Wootz .... =)

Woke up 6am in the morning today .. For the 1st time I send my dad to work with my mum .. Haha .. Drove all the way to One Utama and drop him off there .. After that drove all the way to Subang .. My mum drop me off at college and she went breakfast with one of her best friends..

The purpose of going to college today is to check my results .. Surprisingly got 1 High Distinction for Accounting, Distinction for English and Malaysian Studies and Credit for Microeconomics and Human Communication .. Was quite satisfied with my results cause barely study .. Hehe .. I told my mum the results she was very happy and call me to keep up the good work .. By the way she's flying to Australia tomorrow to visit my bro for 1 week and I get to drive for 1 week !!! Hehe ..

Hmm so after looking at the results, went to Sunway Pyramid with my college mates, of cause Vic was there .. =) .. First thing, watch the mummy Tomb of The Dragon Emperor, quite a nice show overall .. Haha .. After that went to Sakae Sushi and took lunch .. 1st time going in there, makes the hell of out me for being jakun .. Lol .. After lunch, we started loitering and Vic found her shirt was stained, and I bought her a T-shirt and she changed after that .. Then we continue loitering then some of my college mates wanted to go back ..

End of the day left me Li Hoe,Yuki,Denise,me and Vic .. We decided to hang out at Li Hoe's place .. He brought us around to tour around his house, cause we are planning to have a party in his house next thursday .. =) .. We played monopoly and is been awhile since I played monopoly .. Haha .. But the skills and luck is still there, even though we played half way but it was really fun ..

Today really have a lot of fun time hanging out with them , especially with Vic .. Hehe .. =) .. But then caught some1 red handed in Sunway Pyramid .. Lucky I saw them .. Hehe .. I guess you know who you are .. =Þ .. Supposingly busy but then GGfied .. Hehe .. Not hard feelings ya ?? Was doing the same thing as you did .. So we are equal .. Hehe .. Settle k?? =) ..

Really want to thank Vic for sending me all the way to Kelana Jaya Station, sumore is like 1st time let girl send me to station .. So nice of her .. =) .. But next week I will be the one driving her around .. I hope I can drive safely cause it is goin 2 be the 1st time on the road without babysitting .. Wish me luck .. =) .. Thanks ..

Thats All For now .. =) ..

Changes .. =)

In our everyday life, things can change .. =) .. Some changes are good and some are bad .. But at all cost , changes are always good in a sense that it helps us to be a better person .. I gona talk about the things that I have changed in the pass 3 months .. And all these changes are because of this girl, Vic .. =)
Here is the list :

• From stubborn to not so stubborn
• From not caring to caring
• From not understanding to understanding
• From not loving to loving
  
• From lazy to hardworking
• From gamer to less gamer
• From impatient to patient
• From not styling my hair to styling my hair
• From not knowing how 2 dress properly to knowing how to dress properly
• From fat to fit
• From short to tall (p/s she is taller then me ><>
• From shouting at parents to not shouting at them anymore since I start knowing Vic
  
• From spendthrift to thrifty
• From not learning how to appreciate to appreciating
• From timid to brave
• From shy to more confident
• From not knowing how to start conversations with girls to knowing how to
• From no guts to call girls through the phone to have tons of guts
• From being lonely to being accompanied
• From being a bully to being a non-bully
• From giving chances to others to learn to grab chances
• From not knowing how to talk to know how to sweet talk
• From not knowing how to wins a girl heart to know to do so
• From lying to keeping promises

In 2 months, I have changed so much .. I am really really delighted and would like to give credits to Vic .. =) .. Without Vic, I wouldn't changed so much for my own good, from the changes I stated above, me and my parents relationship is getting better .. Is really been awhile since I had this happy feeling cause back in those days, is like hell when I'm at home ..

