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Just to inform you all that I will going back to hometown today .. Parents somehow just told me and force to go back >< .. Anything please msg me and please confirm with me whether you guys coming to my party .. =) .. Any1 who reads my blog can please inform others .. Thanks so much .. So long for now .. Ciaoing now .. ><

p/s halfdead ><

Half Dead but Happy .. =)

Sorry for not updating the blog for 2 days .. Just that I'm busy .. Haha .. So basically it was a tiring friday .. I woke up 6am in the morning and yet I'm still blogging now .. 19 hours without sleeping, but still did not break my personal record .. =) .. Haha ..

I woke up 6am but left house around 6.30 and reached college around 8am, had a very full breakfast in ss19 before i go to college .. After that classes ended at 11.30 and went straight to the resource centre to finish our proposal .. After finishing the proposal went to Inc in ss2 to play 2 rounds of Dota with Weng Tat and his friends .. And is his 18th Birthday .. A day different from me .. Haha .. I wished him over in msn just now and hopes he likes the gift that I bought for him last week .. =) ..

So after cc, he dropped me at Kelana Jaya LRT Station, as I have to head back to Sunway Pyramid to have dinner with Mr.Lucas aka Mao aka Whitey aka Hooi Kah Mun , as he invited us to join him for dinner for the celebration of his birthday .. I spend 3 hours roaming in Sunway Pyramid as I arrived early .. >< .. Spend time walking here and there, looking at people around, is kinda fun thou but then just couldn't stand it when see some couples are just so loving .. Haha .. After roaming around, decided to head to the arcade and just sit down and watched people having fun .. Haha ..

Around 7.30, Ho arrived in SP, he was pissed off cause he can't find parking and jammed all the way, so chatted with him since never really sat down and chatted with him .. =) .. Around 9pm all of them arrived, they are Lai, Ho, Min Ray, Theng , Justin, Ee Shan and Nigel .. So we had our dinner at Sushi Zanmai .. Nice food thou .. =) .. So basically chated and joked around .. Really have a great time eating with them, so can say is worth spending and waiting the whole day just for this dinner .. Haha .. Mr.Lucas wanted to treat us for the dinner, but we turned him down and paid for what we ate .. =) .. I guess next time when he really earns more we will just make him pay for us .. Haha .. =) ..

Guess thats all for now .. =) .. Will always remember this kind of days that we really had much much fun .. =) .. Nites for now .. =) ..

Here Without You

Came back from college early today, after having lunch with the AI5 gang .. =) .. Didn't really have lunch just sat down and chat .. Haha .. Now things are getting roughed up a little bit, with 1 proposal to hand in next Tuesday, an oral presentation in 2 weeks time, few homework to be done .. Basically still hanging around, chilling .. Haha .. Still looking for contemporary issues for my oral presentation or any topic and a solution .. Got any ideas ?? Haha ..

Here without you by 3 doors down .. Finally found the song after searching for it for quite some time .. Really great song, the lyrics superbly nice .. =) .. Haha .. Somehow it potrays what I am now .. I'm not emo .. =) .. Haha .. Don't worry ..

I need inspiration to blog so today decided to just simply post so that my blog is alive ..

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

That's all for today .. Hoping to get more inspirations .. =) ..

Motivate, Motivator and Motivations .. =)

What makes people wining and aiming for gold in the recent 2008 Olympics ?? What lies between those world record breaking is motivation .. Motivations come from various points, not only from the coaches ..

I'm not going to talk about the Olympics .. Haha .. =) .. Yeah so basically motivations are the things that put us on drive and achieving things that we wanted .. I'm trying to say that I was fat during secondary, but for now no trying to be boastful or what somehow I slimmed down like 10Kg .. It's a very great achievement for me .. Cause I always wanted to be fit, haha .. What motivates me back then?? Credits of cause goes to National Service , but what truly motivates me is myself, cause I'm kinda fed up with myself being a pathethic fat ass with no talents .. Haha .. Truely hated myself back then, now at least I'm fit and glad to wear things that I wanted(yeah for 17 years I finally get to wear jeans), doing things more freely ..

