Finally .. =Þ

Sorry for the late update, was very busy with assignments and quiz .. Now I am done with my journal and my human communication presentation. Now only left 3 things to be done .. economics quiz, MS essay and presentation ..

The quotations that I saw in Vic's blog really reminds me of something .. All the quotes reminds me of my secondary life .. I was craving for that particular girl but I didn't get her even though I did many things to amuse her .. I was so lost back than although I am always portraying my smile .. How I overcome the lost me ?? Of cause by encouraging myself with words and stay happy at all times ..

Now what I tought back than are almost the same as the quotes I saw today .. Is so coincidence .. Those quotes are really that great, it really motivates me and increase my self esteem .. Those quotes really made me for what I am now, people maybe curious why was I so tough in facing this kind of problems .. The secret behind it is motivating one self, actually no motivater is best in ur life, only u can motivate urself .. Others may help u a lil but it all lies in our hands and ourselves that really matters .. But I barely share them with u guys back than, cause I don't know whether it work for you guys .. Haha >< ..

The quotes are almost the same as mine but not exactly the same but the meaning is there and most importantly it really helps .. =) ..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

Being happy is the priority of living,
If u wanna be sad,
Be sad 4 something thats worth it.
珍惜你所擁有的，慶幸所曾發生的。

Just copy paste from Victoria .. Lol ><

Alrite .. Hope it helps u people .. =) .. Thats all for 2day .. GL HF !!! hehe my favourite quote .. =Þ

Screw Up

Today I screwed up my Human Communication presentation .. Seriously this is the 1st time I'm screwing in presentations .. All the while I was OK but not as good as others, but today .. I don't know what went wrong and I won't blame the others .. Cause again it has passed and now I'm given a second chance .. I was very ready to accept the marks given by Ms. Malini but she gave our group a second chance ..

It was really unexpected and so kind of her, maybe she was confident with us and thinks that we can do better the next time. I'm really grateful because there is another chance, this time I won't blow the chance again .. I have to really sit down and discuss with my mates in order to perform our very best next week ..

Now the upcoming events are Accounts quiz tomorrow, English Presentation on Friday, Human Communication Presentation on Tuesday, Journal on Tuesday, Economics Quiz on Tuesday and Malaysian Studies Presentation and Essay due on next Friday.

Hmm .. So far I've done 50% of each, hope it won't make me go crazy and I hope I can manage my time well to finish all these stuffs .. Maybe I need a checklist .. Lol ..

I think I have to stop here .. Better do some revision and rest early .. =) .. Good luck to all my mates .. =)

Pictures from the gathering =)

CKS Gathering 2008 and MR's Birthday Party

It's been 6 years since I met my primary school friends, one of them plan to gather .. So today I went to Pavilion to meet up with them .. As usual , I will be always the earliest and have to wait till everyone arrive .. Not all those that are invited turn up , given reasons that they are busy and doing some stuff ..

It's really nice to meet them , from ugly ducklings to swans , short to tall and some didn't even change .. This what we call as puberty .. Lol .. It's really shocking and felt rather regretted cause when I was young and naive did some stuff that left them bad impressions and now it's really hard to know them better .. Lol .. Have a nice chat with them but not all of them , cause most of them are from other classes and busy chatting among themselves .. The organizer decided to go to TGI's Friday to have branch .. The food there was nice and has a big portion .. It's my first time in TGI , found the atmosphere is nice there .. =) ..
After branch we took some pictures but will upload it some other day ..

Hmm , with all the chats and pictures I think is a really good gathering but I found it rather disappointing and I don't really want to talk about it cause it's all over and no point talking about it .. I need to leave it a side cause now I really have to get on with my 2 presentations and journal .. I don't sad and disappointing stuffs to hold me back from what I'm doing ..

This is why I don't really like to go out , sometimes is like wasting time and money doing something not worth doing , unless I really have a good time like I used to go out with my bunch of friends .. Now I know why communication is so important like what I learn from Human Communication ..

