiful ?? Lol .. Everything I do seems to be half way through the course .. I really can't find don't know what I am good at ..

If you say I'm good at games, definetly not .. Yea .. Haha .. I have so many friends and each of everyone has a specific talent .. Let me list it down, but I won't tell out thier names .. I think you guys know yourself .. =) .. Alright 1st up, one knows how to play piano well, one knows how to write poems and stories, one is good in basketball , one knows how to play guitar well, one knows how to cook, one knows how to sing, one is good in maths and so on .. Lol .. .. The list is way 2 long .. And I'm lazy .. Lol

Man ... I really don't know what I am good at .. >< .. Can any1 of you tell me what I'm good at ?? The talent in me maybe not shine yet .. But I really want to know what I'm good am .. Cause it is bothering me .. When I see others with great talents, I am happy for them , no point envy them cause is their talent not mine .. =) .. But once you see those beside you, has talents and you yourself has no talent .. You really can feel the hopelessness in yourself .. Lol..

Haha .. I really hope that the talent in me can really shine soon cause I don't want to stay on with this miserable life .. Lol .. =)

Busy .. ><

I am very busy doin my dad's work .. His work load is increasing, I have no choice but to help him out with his work .. I am trying to finish it a.s.a.p don't want to drag it too long ..

I miss Vic very much even though is I last her on Tuesday .. Seriously never miss someone so much .. >< .. Now I really know how it feels when you all really misses someone .. =) ..

One thing is pitiful, that I want to meet up with her but I don't have a car .. Lol .. Mum is still not ready to let me drive yet .. Is like 3 weeks till college start, I might have to miss Vic for 3 weeks .. Ahhhhhhh, any1 of you can lend me a car pls ?? Lol .. >< ..

I guess I have to look at the pictures we taken in Genting .. At least will ease the pain .. Lol .. =) .. We went there 3 days 2 night but I only took 4 pictures with Vic .. Funny rite .. Lol .. ><

Here are the pictures

Back From Genting

Sorry for updating the blog today .. Yesterday was too tired, so did not update about my Genting trip.. Genting trip was really fun cause I never had so much fun in my 17 years and 11 months of my life ..

It was a really a stepping stone of my life, cause I had never really do the things that I did .. It wasn't easy to do it, till I really did it .. Lol .. =) .. I am now patiently waiting, till she say yes .. =) .. Hehe ..

I think I did the right thing and learn how to grab chances .. The pass really teaches me a lesson .. This is the chance that I can't blew it, this kind of things won't drop from the sky like the rain .. =) ..

I waiting to grab pictures from Victoria .. Only a few pictures .. =) .. Just me and her of cause .. =) .. Cause I spend most of the time with her, even though it was supposed to be a class trip .. =) ..

Thats all for now, I'm busy doing my dad's work .. Will finish it off a.s.a.p then he won't bug me no more .. At least I can have peaceful holidays and I have plans for this holiday and hope I can go according to plans ..

Yeah .. =Þ

Hmm .. 2day spend 12 hours outside ... Haha .. We won the 1st round for ICCG but lost in the 2nd round .. It was a really good achievement because our team barely train and just enter ICCG .. Haha .. 2molo I'm goin Genting Highlands with my college mates .. =) .. So will be back on Tuesday .. =) .. Will update blog till than ..

Gona do a tag that I owe Victoria sometime ago .. I'm a man of my words .. =) .. Haha

The last person to tag you is?

Victoria Pang

What relationship of you with him/her?

A friend that is a girl, 3 months relation .. =)

Your 10 impression towards her :

1. Nice

2. Friendly

3. Cute

4. Pretty

5. Understanding

6. Funny

7. Kind

8. Helpful

9. Sporting

10. Smart

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you
Hmm .. One thing that I can't forget that she send me a nice message that really touched my heart

The most memorable word that he/she has say to you

(Nothing I guess .. I hope she says something to me .. =))

If he/she becomes your lover, you will..