So now being fit is one thing, at least you people are more confident with me, cause sometimes size do really matters .. Lol .. For now what makes me work even harder to look good is this particular motivation .. Alright this motivation is Victoria , yeap is her again .. Haha .. =) .. Cause she's likes guys that are tall and I'm short .. So basically I've been jumping for 3000 times on the rebounder for almost everyday , going for soccer but I din't go for swimming although it do helps a lot in growing tall .. Haha .. Yeah the drive in me is so automatic that I can just do anything to somehow impress her or other people .. Or maybe push myself more to the limits, see how it goes .. Hehe

What I wanted to emphasise is whenever you do something, there are always things that motivates you behind your back .. You people may not realise it cause sometimes we just do things blindly as told but we are doing this for our own good or others ?? Thats the question you must ask yourself ?? Sometimes you don't need others to motivate you, cause the best motivator is always you .. But for me I haven't been pushing myself for the past 17 years cause I was a pathethic looser, telling myself I can do it but end up failing to do so .. Haha ..

As we know as the world rotates on its origin each day, things change .. People can change, and now I've changed .. =) .. The motivator in me + the motivation , is really a good combo that changed me so much .. Haha .. So what I hope for now is being really tall and fit, my target is at least 180cm, is a height that I wanted to achieve in 3 years time since guys ends their puberty at the age of 21 .. =) .. People says that once your tall, you will eventually go slimmer, isn't that killing 2 birds with 1 stone or (2 stones with 1 bird .. Lol is a Chuck Norris Fact) .. Haha ..

Next what stuns me is changes that I have seen just only , once a darn hot girl, has changed into a not so hot girl but still hot due to some reasons I guess .. =P .. Yeah, Victoria really amazes me, making me kept staring at her younger age picture for so freaking long .. p/s I'm sorry , just can't help it .. I like her looks when she was younger but nevertheless looks doesn't matter, personalities that really matters for me .. =) .. She really wants to be back to the shape, and I think she can do it cause she has her own motivator and motivations .. Haha .. Don't ask who is the person as in her motivation .. Kept it private and confidential .. Haha .. You guys can go check her out in her blog header(2nd row 1st picture btw the pretty girl beside her is her younger sis) .. =) .. Better late then never, cause once she turns hot, guys will just drool .. Lol .. Or maybe is just my point of view .. Hoping you guys out ther give some feedbacks at my chatter box ..

Is getting late for now .. I have classes 8.30am .. Lol .. Am still here updating my blog cause of my dear Special Friend Victoria .. =) .. Haha .. Adios peeps .. I guess my blog is alive again .. =) .. To some bloggers out there, please keep your blog alive, Lol .. Don't make it dead or semi-dead .. It's boring you know sometimes keep looking at the same old post for like so many months .. You know who you are .. Hehe .. I hope I'm not only saying others, cause I don't want my blog to be dead but then there is always my saviour, Victoria .. Credtis go to her .. =) .. Ciao ciao ..

The new one.

Hallo to this blog readers, I'm Victoria, the so called co-blogger for Mr. Joe Lee. Yeah, I was the one who update his blog that day and I was trying to keep low profile as a co-blogger

Now, Mr. Joe had invited me as his author and I accepted cause not good to reject right? (I mean certain stuff okay) So now, I shall spam his blog since he is very lazy busy, not an active blogger unlike me and also he need inspiration to blog. Hah!

Therefore, my duty as his co-blogger is to make this blog alive or maybe not-so-dead.

By the way, his college life is kinda boring (i think) and he don't like his English lecturer. What a doink.


Oh yeah, since I got nothing else to blog. I shall promote my blog as well.