Vic is the kind of girl that really appreciates what I did for her, even is a small little gift that is cheap .. She appreciates it as though it was something worth a millions .. I know I am not any handsome guy or rich guy's son but to Vic it doesn't matter, cause she knows what I did for her .. =) .. I can rate her 10/10 .. Thats all I can say .. =)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee .. =)

Days are getting better with the presence of Vic .. The lonely me is no more lonely .. =) .. Really have to give credits to her .. =) .. The whole day I can msg her and talk about a lot of stuff .. Is been awhile since I did that, sometimes I do sms guy friends .. But not as much .. Lol .. Sounds gay rite ?? Lol

Alright back to the point .. I finally finish dad's work .. Hopes he doesn't add the work load .. Now I am relieved .. =) .. Now I can have a peace of mind for my holidays .. Lalalalala ..

I don't know when I will start training for SMM Dota .. 2 members are busy for exams .. and one of them is in China .. Hmm .. Don't know whether got the drive to play for SMM or not, the grand prize is like rm36k which means rm7.2k per team member .. Of cause when you win is not really for the money, is the fame you earned .. Haha ...

Work Work

Work work ready to work .. Haha .. Sounds familiar for Warcraft 3 players .. Haha .. Yea thats me for now .. I've been doing my dad's work for the pass few days .. But today I was surprised cause my dad gave me rm50 for helping him to work .. All the while I helped him work , he has not been given me a single cent .. Haha .. =)

Hmm, is like so many days since I have waited for the answer .. But for sure I will continue waiting for the answer .. I told Vic 3 years is the longest I can wait .. I really can wait that long, cause I have been waiting for 2 years for an uncertain answer why not 3 years for a confirmed answer .. I know many of you will be shock but this is me .. =) .. Why 3 years ?? My degree will finish in like 3 years ++ and after that I will be working and stuff .. Then the another part of my life is coming , and of cause it will be a different thing ..

What makes me wait so long ?? Cause I really have found the right girl for me .. =) .. Don't think any1 can replace her for now .. She not those hot girls or something , she is not those that is very smart or something .. What amuses me that, she is that kind of girl that really makes me feel comfortable with .. =) .. She appreciates what I've done for her, she knows how i feels .. The list is like so long .. If I start writing I don't think I can finish it .. Lol .. Of cause everyone have the right partner in his/her life and praise them .. I think she is the right one for me .. =) ..

Sometimes when you found the right one, you will not compare others with them .. It really doesn't matter cause, the right one maybe the perfect one to us even though nothing is perfect in the world .. Even though is kinda early to start this kind of relationship, but I think I should have one now .. Cause she really did changed me a lot and I changed part of my lifestyle cause of her ..

I know it sounds stupid, but my pass lifestyle wouldn't bring me far if I kept going on .. But for now I am changing it, I am now towards the next level of education .. I don't want to blow the chance and hope I can succeed in the future .. The gamer in me is going to fade soon, I finally realise that I have wasted so much time in my previous years of my life .. Haha .. But I can say that I never regretted it .. =) ..

I guess the last tourney that I gona join is the SMM Dota competition .. No matter what the results are I'm happy for it .. I will not go on serious gaming anymore .. Maybe 1 or 2 games with Justin and the others in a week .. I really want to focus in studies .. Of cause must have fun, we can't be studying at all times .. Haha .. Smart students know that well .. But again we really to manage time well .. It is very very important, because time is so crucial and is not worth wasting .. Everything we do, we really need to know whether is worth doing for or not ..

I did a lot of things Vic for the pass 2 months .. I think what I did is worth doing for because I really want to be her .. I can't just say that I want to be with her, everything you want, we have to do something and go for it .. We can't sit back and wait till the things come to us .. =) .. The money won't drop from the sky so easily .. Unless you are the luckiest person on earth, and everything you want comes so easily just like snapping the fingers .. =) ... Who doesn't want to be that ?? =) ..

All I can say is I really love Vic more then I could say and really hope to be with her for as long as I lived .. I may not know what will happen in the future, but I will cherish every moment now with Vic as now we still can see each other .. When it comes to later both of us, have our own dreams and we need to go for our dreams .. We can't be compromising each other and giving up our dreams .. Sometimes our dreams are the ones that hold us back in a relationship but it also can work out if we really love each other and meant for each other .. =) .. It is really important that we cherish what is around us rather then regretting the lost after that ..