Take care of her, give her all the best that I have, and make her the luckiest girl on Earth .. =)

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..

She wont be one my enemy unless she want to be =Þ

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..

Nothing! Cause I like her for what she is .. =)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..

No reason :)

The most desirable things to do for he/she is?
Reached for the skies,stars and the moon

The overall impression to he/her is..

Awesome girl that I have no met in my years of life

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

Big Bully ?? Lol ..

The character for you for yourself is?

Myself ^^

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

Usage of too many vulgar words

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Myself :D

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them

Thanks for being there when the times I am down

Ten people to tag

1. Justin Low

2. Ming Wai

3. Chee Kian

4. Suang Fu

5. Jia Li

6. Kevin

7. Denise Kok

8. Tan Qi Kit

9.Theng

10. Alvin Kok

Who is number 2 - Ming Wai relationship with?

Don't know .. Lol

Is number 3 - Chee Kian a female or male?

Male

If number 7 - Denise Kok and 10 - Alvin Kok together would it be a good thing?

LOL!!!!!! I not good at judging ..

How about number 5 - Jia Li and 8 - Tan Qi Kit?

It can happen .. Cause they both study at the same college ... =)

What is number 1 - Justin Low studying about?
What is in SAM .. =)

When was the last time you had a chat with them?

1. Justin Low

- Just now in the car

2. Ming Wai

- Few weeks back

3. Chee Kian

- Last Saturday

4. Suang Fu

- Last Saturday

5. Jia Li

- Yesterday

6. Kevin

- Last week

7. Denise Kok

- Quite long ago

8. Tan Qi Kit

- Quite long ago

9. Grace Oon

- This morning

10. Alvin Kok

- Last year ?? Lol

Is number 4 - Suang Fu single?
Hmm, yeah

Talk something about 2 - Ming Wai
Good friend that likes xbox 360 and currently studying in Sunway College

Tagged by Justin

Tagged by Justin.

1. Six people to tag.

• Victoria
• Theng
• Darren Lee
  
• Ming Wai
  
• Shuang Fu
  
• Anyone ?? Lol
  

2. Six things I'm passionate about.

• Spending time with the people I love.
• DOTA
  
• Soccer
  
• Getting into trouble. Well, most of the time.
• Basketball
• Swimming

3. Six things I say too often.

• Baby Piggy
  
• Go Go Go
  
• Wtf you doing ??
  
• Pfft
• ****
• Lets skip class
  

4. Six books I've read recently.

• Human Communication
  
• Microeconomics
• Introduction to Accounting
• Pengajian Malaysia
  
• Warren Buffet
  
• Academic English
  

5. Six songs I can listen to again and again.

• Everything I do, I do it for you - Bryan Adams
  
• Have you really loved a woman - Bryan Adams
  
• Superman - Five for Fighting
• Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
  
• Zui Jing
  
• Falling More In Love With You
  

6. Six things I learnt in the past year.

• Forgive and forget those who have treated you badly
  
• Friendship is not built in a day but years ..
  
• Trusting a person means giving all you have towards him/her
  
• Loving somebody is not easy as we thought
  
• It takes a lot of courage to tell what you really feel towards a girl, and would like to have a relationship with her
• The hardest things of all is rejection but if you are open minded and look at things differently, rejection is only the dust on the table, you wipe away when u want it to
  

Yepee !!!!

Alright .. Finally is over .. =) .. My finals is over .. Having 3 months break starting today .. Many things happen for the pass few days .. But I'm kinda lazy to talk about it, only those that know, knows what happen .. Lol .. =)

Today most of my friends came out of the exam hall early, all looking confident compared to other subjects .. Haha .. =) .. After that, we decided to watch Dark Knight .. It was a movie that really worth watching .. Guys and Gals , head to your nearest cinema now and go watch it !!!! Hahaha .. Today, I spent most of my classmates lunch, cause I taught this might be the last chance that me and my classmates sit down together and have lunch together .. Cause my class will be splitting .. My college mates know it well .. =) ..