Do free to visit my blog by clicking this

Free advertising! Haha. Thanks Mr. Joe :)


Oh sorry if this post is too colourful ya. I dislikes non-colourful stuff :P









p/s - Nice to meet you all :D

Sleep Sleep .. ><

Sienzor .. Staying at home is really boring .. >< .. I think I spent most of the time sleeping .. I don't know why .. Lol .. Slept at 3am this morning and woke up around 1.30pm .. Crazy 1 .. Don't know why slept so long , I think because college life is tired .. Hmm .. After that around 4pm I went and sleep again and woke up around 7.30pm .. Wtf rite ?? Lol ..

Is really boring nowadays, don't know what to do .. Arghh .. Don't know what to write either .. Guess will stop right here .. =) ..

Strangers !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today class ended at 10.30am .. Yeah its kinda early , Mr.Andrew, Business Maths Tutor, let us go early cause we finished his work .. =) .. So nice of him .. After that, went to post office to settle electric bill .. Waited for 30 damn long minutes, as usual the Ms , their working style and attitude, enough said .. Lol ..

So had branch with Li Hou and Li Gi(Li Hou's youngest bro) .. Li Gi has dentist appointment so Mr. Li Hou has to accompany him .. Actually we planned to go pyramid to follow the AI5 people .. but end up I alone joined them .. Today Yoke Fong's friend tagged along for movies, a total of 11 people .. We watched Strangers !!! Seriously nice movie, although is scary .. Lol .. But then din really scared the shit of me .. Hehe .. ANd Liv Tyler is Hot !!!!!!!!! Haha .. But then a group of girls sitting in front of me pissed me off, feel like blowing their head off .. Lol ..


So after the movie we went out different ways, I didn't go back early cause it was a heavy down pour so walked around with Victoria and was looking for a gift for someone .. =) .. Hope someone likes the gift .. After that, we went to bowling to walk around somehow spotted Darren, Jon, Denise & Joshua (DJDJ) and Ming Wai .. Haha .. They were playing bowling , after their movie Dont Mess With Zohan .. =) .. Then went to Popular to chat, yeah .. Kampung Style .. Sitting infront of book shelves chating with each other .. The feeling is Kinda goood moreover is been awhile we sat down and chated with each other cause all of us are in different classes ..

After that just went home straight, the usual routine .. Had Nandos with mum and my kai jie .. =) .. Hmm .. Thats all for 2day I guess, kinda tired but really had a great day .. =) ..

Coooool .. =)

College was tiring these days .. Maybe because I didn't sleep well these days .. Every night even I sleep early, I just can't sleep >< , eyes are shut but the brain is always thinking about a lot of stuffs >< ..

Today college end early .. So went for lunch with Denise, owe her a treat for her achievement few months back .. =) .. Went to Mdm.Kwan for lunch, I loved the nasi lemak there .. Really nice .. =) .. Chated a lot of things with her, eventhough is the 1st time having lunch with her, so is kinda good .. =) .. She wanted to watch Mirrors but I turned her down cause am really tired and busy with assignments, you all know I don't do things last minute, so I really need to prepare for my 1st assignment, oral presentation which is due in 3 weeks time .. Maybe I have other reasons to turn her down, but I think I shall kept it to myself and hope everyone understands .. =) ..

p/s sorry Denise .. Next time we still can meet up and do more things together .. =)

After lunch, Denise went to look for her friend and I went back home .. =) .. Hmm .. Really sleepy now, I think I need some rest .. Thats all for now ..

Emotions

Emotions are always portrayed, either directly or indirectly .. Sometimes emotions will bring someone down, or maybe the other way round .. Emotions definitely will control someone .. =)

Today I saw a friend of mine, totally a different her .. =) .. Never see her so happy before , seriously she's damn hyper today .. It's good to see her that happy, as a friend really felt glad for her .. =) .. The reasons?? I shall keep it a secret .. =) ..

