Great but Tired Day

Did not update blog lately cause dad was busy doing accounts .. =0 .. Due date is June and his going to finish .. =) !!!!

Hmm .. Today finally get to play basketball for real after so many months .. Haha .. Although we got trashed 4 1 but I was satisfied with Chris n Chi Yen .. Great team members .. Even though we're not that good but we managed to hold the opponent .. =) .. I was tapped by a guy which is very tall and nothing embarrassed cause I was tap several time back in secondary .. Haha .. .. After the game , I wanted to call Ho and Vin Son to pick me up but they left earlier cause they thought I was playing in the game and the picked up the god damn phone .. Lol ..

Decided to take the bus back , as I step out of the college , my damn bus has arrived I was running like mad to catch up with the bus and managed to hop onto the bus .. =) .. So tiring and yet still have to run to get the bus .. Later on I reached KJ station , guess who I met ?? Mao .. Haha .. Managed to chat with him for few minutes and took the train back ..

Actually I wanted to go home early and sleep till next morning but I change my mind .. Instead I called Ho n Vin Son and asked them whether they have taken their dinner or not .. We managed to have dinner together and chatted for quite a long time since we never meet each other for so long .. Thanks for the treat VS .. Owe u 1 .. =)

Soon we decided to head to the CC near my house .. We played 1 round of DoTa but lost due to Ho's com which was laggy but he was kinda pro thou with the lag he still can farm.. =) Cheers Ho .. Haha .. After that VS send me back to my house .. Really had a great day 2day .. =) ..

But I was rather disappointed cause of something around me has really changed .. I couldn't belief that the thing has really changed and the thing is really shocking cause it wasn't the thing that I saw back then .. I don't know what happened but I guess is the environment and that changes it .. I only sit down and hope that it won't ruin me as well .. I really hope it can be the old one where everyone is satisfied and happy .. =0 .. I might mis seen this thing or maybe sometimes things really changed by their selves and we have to accept and adapt with the change .. Sometimes we don't just sit back and think about ourselves , we really have to look into people's feelings as well .. I'm not beating around the bush now .. I really have to say I was very disappointed with you , Justin .. But after reading your blog , I can accept what you are now and will be friends forever .. Sometimes we as friends around should talk things out and not just judge Justin from his doings .. Is really unfair for him thou , maybe his right or maybe is wrong .. We can't really determined till we talk things out and accept him as who he is now .. Sometimes we need a private life and till a certain extend and we really can't lived without friends I have something specialy for u Justin =) and for my friends out there ..

If a lover is like the moon then friends are like the stars ..
Have u noticed that the sky can look beautiful without the moon but not without stars ..
Every friend of mine is my star in the dark gloomy sky and shine brightly ..

Cheers Justin .. Friends Forever .. =)

Half Way Through The Course

Once again was very busy to update .. Lol .. =)

Presentation is over and small tests as well .. Kinda relieved thou but they are more presentations , tests and research question coming ..

Seriously , don't have any idea on what to write these days .. =) .. Lol

Hmm .. The girl that I mentioned on my previous post seem to be missing .. Lol .. Can't seem to find spot/find her .. Haha .. I guess we have no fate .. =) .. Who cares ?? Lol .. Mayb some other day .. =Þ ..

Ciaoz .. >< !!!

Pressure Is On

Sorry for not updating lately , kinda busy with stuffs and was kinda stone lately .. Haha ..

Yeah .. The pressure is increasing thou .. Homeworks and assignments are getting more and more .. But I started doing my assignments already , learn from people's mistakes , as in people around me that rush for assignments at the eleventh hour .. Haha ... Other than that , quiz and tests are coming soon .. I have not been studying but the lecturer's teachings are still fresh in my mind .. I was happy even though all the subjects are new to me .. I guess I have to start revising in order to get the 5-10 marks for each respective subject .. Even is 5-10 marks but it still makes a difference ..

I saw a kinda pretty Sri KL girl .. Lol .. Was kinda into her .. But did not take the initiative to know her .. Is not that I don't have the guts , but is just like very awkward .. Haha .. Just can't really explain about it .. I might loose this big chance , but might be looking forward to have a chance to see her again .. =P .. Lol

Myer-Briggs Personality Test

Today I finally knew what I am , I am a "Doer" through this test .. Its kinda accurate and precise .. Hope you guys can go check it out yourself cause its really interesting .. Haha .. Don't worry I will help you guys out .. Go find out yourself , what you are !!!!