After the movie, me and Weng Tat head back to Asia Cafe and have training sessions with Ho and Justin .. Getting buffed up for tomorrow's ICCG 2008 .. ICCG 2008 here We come .. Lol .. Really hope can performed the very best and win this tourney .. Crave for a tourney champ for a long time already .. Or maybe in the top 4 or something .. =) .. Like I promised, if really win this tourney, will spent my college mates when we are at genting .. =) ..

Disturbed ><

My study mode was disturbed today .. Woke up around 11am cause slept at 2am .. >< .. My mum told me that we have to go have lunch with my uncle and his family to celebrate my uncle's 66th birthday .. =)

Today spent whole day outside, from 12pm-5pm .. Did not get to study .. But I managed read a book on Warren Buffett,a person that I look up .. =0 .. I guess u all know about him .. Back from the birthday party, as usual go for soccer .. Again no time to study .. >< .. Dinner and watch tv till 10.30 .. Lol ..

This is so call my study mode >< .. I guess today will not be my study mode day, cause I'm so disturbed with the birthday party, cause most of my time was spent there >< .. The actual study mode will officially start tomorrow ..So today will chat with friends or maybe game .. See how it goes .. Tomorrow onwards will be on full force .. =)

I'm coOl ..

Today went out to play basketball with my friends .. Was freaking fun and it really helps in forgetting all my problems .. After basketball when to Madam Kwan in KLCC for lunch .. After lunch, went to Tbun with Ho and Justin .. =) .. Did a little bit of training ... Later on we went back to each other's home .. =0

Wasn't expecting any people to message me, cause I rarely chat with people throught the phone .. Was kinda touched at least, Vic chatted with me about my blog .. Thanks for everything .. =) .. Chated with for quite some time till now ... Just feel nice chatting with her ..

Anyways my study mode will be officially activated tomorrow .. So I will be off till 18 of July .. Will not go online unless my mum needs to chat with my dad, anything just contact me .. =) ..

Thats all for now .. =) .. Cheers ..

I really can't take it anymore >< ...

Every assigment has finished .. Is a sign of relieved !! =) .. But now there are more things bothering me, its about those unfortunate events that happen in my recent life .. I kept all inside my heart, wasn't to sure whether to let it out or nt .. I really can't take it anymore , why are these things happening to me all the time ??

Every time when I was to take a step ahead, they will be always an obstacle that will prevent me from doing so ?? Why is that so ?? Why Why Why ?? Is not once but is like countless, is it because of karma ?? I was really frustrated when all these things happen to me, I tried to calm myself down by motivating myself. It do helps but actually it just make myself feel better but not make things solve .. Why is it have to be my friends that are my obstacles ?? Why should I be the one that always have to give in ?? Was it because I was told from young that giving in will make the world a better place ?? Or was it because I was stupid not to grab chances when I was supposed to ..

I know I put game as my priority, and maybe cause me to be a failure .. I know how to set my priorities cause I know which is important, but people just see it as my main priority and won't change if something new comes to my life .. Sometimes they just judge people like judging a book by its cover .. Sometimes I was kinda fed up with this kind of people, why can't they spend a lil more time understanding others, and really know more the people and no just judging people by looks ..

Why I don't grab chances when I ought to have them ?? There are many reasons and is kinda personal .. I should have taken my good friend's advice, starting making the move don't wait till it's to late .. But now it's really too late, I might still have the chance but I don't think I can make it cause I'm so left out behind .. Today is a really good example, maybe passion overshadowed what my wants .. Passion for games of cause that really overcomes my real intentions .. If people understands it, I will be damn grateful but of cause I' not worth anyone to understand ..

Now the question is whether I should go for it or not ?? It is a commitment sooner or later I will have .. Without it or not it really doesn't matter to me, but sometimes it does bother me .. These things are always bothering when I'm very comfortable with life .. The saying life is never a bed of roses is true .. I guess I just have to step back, focus on what I am suppose to do and not disappoint my parents .. I think that is better not to go for it, cause I feel that some things are meant to be not mine .. =) ..