Okay back to the topic .. Emotions are basically feelings, feelings just popped up whenever you're doing something or not .. Sometimes you can see people being emo here and there, actually I think that when someone is emoing is better to leave them alone .. No point asking them are they okay or not, and telling them don't be emo and stuffs .. It's been awhile since I last emo, I really don't like the feeling when I'm emo .. I just don't want the emotions to control me .. I want to control my emotions .. =)

Sometimes I just feel like making people to feel sympathy towards me and care for me more, but those kind of feelings are freaking fake .. I never do this kind of things cause I know if the friend finds out I'm faking and begging for sympathy I'm really done for and my friends definetly chuck me to the nearest rubbish bin .. It's not an essential way to draw my friends closer to me , even though some friends are seriously caring out there .. Really appreciate and wanted to give credits for those that cared for me for passed few years and for now .. =) .. Basically they care for me cause I care for them, I think these indeed is those good deeds that I did recently or during the pass .. =) ..

Hmm .. Nothing much to add on cause am really running dry of ideas, and kinda tired .. So I think I will stop right here .. =) ..

New Start .. =)

Tomorrow is a big day cause is going to be a new start .. =) .. My 2nd semester official start on Monday cause tutorials and lectures commences, the previous days not really counted .. Haha .. I missed the things that I did for the whole of last week, driving around cause is so cool .. Pfft >< .. I'm going back to public transport , which I kinda missed it .. Lets just hope I get to drive to Subang again .. =)

So basically every new semester there is a new resolution, and yeah my resolutions for this semester is to get better grades aim for distinction or high distinction for every subjects which are Advance Accounting, Advance English, Business Communication, Business Mathematics, and Moral Studies .. Is always easy to pass but then to score seems to be hard , I like the challenge and will do the very best that I can to achieve good results to obtain the scholarship ..

Just now had a hair cut .. My aunt did it for me, credits go to her cause really made my hair yeng .. Haha .. Don't know what others think about it .. Cause I know self praise is no praise .. =) .. Too bad I don't want to take pictures, cause according to someone I don't look good in pictures n I must agree with tat person .. Haha ..

I have to keep on track with studies , don't want to repeat some mistakes that I did in 1st semester .. I too used to last minute studying, it really sucks, it do helps but not much cause my determination to get better scores is very high for this semester .. Of cause I won't be studying at all times, I don't want to be a NERD !!!! I want to have fun at the same time, study is my 1st priority .. =) .. Actually student's main priority is to study , I guess you guys and gals know it well .. Enough Said .. Haha ..

I also made some promises to myself .. 1st things 1st , grow TALLER , which means jump more on the rebounder .. Haha .. Next, is to spend more time exercising , need to keep fit as well . Haha .. Spend less time on gaming, but I need to chat with people .. Lol .. Sleep early wake up earlier to do some exercise before going to college .. Must be active in college as well .. Maybe joining more clubs .. Haha .. See how things goes .. Cause my new timetable is kinda nice .. =) .. Starts at 8.00 or 8.30 then ends at 2 .. So basically thats my promises to myself, if I can't do it , how could i fufill people's promises like I promised my friends .. Haha ..

The previous post that I stated SMM is my last tourney, I guess it won't be the last cause I'm not goin to join, some problems with the team members and we barely can find time to train .. Haha .. So is bye bye to serious DOTA and tourneys .. No regrets and disappointments .. I think after so many years of DOTA , is time to leave the world of DOTA , cause I'm getting bored nowadays playing with NOOBS and can't beat the PROS .. Haha .. I'm always in the middle .. Lol .. But leaving is kinda hard, sometimes when friends ask to join them for games, just join .. I don't want to be dead bored studying .. Haha ..

I guess thats all for now .. Time to watch Badminton .. Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan .. Ciao .. =)

Nice Songs .. =)

Hmm .. Actually was browsing through many songs through youtube , just really caught up to few songs and the lyrics really amazes me .. =) .. Random thoughts I guess .. =) ..