I know my blog is like full of words and has no picture .. Sorry readers >< .. Haha .. I think I need to take more pictures .. Most importantly is pictures with Vic .. =) .. I manged to grab some pictures from Vic

Delighted .. Lol .. ><

Something new just happened to me .. Lol .. I never did that in my years of life .. Lol .. I finally spent time talking on the phone with Vic .. Hmm .. Now I really know how it feels when you are chatting through the phone .. I can say it is totally different when your smsing or chatting through msn .. Haha .. Cause you get to hear the sweet voice .. =Þ .. Cause I remembering one of my friends, I think he don't want to be named .. Telling how his gf sound .. I was like so envy .. >< .. Haha .. But now I finally experienced it .. Hehe

I slept like 5 am in the morning cause chatted like 3 or 4 hours .. Did not take count .. Haha .. Then I woke up around 11am .. Dad drag me up just to help him out with his work .. Its kinda hectic thou + I'm so so tired .. >< .. But now at least got the momentum to do work so ain't that tired already .. =) ..

Before I started work, I told my dad I wanted to try drive his beetle .. Holy **** .. I lost touch in manual .. Was damn funny, Haha .. Is like riding a horse .. Lol .. Then I told my dad, I don't want to drive already , jokingly tell him get me an auto car pls .. Lol ..

The car is kinda run down, with the brakes and those shits ... So I feel not safe .. Lol .. If I really want to drive it to college, my dad needs to service it nicely and I have to start get use to manual car .. Maybe I can try learning cause is like 3 weeks till college starts .. >< .. Haha .. Cause like I said everything is worth trying .. =) ..

Better get back to work .. =) .. Haha

Hopeless Me ><

Hmm .. I felt I'm pretty hopeless .. Cause after 17 years of my life, I don't know what I am good at .. >< .. Isn't it pitiful ?? Lol .. Everything I do seems to be half way through the course .. I really can't find don't know what I am good at ..

If you say I'm good at games, definetly not .. Yea .. Haha .. I have so many friends and each of everyone has a specific talent .. Let me list it down, but I won't tell out thier names .. I think you guys know yourself .. =) .. Alright 1st up, one knows how to play piano well, one knows how to write poems and stories, one is good in basketball , one knows how to play guitar well, one knows how to cook, one knows how to sing, one is good in maths and so on .. Lol .. .. The list is way 2 long .. And I'm lazy .. Lol

Man ... I really don't know what I am good at .. >< .. Can any1 of you tell me what I'm good at ?? The talent in me maybe not shine yet .. But I really want to know what I'm good am .. Cause it is bothering me .. When I see others with great talents, I am happy for them , no point envy them cause is their talent not mine .. =) .. But once you see those beside you, has talents and you yourself has no talent .. You really can feel the hopelessness in yourself .. Lol..

Haha .. I really hope that the talent in me can really shine soon cause I don't want to stay on with this miserable life .. Lol .. =)

Busy .. ><

I am very busy doin my dad's work .. His work load is increasing, I have no choice but to help him out with his work .. I am trying to finish it a.s.a.p don't want to drag it too long ..

I miss Vic very much even though is I last her on Tuesday .. Seriously never miss someone so much .. >< .. Now I really know how it feels when you all really misses someone .. =) ..

One thing is pitiful, that I want to meet up with her but I don't have a car .. Lol .. Mum is still not ready to let me drive yet .. Is like 3 weeks till college start, I might have to miss Vic for 3 weeks .. Ahhhhhhh, any1 of you can lend me a car pls ?? Lol .. >< ..

I guess I have to look at the pictures we taken in Genting .. At least will ease the pain .. Lol .. =) .. We went there 3 days 2 night but I only took 4 pictures with Vic .. Funny rite .. Lol .. ><

Here are the pictures