The happy me in college is ain't happy deep down in my heart .. I always portray a cheerful me just to put aside these things that bother me, I just chuck it aside and don't really solve it .. But when I'm feeling free I will sort of look back to those things and make me emo but I never show my emo side of me .. =) ..

I guess I just have to say good luck and have fun .. =) .. Favourite quote .. I just can say better luck for me next time .. =) .. Thats all for now .. =0 .. Tomorrow go relax and play basketball with my mates .. =) .. Make myself happy and forget about all those unfortunate events .. I was kinda the grateful that I have my secondary groups of friends .. =) .. I really can get a lot of fun from them .. and another thing that I really agree the quote out of sight , out of mind .. So at least I can try to forget about it .. =) ..

I really hope that someone out there understands what my feelings are .. =0 .. But anyways but study mode will be activated tomorrow or something for sure I will notify about it .. A time to concentrate and forget about everything other than studies .. =) ..

Its Coming !!!!!!

Today exams outlines are out, one for english and the other was Human Communication .. Both exams outlines are pretty tough , is easy to pass but not to score .. Most of my mates looked worried cause of the outline, I was cool cause I know its not that hard .. =) .. I aimed for at least distinction for every subject that I study .. I know I can do it , and left only 1 week for me to study .. I shall be on study mode , nothing can really bother me , not even DOTA !! .. Lol >< ..

I think my study mode will be activated >< this Saturday as everything has finished .. Last assignment is Malaysian Studies presentation which is tomorrow .. So I'm going to leave note that I will not be updating my blog till I finish my finals on 17th of July ..

Today I was confirmed that , our class AI 5 & 6 will not be together anymore .. Although I knew them for 3 months, but I am sure to miss them as I really have fun bullying them, talking to them, making jokes , making fun .. Lol .. 3 months of this fun stuff .. I really won't forget my AI5 friends .. But I pity the guys next semester cause its only 3 guys(Chris, Darren, Pig Farmer) and 9(YF,Yuki,Vic,Su Ling,Teni,Lih Yun,Soo Hua,Mei Kwan,Smile) girls studying together, they will be the minorities .. 1/3 of the total .. Lol .. Poor guys >< !!!!! .. But at least we are still under the same roof and for sure will bump into each other .. =) .. and of cause the next LAN subject moral studies for the next sem ..

Actually we planed to go to Ledang during our semester break but due to some reasons we couldn't make it .. I was hoping to go somewhere nearer like Genting, this trip is underplaning as well .. Hope everything goes right and we are off to Genting .. =) .. Fingers Crossed .. xP

Friends all always very cool, they do light up our lives but not all of them are the same .. So it's really important to know who are our true friends and we need to appreciate them .. =) .. I do appreciate most of my friends(secondary friends) cause they are really cool and they are worth to spend time with together .. and most of them have the same interest .. DOTA .. =)

Alright I think I will stop right here, get ready for my MS presentation .. =) .. I will post a blog to reconfirmed my study mode ..

2 down 1 to Go !!!!!

Alright .. Things are getting easier now .. Journal passed up, human communication presentation down !!! .. Cool man .. Hehe ..

Friday is Malaysian Studies presentation, today I separated the task to those guys, hope they can really do their homework and not repeat what has happened to the other group >< ..

Was kinda satisfied with Ms. Malini's comments .. So true that it hit right the point thou is pain in the ass .. Lol .. Make I should changed a bit of myself and become a better me >< ..

2molo my class starts at 2 but I have to college early .. No choice cause follow chun ren .. =) ..

Finals starts at 14 but I haven't start studying or revise my subjects .. Guess back to old lifestyle doing last minute revision .. I really wana study !!!!! Haha .. Ok I think i shall stop here and do my accounts exercise ..