HaLf DoN3

Glad that I finished my presentation today, I don't think I did well cause had numerous pauses .. Random thoughts somehow pop out .. Haha .. Guess there is no turning but I'm glad I did my best .. Like I said sometimes things won't happen like wish it could happened, before is my turn I was okay .. But I'm in front .. Pfft >< .. But is all over .. =) .. Just kinda pissed off ass random thoughts arise at the wrong moment .. =) ..

Other than that, the 20% quiz of business math, I think I did quite well .. Hope that I get full marks .. Haha .. Hmm .. Now the only thing left is English essay, and accounts assignment .. After doing all of them, guess things will cool down and am planning to do something .. =) .. But I think that this semester is much much more hectic compare to last semester .. Just need to put in more effort I guess .. Haha ..

It's a short post for today as I need to finish my assignments ASAP .. =) .. Till then next post .. =) ..

Patience is Virtue

Just finishing memorizing half of the presentation, another half to finish .. =) .. Manage to put random thoughts aside .. Haha .. At least I'm glad cause I've need to move on with life I guess .. Always pushing myself to stay calm and be patient .. Like many said patience is virtue .. =Þ

Actually the time line I am waiting is not that long, time really do flies, is just that how we use the time and appreciate it fully .. Day by day, people out there are wasting their time, and not making full use of it .. When the time has finally arrived, they are always rushing and regretting .. What I'm trying to say is, we need to do the right things at the right time .. Most importantly whether is worth doing and are we happy doing it ?? =) ..

Actually I'm not trying to prove anything or to prove it to anyone .. Just that I feel I need to acknowledge the friends around me what are the purposes of me doing certain stuffs .. =) .. When we feel comfortable doing stuffs, is easy and ongoing .. There is always a flow in it, and it can be as smooth as the running water in rivers .. =) .. No worries about the things I do, I guess I know what's right and what's not .. Thanks so much for the concern and stuff, really appreciate them .. =) ..

So basically, life have to move on as usual, the clock is ticking every second .. Lol .. Haha .. No regrets, no emoing, no frustration .. =) .. Or maybe there is once emotional break down .. Oops .. >< .. Haha .. Hope the things that I'm doing for now really work things out .. =) .. Cheers .. =) .. Being a person that can tolerate this predicament is aint easy, but I'm still cool .. Hehe .. Guess nothing much to blog about .. Just feel that is the best place to express our feelings in blogs, but I'm for sure not trying to get people's attention or what .. Just feel that is cool writing things in your very own blog .. Cheers .. =) ..

Everything we do we need to be really really patient and endure whatever it is .. =) .. The hardship sure pays off .. =) .. Trust me ..

So yeah .. Will stop right here .. Till then .. Next post .. =) .. Need inspirations thou .. =) ..


p/s : I managed to do the slash tingy, thanks to Bryan Lim .. That time *someone* don't want to teach me .. Blek .. =Þ

p/s: Co-Author help me out yea in the next post .. =) .. Hehe ..

Busy .. ><

Basically slept for like 7 hours in the afternoon today .. Lol .. Can't really sleep well these days, can say accumulating the number of hours of sleepless night and covering back all in one go .. Lol .. I don't know why I'm having sleepless night, just could not sleep well .. Or maybe is because of those random thoughts ??

Things are getting hectic, my presentation is next Tuesday .. Done writing it but need to memorize it .. >< .. Have doubts about memorizing it cause is kinda long and always have random thoughts running through my mind ..

I need to change my mindset in order to memorize the presentation .. =) .. Decisions have to be made, not only saying but not doing it .. I know I can do it .. =) .. Other than this presentation, there is an accounts assignment, 4 questions in it and due next Thursday, guess I will be busy for this weekend ..

That's all for today's post .. =) .. I have made up my mind on doing certain things, I hope things will work out and would be happy if others is happy with my decision ..

Chicken or Cheese ??