After that ,I went to Min Ray's birthday party .. It was a very cool party , cause we get to flour and egg him .. Haha .. Actually me, Jus , CK , Theng and TL wanted to go to Tbun for dota and watch football after that .. But I have to go home cause my dad's back from Philippines and I don't want to create more conflict .. Kinda disappointed my mates , but I just can do anything .. Took LRT from cempaka till titiwangsa and TL's mother send me back home ..

I have to start work now .. Thanks Guys & Girls .. =) .. We shall meet some other day !!!!!

Busy

Went back to hometown on Saturday with my mum to celebrate father's day with my grandparents and came back on Sunday .. As usual I will only drive to the highway , and my mum will drive the hill way which leads to my hometown .. That road is so challenging and yet I was not given the chance to drive !!!! Haha .. Maybe the next trip to my hometown I will get the chance to drive ..

Now, I'm busy doing my human communication presentation and journal .. Dead line is next week and journal the another week .. It's not easy to do unless I'm doing it alone , cause I don't really like group presentations cause it's kinda hard to discuss cause we stay in different areas and sometimes very hard to communicate with them .. Lol .. My subject is Human Communication and yet I at times having hard time communicating with my group .. The next presentation is the English presentation .. This presentation is due next week as well .. So u can imagine the amount of pressure exerting towards me .. Lol ..

Something Special

Hmm .. Today had 2 tests , Malaysian studies and Human Communication .. I think I did quite well even though I did not really study .. Don't think I'm smart cause I finish early and leave the lecture hall early , my principle is that just finish it and don't waste time thinking if you're ain't to sure about the answers if I don't really study .. No point sitting down and crack your head thinking about the answers .. The answers won't just come out if you didn't study , even if you have the chances are low .. Haha .. =) .. Now there is Economics quiz and English quiz coming .. And 2 more presentations .. =) ..

Saw a teddy bear at my mom's flower shop .. Kinda cute and written something special

F - Forgives your mistakes
L - Loves you for who you are
U - Understands you
F - First love in my life
F - Forever love you
Y - You are the one !!!!

Isn't it sweet ?? I wish I could give this bear to the special one in my life .. =) .. Cause its so meaningful and special .. Maybe I should make the move but it's still kinda early to make the move .. It's not that I don't dare , it's just it will make people feel awkward and I will just loose her .. Maybe get to know her better and give her time to know me better as well .. But thats not the point , it's a bout whether we have the chance to be together or not .. If it doesn't , than it's OK , can slowly choose and have fun when you're single .. Haha .. Anyone of you want to give it to your gf/bf , can place an order through me .. Yea , I'm helping my mum to do business .. Hehe ..

Bad Day !!!!

Hmm .. Was kinda tired today .. Don't know why .. I'm getting pissed of with public transport now .. Today waited for 1 hour for the damn bus , and took 1 hour to reach wangsa maju .. Why the **** the government improve the service, all they know is feed the stupid ministers with the people's money and increase the petrol price .. They are adding oil to the fire instead of ease the burden of the people .. BN should really be taken over .. =) ..

Ahh .. Someone's sick but I can't help but only support morally .. =( .. Is making me feel uneasy as well , don't know why but I just feel uneasy .. Had a bad night today , lazy to talk about it or maybe I would like to disclose it in my presentation tomorrow .. It depends on my mood of cause .. Sometimes I just don't understand whether is my fault or the other people's fault .. I just don't like why they will put other people as their main priority compare to their family members .. If they are saying we are the flesh and bone , why can't they treat them as one . Maybe they did put a lot of love but I just can't feel it .. I've never show my love to them , is not that I don't want to , I just don't know how to explain ..

I really need someone out there to really console me and help me out .. I don't know why maybe its nature , like I said I tend to listen others than my parents , maybe I'm same as those person I mentioned earlier , put people as the main priority rather than family members ..

I think we really should appreciate the person we love most now , not till they have passed on or something .. Is always to late to regret .. Trust me .. I'm telling it but I'm not doing it cause I'm like cold blooded , cause I always look things from the bright side and I see things from different perspective. I tend to be happy always and will get pissed off when meet some ****ed people .. I'm maybe expressing my anger but I don't really put the problems I face in my heart and I don't store them deep in my heart .. I just forget about it when the next day started cause I feel that it will make my day better rather than keeping those bad experience in my heart and kept thinking about it ..

