It's been awhile since I posted something on my blog .. I suppose I was kinda absent minded on what to post on my blog .. Oh wells sometimes I just feel like dumping this blog but I just can't do it, lots of memories here with this blog .. C= ..
So with CNY officially ending on this date, I suppose things will really really change for real .. As in I tell myself I've gotta be really really discipline in terms of doing the things that I want to do .. There is a list of things that I want to do beginning of tomorrow, things that I always wanted to do but I'm lazy and a true procrastinator .. Lol at myself .. =Þ .. I guess everyone it's a procrastinator but what differentiates us is the degree of procrastinating .. It's always depends on oneself .. C= ..
Hmm .. I've a lot of things in my mind and which to write it out here in this blog .. But there are things that are too personal, things that are too racist, things that are too direct and the list of things goes on .. I rather not place myself in a position with full of risk, rather choose something that's simple and just for the sake of posting up something in my blog ..
I can bet less than 10 people read my blog thou .. Lol at myself again =D .. To be honest, I don't really care how many people read my blog cause it's up to everyone out there to read or not to read .. I'm not those true bloggers out there that are famous and put tons of effort in their blog, I respect them for spending so much time and being famous and getting well known .. Thumbs up for them .. =D .. They know who they are and it doesn't require me to pin point and link their links here cause they are just too famous .. =Þ .. To be honest I don't really read other people's blog, I just visit the few close friends' blogs .. C= ..
Well the reason I blog is that at times I feel writing something to kill my time, or maybe to share some thoughts, something interesting or anything that I felt writing about .. As far as my readers are concerned, this blog is pretty much about my life and things that I've done and everything that I've written it here .. I felt that the more I write the better I feel, I don't know why but the feeling is there .. But it's just that when I don't have the urge to write, I would just sort of abandon this dear blog .. To be honest, these days I rarely checked on comments, the chat box after writing a post .. Cause I know only some people read my posts ..
I really agree to this proverb/idiom 'Out of sight, Out of mind' .. It refers to a lot of things that we always face .. It could be a toy when you used to play when you were 3 years old, it could be a pencil you used to use when you were using in kindergarten, it could be a shirt when you used to wear when you were in year 5, it could be a friend where you used to be close when you were in high school .. True and cruel enough, people just tend to forget when they have better options in life .. A better toy, a better pencil, a nicer shirt, a better friend or a girl friend or anything they thought it was better .. Well we can't blame them cause it's their choice, if they feel better with their choice, we should even support them .. I just hope they are honest to themselves and be happy always with their choices made by them ..
I've always been optimistic on most of the things that I do .. I suppose that's how I live on and am going to be optimistic for the rest of my life .. It may sound so illogical when I said it's good that I broke my leg, but it's true that when you break your bones, your new set of bones are stronger .. =Þ .. There are many many more things that I wish to write but I guess I will save it for some other day or not planning to write it out ..
I do believe in karma as well, and believe bad things strike back faster than you ever thought .. A lot of people felt that it's a bullshit cause they did a lot of good deeds but they are not blessed with good deeds or gain anything good in return .. Good things come in many forms, it's just that we have to high expectations in life, expecting for something better in return .. Well if you do good for the sake of getting something good in return, it's better for you to stop doing good .. =) ..
Okay I guess I will just stop writing here .. I was suppose to sleep at 11pm .. That's the reason why when I said I will keep writing cause there's the urge to write .. I rather not post something at times .. Lol .. Cheers .. Till then next time .. Buh Bye ..
p/s: I miss you .. =Þ
"Believing in yourself that matters"