Went to Kim Gary and had lunch with AI5 , didn't go back early cause of some reasons .. >< .. Ordered baked cheese rice with chicken, it's quite nice .. After that went back to college and do my accounts homework .. =) ..

After finishing the homework , was about to ciao then met up with Vic, Yuki and Darren .. So when I was about to leave college, I saw my bus T623 and ran as fast I could to catch up but then failed to do so .. Ass bus driver didn't stop for me although I'm in front of college .. So head back to meet up with them .. Vic was having tummy problems, I had it as well .. Was wondering whether it is the chicken or the cheese .. Cause others that took pork and beef, they are okay .. I guess is the chicken .. Hopes she's okay .. =) ..

Damn, my tummy is getting worse, feel like vomiting but can't .. Damn Kim Gary .. Will stop here I guess >< .. Maybe will not visit Kim Gary anymore ..

Is It Obvious ??

Today, she caught hold me and ask what was troubling me that make me can't concentrate doing my work ?? I was in a state of shock for that moment, really dumb fond .. She knows the reason and ask whether I want to talk it out to her but I just nodded and smile .. I was about to cry but managed to hold back ..

I am not sure whether to talk to her about it cause I don't want to involve others and want to try to solve things by myself .. I think is always best to solve things out ourselves, now I know why some people like to solve their problems themselves .. Truly understands some people out there .. =) ..

Now the thing is how long would I take to settle it down, cause the longer it takes, the worse things will be .. I'm kinda confused day by day, every single second thinking about it .. >< .. Why am I in this predicament ?? Just hope someday I will be back to the Joe that she wants to see me in .. All I can say is thanks to her, for being able to see what I'm going through .. She's damn freaking pro in all these things , I don't know how but she is darn good .. =) .. Somehow she knows every1 of us .. =) ..

Who is she ?? Will keep it a secret .. =) .. Definitely not my mum .. Haha .. That's all for today, just to inform is not an emo post .. =) .. I choose not to be emo and able to control my feelings .. =)

Photos taken on 31/08/08

Vic & Me

Weng Tat, Li Hou, Vic, Ce

Chee Kian, Me & Justin

Gifts from them ( one of them is not taken .. ><)

Front part

Back Part

Suang Fu, Justin, Theng, Thong Leong, Chee Kian, Kevin , Kwong Lim , Wai Sheng

Cup cake from my Uncle .. =)

Birthday Cake .. =0

Parents .. =)

Here are the photos as I promised earlier .. =) .. Till then .. Bye .. =)

Legally 18 .. Roxxor

Finally 18 .. Haha .. Had a great great great celebration, although is a small one .. =) .. Can't really describe the feelings, but I'm really happy to celebrate my 18th Birthday .. First and foremost would like to apologize to those that I did not invite .. Next I would like to thank for those that came cause you guys really gave me a good day thou is 18 .. Haha ..

Next is their gifts, nice nice gifts, especially the one I appreciate and like it most is from Vic .. She get the wishes from all my college mates, guess she took a lot of time doing it .. Thanks so much girl .. Really love you and the others so much .. =) .. And not forgetting gifts from Justin, Ee Shan and Ho , Kwong Lim and Thong Leong, Suang Fu and Chee Kien .. The last but not least gifts from Kevin, Wai Sheng and Theng , something really useful in the future .. Lol .. Thanks thanks so much .. =Þ

And not forgetting those wishes from friends that I know .. =) .. Thanks guys and gals at least you all did not forget my birthday .. Although is just wishes but is still meaningful and you people do mean it .. =) ..

Actually took a lot of photos, but I have problem uploading as my com is crashing soon .. I'm quite worried with the photos now, don't want to loose them cause is way precious .. >< .. I will try to upload the photos a.s.a.p ..

Thats all for now am going to bed now .. Though tired but really had much fun .. Thanks again you guys and Vic(The only girl that present, am proud of her and appreciate her very much .. )