These are the songs :

Bryan Adams Everything I Do I Do It For You

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Bryan Adams- Please Forgive Me

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Bryan Adams-Have You Ever Really Love A Woman

To really love a woman
to understand her
you’ve got to know what deep inside
hear every thought see every dream
and give her wings when she wants to fly
and when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s really woman
When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s the one
She needs somebody
to tell her that it’s gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
really, reallly
ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
to let her hold you
till you know how she needs to be touched
you’ve gotta breath her
and really taste her
until you can feel her in your blood
when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s really woman
When you love a woman
you tell that she’s the one
She needs somebody
to tell her that you’ll always be together
so tell me have you’ve ever really,
really, really ever loved a woman?

You’ve got to give her some faith
hold her tight
a little tenderness
you’ve gotta treat her right
she will be there foryou
taking good care of you
(you’ve really gotta love your woman) (yeah)
and when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
you know you really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s really woman
When you love a woman
you tell her that she’s the one
She needs somebody
to tell her that it’s gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever, really
really, really, ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?

Fuels-Falls On Me

I've seen you hanging round
This darkness where I'm bound
And this black hole I've dug for me
And silently within
With hands touching skin
The shock breaks my disease
And I can breathe

And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

Your faith like the pain
Draws me in again
She washes all my wounds for me
The darkness in my veins
I never could explain
And I wonder if you ever see
Will you still believe?

And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

Am I that strong
To carry on?
I might change your life
I might save my world
Could you save me?

And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

And all of your weight
All you dream
Falls on me it falls on me
And your beautiful sky
The light you bring
Falls on me it falls on me

Change the font of my blog cause co-blogger don't like red .. Haha .. Try to change it more frequent .. I really like these songs .. I like most of the songs but then these songs have meanings .. =) ..

Thats all for now .. Cause actually I'm running out of ideas on what to blog so just simply post something .. Haha .. I need inspiration .. =)

Bad Day ??

Somehow your having a bad day ?? Who on Earth doesn't have a bad day ?? We know very well that things just don't go like what we wanted .. =) .. I'm not good at comforting people when they are having bad days .. But then if I tried to help you out, wouldn't it be better ?? Sometimes is best to leave you people alone but then as a Special friend I can't just stand and see you having a tough time ..

Yeah sometimes, you may feel that friends are trying to be "Keh Poh Chi" , but if you think from prespective, what are friends for ?? .. As far as I know friends are always there for you,but then it also depends what kind of Friends you have .. But I doubt that not every friend you know will really take the initiative to ask and help you out ..

It sounds stupid when you're trying to say you're dragging your friend down to share your problems .. Moreover we know that sharing is caring .. And yeah the mail that Darren send, it is pretty pretty pretty meaningful ..

When we share laughter,
There's twice the fun;
When we share success,
We've surpassed what we've done

When we share problems,
There's half the pain;
When we share tears,
A rainbow follows rain.

When we share dreams,
They become more real;
When we share secrets,
It's our hearts we reveal.

If we share a smile,
That's when our love shows;
If we share a hug,
That's when our love grows

If we share with someone
On whom we depend,
That person is always
Family or friend

And what draws us closer
And makes us all care,
Is not what we have,
But the things we share

I have nothing much to add on cause is all in you, you're the one that always hides things from people, you said you would share but then I wouldn't blame you .. Somethings are way too personal to share with .. Seriously, every tear you drop, I hope I can help you wipe those tears away as a Special friend ..

I don't want to see you being emo and can't concentrate on your studies, I know you have great aims, but if all these things are bothering, I can assure you, you barely can succeed .. But then I will be always there for you helping you out whenever you need me or you're down and is a promise that I will never break .. =) ..