Today might be a bad day, but tomorrow I will forget about it .. =) .. No hard feelings , is just that the people around me will be very angry and will keep in hard for those things that I said to them .. They suffer more than I do and I don't really care cause its their problem and not mine .. =) .. Thats all for now .. =)

Hmmmmm!!!

Today went to college early , took indon mee goreng .. Haha .. After that went to computer lab to make a few changes of my assignments than handed it up to my lecturer.. When she's in class she call us to count the number of words , with some thing important .. I have to fake the number of words as I did not reach the minimum number of words for the assignment.. Nevertheless I still passed it up now I'm so relieved ..

Play DoTa , with Theng and Justin .. Still can't stop Dota .. Haha .. We are so good that we pawned .. =) .. Forming a new team now but lack of 1 more team mate .. =) ..

Just now took dinner with SK , treat her as I promised as a birthday gift .. Than I met Denise, yeah she's back from Terengganu with a gold medal , I congratulated her .. I also invited her to join us for dinner but she's having dinner with her parents .. I still owe her treat as well .. Lol .. Haha .. For her achievement of cause .. =)

Hmmm .. Lots of work to be done later on , I've not plan to start it .. Don't know why seems to be lost or something .. =) .. Haha .. Economics is getting nicer , I seems to be interested in it .. I don't know why , or it is because of another person that has the same interest in the same subject .. Hehe .. =) .. I'm kinda happy nowadays , I just don't know why .. =) ..

OK .. Thats all for now .. =)

Blogging Rocks !!!!!

Blog is a good source of finding your friend .. Guess what , I managed to get contact with my very old primary school mate .. Man is like 9 years back lol .. I some how found her through a friend's blog .. Lol .. Is really nice u know .. Haha .. Memories are brought back automatically, even it is bad .. =)

Alright now I'm done with my assignment.. Woots !!!! But there are 2 more presentations coming and a couple of tests !!!!!! Guess my course is very hectic but I'm still on the mood and on the run to overcome it .. Hehe .. Ntg can bring me down .. =) .. Wee .. Just in need for the special one but not that desperate thou .. Lol .. than my college life would be nice but it would take time to get one ..

After 2 weeks of holidays , my friends are going back to school and college .. Haha .. They complain 2 weeks is not enough >< .. Man .. I guess is more than enough thou unless u guys want to work during the holidays .. Haha ..

My back is getting from bad to worse .. I think is due to the number of hours I'm sitting in front of the com .. I have to stop doing it to save my back .. Arghh .. I think I really have to stop being a dumb fellow facing the computer everyday .. Please I have to be determined , I really have to stop unless I really need to use the computer to do my assignments !!! =)

Lifeless Me !!!!!

Woke up around 9 today and started to dota + do assignments till now .. Until now only wrote 300++ words .. 700 more words to go ..

My life now is pretty lifeless when my dad is working outstation .. I'm getting overboard cause when his not around no one can control me accept for myself .. BahhHHH !! When can i stop this habit ?? I really want to change but its kinda difficult .. I think I really have to stop it and stop being a lier to myself and others .. =( .. Someone have to really help me !!! Maybe a companion really helps a lot .. =) .. Cause I'm the kind of person who tends to listen more to others rather than my parents , than makes me rebellious .. I really want to change but it seems impossible unless someone out there can change me .. =) ..

Bahhh ... Kinda frustrated now .. Regretted for all the dumb things that I have done , doing stuffs that disappoint my parents .. Maybe I have to really make the initiative to really change and not make my parents feel sad and worry about me .. Haih .. When will I change???

Coooooolllllllllll !!!

Went to college around 8 .. Finish my English homework than after that went to TBS with Vic and Yuki cause there is some young entrepreneur thingy there .. I went there cause want to find hot chicks , met a few chicks .. I guess they're older or something .. All those students are crazy selling their stuffs .. I hate a group of dumb cotton candies girls , so noob man till we have to avoid them when we saw them .. Lol ...