For every statement choose an alphabet base on the details that I write it down , than remember your alphabet and please follow the order. Please be honest to yourself and choose the best that suits yourself

1)Where is your energy naturally directed ? E/I
Extroverts often :

• Have high energy
  
• talk a lot
  
• think out loud
  
• like to be around people a lot
  
• are easily distracted
  

Introverts often :

• have quite energy
• talk less
• think before they act
• are comfortable spending time alone
• have good concentration

2)Information you naturally notice and remember : S/N
Sensors often :

• admire practicality
  
• focus on the facts & specifics
  
• have straightforward speech
  
• are more realistic- see what is
  
• are more present-oriented

Intuitives often :

• admire creativity
• focus on ideas & the big picture
• have roundabout thoughts
• are more imaginative - see possibilities
• are more future oriented

3)How do you decide or come to conclusions ? T/F
Thinkers often :

• are cool & reservered
  
• are objective
  
• are honest & direct
  
• are naturally critical
  
• are motivated by achievement
  

Feelers often :

• are warm and friendly
• get their feelings hurt easily
• are sensitive & diplomatic
• try hard to please others
• are motivated by being appreciated

4)What environment makes you most comfortable? J/P
Judgers often :

• are serious & formal
  
• are time-conscious
  
• like to make plans
  
• work first , play later
  
• like to finish projects best

Perceivers often :

• are playful & casual
• are unaware of time or late
• like to wait-and-see
• play first , work later
• like to start projects best

Okay now for example ur an ESTP , remember your alphabets now go to this site www.personalitypage.com/high-level.html
I really hope you guys can take this test here cause this test cost $100 U.S Dollar . At least you guys know your own personality and your not unknown to yourself , you don't need to tell what your personality is .. After doing this test and you think its accurate please pass on to your friends and hope this test can be tested by everyone . Cheers and Good Luck people and hope its very accurate .. For those of you who like to share with people about your personality , go ahead share with your friends and families as well as tell them about this test .. Good Luck and Have Fun ... Not to forget you can check for other details such as your love life , career and others , browse through the link and know all about yourself .. =)

Note : I type out all the details from my lecture notes and make a little effort here , hope you guys can appreciate it .. Hehe .. =Þ

Thinking Too Much Hurts ..

When we think too much about the pass and the present , it hurts so much that it hurts more than we thought .. Everyday we will be thinking about the pass more than the present , seldom people think of the future cause the future is not easy to be formed .. As we thought , the future is in out hands , but the fact is it is not easy and is worth more than we thought .. Pfft .. I don't know what the hell is all this but I just can't stop thinking both the present and the pass.. =( ..

I told myself to let go the pass , sometimes I can sometimes I can't .. At times I gave up and release my tension by going mad .. Why is the pass haunting me ?? Was is it because of my doings or sabotages by people around me ?? I just don't know why ... Why people seemed to ignored me and why my presence is not there ?? Thinking of the pass , is so ridiculous because of words of sabotage and words of discouragement , making my reputation so badly .. I really don't care what has happend but sometimes when I fall asleep the pass keeps remind me in my dreams ..

Is it my conscience reminding me of people around me or is it I just can't let go the pass which I say I did let go ?? I am happy with what I am now , again there are times when I looked back into the pass I felt stupid and did not fight for myself back than .. Was it because I was naive and stupid back than or because I'm good enough to let things go off from my hands to maintain the very best friendship in the years of my life ??

Pfft .. =( .. From now on the pass will be lessons in life for me to do the right thing in the present and the pass .. I will be more cautious and of cause maintain or at least the good side of me .. If someone notice what I have done the good things for you people all the while in spite of my mischievous act .. I don't really want a return and any appreciation from you people , just a little notice from you guys will do .. Again I'm sorry for the pass , even I did it or I did not do .. Maybe I should forget about the pass and someday people will really appreciate me for what I have been doing all the while ..




This is a video and a song that really relate to my feelings right now .. Its kinda nice and true .. =)

Wee Com's Alive

Today was another tiring day , came back at 5pm , took a bath n rest till 8pm and took dinner .. Later on went to the computer shop with my dad to pick up the com .. Yeah its alive again .. Hehe .. But most of the files are gone but the important files for income tax are still there , thanks to the pc guy that back up those files ..

Arghh .. My course is very hectic cause assignment and journals are coming up , and have to do lots of presentation .. Its a very good training cause this will help me understand my course and build up my confidence in my business line .. Its very interesting again cause its new to me and it is something that I really have to put effort in and be committed as well .. Now there no more games for me , I think I won't download blueserver anymore and its the right time for me to really focus in my studies and start doing all the needed things .. I don't want to do last minute work and complain like many people , keep saying got assignment assignment assignment .. Lol .. No offence k ?? Hehe

Comp Crash =) or =(

My com crash already due to some stupid virus .. I'm not sure where the virus come from , maybe its a very old virus that start to infect yesterday .. My mum's income tax thingy have to be stopped cause all the files are in the com .. Lol .. Maybe its good news thou cause can refrain me from DoTa .. Haha .. Bad news can't chat .. ><" ..

What I learnt yesterday was people have to be commited when you're doing something cause its very very pitiful if we are not commited .. Lol .. Commited in many many ways of cause and everything we want , we need to sacrifice .. Its just like opportunity cost , lol .. We just can't want everything in this world .. Nowdays after attending economics class , I learnt more and more thou cause its very very related to our life .. Haha .. I think I'm so into my course cause most of the subjects is related to life , like human communication and economics ..

But still missing out that special one in life .. Lol .. With or without it doesn't matter but if possible if there is someone will be superb .. Who doesn't want rite ?? Haha .. You can't be single forever ..