All I can say is The Biggest Choice You'll Ever Make Is Who You Choose To Be .. =) .. And lastly When You Can,You might. When you must, you will .. =)

I hope this video can help you in getting over ur Bad Day cause this video features something you like .. =) .. Last and not least .. Good Luck and Have Fun in everything you do for now and your future undertakings .. =)

Home Sweet Home

Finally reached home .. Thanks to co-blogger for the update .. Co-blogger wish to keep co-blogger's identity unknown , so I need to keep it a secret .. N readers pls don't ask .. =) .. Haha

Arghh I missed a few things after 4 days not at home:

• My Bed
• My Pillow
• My Comforter
• My Bolster
  
• My Computer
• My Shampoo
• My TV
• My Chating times
• My Football times
  

But then is still kinda nice staying out for so long .. =) .. Thats all for now .. Need to get some rest on the bed that I missed .. Haha ..

Co-blogger

Hello everyone. I'm this owner blog's co-blogger Just helping him to update his somehow-semi-dead-blog. He is currently not at home and enjoying his 5 days without babysit by his parents. He is such a NOOB! Haha. Moreover, he is staying over at one of his college mate's house in SS18. If anyone miss him, please do go and stalk him. He won't mind but do text/call him for the address 1st! Heh ;)


Guess, he is busy with his subang friends nowadays and also college started today already. He said, the new intake does not have any leng lui. Wat lah he.


Oh yeah, not forgetting, he is being so good + kind to give a ride to his friends to and from college. That's so sweet of him :) Or maybe cause he is only able to touch the car for 5 days?! In addition, he is now somehow able to drive around Subang and to Klang from Subang cause he was taught about the direction.


Till then, if there's anything urgent or not, just contact him okay! I'm just updating this short post so that this blog is not dead. I dislikes to see half/semi/full dead blog. Thanks you.

I'm out! :D

p/s - Co-blogger don't like red colour fonts :)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

F-Friendly
R-Rational
I - Inspirational
E - Electrifying
N - Need them most of the time
D - Distinct

Basically I just want to show my appreciation towards all my friends that I have made and known them, range from 1 week to 10 years .. =) .. Time doesn't matter actually, is the bond that matters .. Even if you made a friend for like few hours, if both of you can really bond it actually can overcome the bond between you and your friend that u made 10 years ago .. Haha .. =)

17 years of my life, I have made quite a number of friends, both good and bad friends .. I learn a lot from them of cause good and bad .. But then the bad things are always overcome by the good things, cause I choose to learn good things .. Hehe .. Things that I learn from them, are the mistakes they make, the things they do , their achievements and so on .. All I can say is they are lessons in my life ..

Actually they are a lot of things that I have not learn from them cause is the time that is so short .. 10 years also I can understand my friends well .. So actually is better to get to know someone more before you go into one step further as in friend then best friend then couple or something like that .. Cause is not easy to get a best friend, best friends can say they are half of you, they know they way you think, they understand you and a lot lot lot more which I am lazy 2 list it down .. So sorry >< .. Haha The group of friends that I really like and appreciate most is my secondary friends .. 5 years down the road, we went through rough and smooth, even fought with each other , screwing each other, calling names .. Lol .. There is a lot more .. Haha .. But seriously without them I won't be here today as Joe Lee Jun Lin .. or better known as JL back in secondary .. Haha .. This group of friends really make the hell out of me, having loads of fun with them .. Doing a lot of crazy stuffs, pushing faults to one another .. Lol .. Loads and loads of them .. Crazy friends .. Wootz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is something that I will keep that in mind always even though we had separated cause of our own dreams and desires .. This memories will always be with me till the day I die .. =) .. And really sorry cause I think we seldom take photos, and it sure sounds gay if we take photos rite ?? Haha .. But one day we surely will have the chance to take pictures .. =) ..

There is a chinese proverb 路遥知马力，日久见人心 saying that if you know a person for a long period of time, actually you can understand well .. Now I really get it .. =) .. Cause I just know this group of college friends for 3 months, I thought I understand them well but actually not .. Haha .. =) .. We still have a long way 2 know each other cause there is another 2 sems .. which is 9 months .. =) .. Although most of them will be separated for the next sem, the chances are still there to know them even more cause the technology nowdays are very advance .. Haha .. So nothing is impossible, is in our mindset , whether we want to do it or not .. =) ..