I met Andrew , my NS friend , look so cool thou but din manage to talk to him long cause his rushing for class .. =) .. Other than that , I also met my cousin from Terengganu , chat with her for a couple of minutes than went back to college .. Before that , I bought a teddy bear phone strap from her store .. There was this guy kept persuading me to get something from their stall , I almost turn him down when a girl that was hot persuade me .. Lol .. Man I'm so soft when come to girls which are hot and trying to persuade me to get their stuffs .. Anyways I gave the teddy bear phone strap to Vic since she said it was cute .. =)

Anyways I won myself a new bag and a key chain but I gave it to Li Hoe since I kept disturbing and calling him names .. He look so cham man .. Lol .. The gifts were from this talk that talks about our career in our future .. I kinda like the new personality test cause is like damn accurate but too bad I can't share with u guys cause the counselor was showing the slides way to fast ..

I have a MS test later and I haven study .. Lol .. But its a multiple choice question so it won't be much pain the ass .. Lol .. Haha .. The thing that I haven't do is my research question cause I'm kinda lazy in doing it .. >< !!! Alright gtg now , have to finish up my accounts homework and get a good rest tonight cause tomorrow is another tough day .. =)

Pissed Off

Man .. I just reached home after finishing class at 5.30 .. Stayed at college till 6.00 cause its raining heavily .. After that went to the bus stop and waited till 7.30 till the damn bus arrived and it took around 1 hour 15mins till I reached KJ .. Fucked up rumors that cause the city jam like hell .. Screw those people that simply spread the damn petrol price thingy ..

I reached my mum office around 8.40 than i took so long till I reached home .. Was kinda pissed off today cause the total hours that I waited and traveled is way 2 long .. But at least is over , anyways mum mum's car petrol still left 1/4 and I'm not sure whether we can get petrol tomorrow .. Haha ..

Relieved

Just finished my test and now in the computer lab updating my blog .. =) .. The test was quite easy even though I did not really study .. Haha .. At least now I'm relieved , but I still got the research question to finish and 2 more presentations than it will be nice ..

My college mates are kinda funny cause they don't really believed me when I say I don't study at home .. Its the fact but they just keep saying I prepared well at home and they say cause my face is like those good boy .. I think my skool mates know me better than them .. Haha ..

Can I Take It ??

Went to the dentist today to fixed my upper brackets .. Its kinda suffering now but its worth the result .. =) .. Nevertheless I can take this opportunity to eat less cause I really can't eat any damn thing except for porridge .. =) .. Haha

Anyways today I wasted whole day doing nothing .. I have loads of homework that has not been done and 2 presentation + 1 research question coming and quiz + tests .. I am very sure most of my course mates are having trouble and are nervous as well .. I'm still cool but I really have to work my time out in order to finish all those course work .. I haven even start studying my economics where I have a 20% test this Thursday .. I'm hoping for the best to try to recall all the things that the lecturer taught .. Lol ..

Look at the loads of pressure on me .. Haha .. I guess I can handle it well but with a little bit of sacrifice of cause .. I finally deleted off ROSEOnline , an online game which I spend most of the time playing , apart from DOTA .. At least , now I have a little extra room to study and finish off everything that hasn't been done .. Seriously you just can't quit DOTA , its not addictive but its the passion for it .. No matter how left out from the DOTA world , you're still able to get back to the form with a few games .. Its magical .. Its not like other things , especially study .. Cause studying is not a 1 day effort but is accumulated , I've been telling myself to study and play less but it seems this time I'm the one who is barking to the wall .. =0

It is really pain the ass when you failed something whether is result or something .. But failure is not always a bad thing , take failure as one of the obstacles and learn from it I guess .. Even break ups is not a bad thing , cause its just another obstacle .. Lol .. Even though I have not really experience a break up .. Forget about it .. Lol .. What I'm trying to emphasize here is that , everything we do can be good or bad and we only learn about them after doing them .. Cause its very natural , unless we can predict the future and maybe learn from other's mistake ..

Alrite thats all for now .. Tomorrow is another day , have to finish my homework and assignments in the library tomorrow .. Ciao ..

~JL~