All I can say is friends are the greatest person in our lives, you can live or can't live without them .. So is time to appreciate our friends out there, talk to them more often, know what they are doing , don't wait till you loose them and regret about it , and not forgetting to keep in touch at all times .. =) .. Cheers to all my friends out there, I maybe not contacting you guys but then you guys are always in deep down in my heart .. =) ..

Actually I wanted to write more but then I've work to do for my dad and his leaving for Manila this sunday ,(tomorrow) .. Wootz!!!! 1 week without my parents .. hehe ...

And before I end I add in two video clip .. Dedicate this to all my friends out there .. =) .. Love you guys and gals !!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) ..

p/s (Mostly Guys .. Lol .. Guy school remember ?? Hehe .. )


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Party .. =)

Had a great party last night .. =) .. Just that was rushing dad's work till the morning and couldn't really sleep cause of something .. >< .. That's the reason I didn't update my blog .. Haha ..

So basically went out for movie and bought food stuff before the party starts .. Watched 21 yesterday, it is another movie that must watch .. Is all about math and numbers, freaking interesting .. Haha .. After you peeps watching, want to the same thing count me in .. Haha ..

Can't really think much what to write .. So some other day i guess .. =)

Am So Touched .. =)

It's been awhile since I got appreciated , finally I got to show my love and care towards the someone that I really love .. Is not easy to do this kind of things, cause all the while I'm in a boy school and it will be gay to do that .. Lol .. But for now Vic appreciated what I did so much for her .. I am really touched that she said that to me ..

I think there is no rush to go into a relationship right now, I am very satisfied with the relationship with me and Vic .. Even though we're not couples yet, but the feelings are there .. I can roughly know what will it be when we're couple, something I visualize just yesterday .. I don't expect and hope so much from her cause when you really love someone somethings really just doesn't matter .. =) ..

I don't really like to rush people but certain things I do rush .. But when comes to relationship, rushes will kill the relationship off and yeah patience is virtue .. =) .. So am going to wait for her .. =) .. I can say no regrets waiting for a girl like Vic .. =) .. Cause she's the girl that is worth waiting for and even though what the outcome is I am always right here waiting for you, Vic ..

This is specially dedicated for my love Vic .. =) .. I am always right here waiting for you .. =) Even if it takes more then 3 years like I said earlier .. Hope you like it .. =) ..

1st time .. =)

Woke up by my dad today around 8.30am .. Was kinda tired cause slept around 2am .. He told me to send him to bank and then send him to work .. So basically wash up and then do as what he told .. So I drove all the way to the bank in KL and waited for him to finish his stuff .. After that, the told me that he wanted to drive to work cause is faster .. So I took the opportunity to take a nap in the car ..

So after reaching his office, I was all alone .. Haha .. So I decided to give Vic a surprise but then it was still early .. Decided to hang out in AC and managed to call Ho for a drink .. After drinking we went to cyber cafe for 2 games and then ciao .. Then I went to Vic's house, is not as hard as I thought .. Hehe .. Surprised her a little only, chat for awhile and then went back .. >< .. Was supposed to ask her out for lunch but she had lunch with her parents already ..

After that I'm kinda lost because I wasn't familiar how to go back to KL .. I kept following the sign board and saw the sign board heading to KL, then went to the highway .. Damn I knew I was on the wrong route but then continue driving till I reach home .. Took a nap and then go for dentist appointment .. =) .. Luckily the dentist told me that I don't need any extraction of tooth .. Phew .. =)

So basically driving alone is better and I really like the feeling, for 7 months finnally I'm not babysitted .. Hehe .. Cheers .. =)

Disappointed ><

Why is that whenever I planned something is tends to fail ??? Why Why Why ?? Can someone answer me pls !!! Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I planned to meet up with Vic tomorrow and go to college to teach Yuki but then my dad just told me that he needs to use the car ... This is so ****ed up !!!!!!!!!!!!! I am really disappointed and I know Vic is disappointed with me .. >< .. I don't know why there are so many things happened recently .. The other day I made her angry, today I make her disappoint .. These things are seriously killing me !!!! Just now was kept thinking and almost bang a car !!!! It was a really close shave, luckily dad was there to alert me .. >< .. Pfft ..

I don't think I deserve to be in a relationship .. I think I have done more bad deeds compare to good deeds .. Then when comes to these things, I don't think I really can succeed .. There are always obstacles, I have went through a lot of obstacles but I think I will be blocked soon and barely can hold on any longer ..

One Aim .. =)

I have not been playing DOTA lately , cause am really busy with my dad's work .. The workload is termendously high .. Everyday stay up late to do his work, at least 2 or 3 am .. Haha .. But then luckily got Vic accompany me .. Thanks ya .. =) .. Love you .. Hehe ..

Alright back to the point, right now am resting for awhile for DOTA .. Wait till Justin and Ho finish their exams then I'm back .. I want to at least qualify for SMM DOTA state level , is not going to be easy but then if we really try hard we can go for it .. Currently our skills are kinda sucky, not that organised and lack of training .. I think we really need to work a lot in training cause teamwork and timing is the most curcial thing in DOTA ..

My aim is to play the fullest for this last competition .. No matter what the outcome is .. After that I want to retire from the gaming world .. Of cause I will still play for fun but then won't go serious for competitions .. I have been playing DOTA since form 2 if I'm not mistaken .. Theng was the one who taught me how to play, bullying me and makes me learn from mistakes .. From noob to pro (not that pro ) n till now at least I'm slightly better then him .. Hehe .. Of cause I miss the days that I played DOTA, screwing people or get screwed .. Lol .. Those are the days and I will always remember them .. Haha ..

I wanted to leave the gaming world because I want to focus more on my studies and Vic of cause .. Hehe .. I want to score better grades for the next 2 upcoming semesters to apply for scholarship .. I really need the scholarship because for now parents can't really send me to overseas and actually my dream is to go Australia to study .. =) .. Even it is a partial scholarship , it still help to ease the burden of my family , of cause I hope I can get full scholarship .. =) .. Once we hope we really have to go for it, sit back and hoping will not make things work .. =) ..

Of cause I can't be studying at all times, this will make me go nuts .. Things need to be balance .. Haha .. Sometimes need to go out with friends and of cause must go with Vic .. Hehe .. So basically, for now my life is all about Vic and she's the one that motivates me .. So yeah .. Haha .. Thats all for now .. =)

Pfft .. ><

How come everytime I tried to be honest and end up making things worse .. I don't know what went wrong .. Sometimes is rather to hide things then telling it out because when truths are told people tend to worry whether we are doing the right thing ..

I really am sorry to tell it out a sudden but then I think I was trying to do the right thing .. I want to make sure the route to your place, don't want to get lost and kept you waiting at your home ..

I am truly sorry for doing this kind of thing, but I don't know this kind of things will pissed you off .. I don't know whats the reason behind it, or maybe because I tell you things very sudden .. Pfft .. >< ..

The word sorry is all I can say to you, whether you want to forgive me it all depends on you .. Nothing much to be said I guess .. >< .. But then I can assure you that this kind of things would not happen for the 2nd time cause it is really making a fool out of myself and is like hell when I tried to explain everything to you but then you didn't even reply one of my sms .. But that doesn't matter to me, cause what most important now is you forgive me and I'm looking forward what I'm waiting all the while .. >< .. and really hope this thing won't make our relationship move on

p/s : Whether you read today's blog or not, it doesn't matter .. But what I wrote today was mainly for you and trying to explain to you .. =) ..