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What are words .. =]

2011-03-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Zodiacs .. =]

2010-11-17T04:03:00.002+08:00

I've been doing nothing for my holidays, so I thought I could do something during my holidays .. Today I was watching a video from facebook, it's about zodiacs and how can a person be perfect base on their zodiacs .. What I did was I watched all 11 series, I'm not sure why 11 series instead of 12 zodiacs and I found it pretty interesting so I wanted to share it with everyone, but it was in Mandarine, probably it's a Taiwan series .. So I thought I could do something and spread a word about this video ..

It was my first time doing such thing, what I did was I added subtitles to the video and I will be releasing it today .. I think I took quite some time doing these subtitles, looking for the right word and phrase, looking up the dictionary and stuffs .. It's a really good experience to me, so yeah it's pretty cool and it's like an achievement to me ..

I wasn't hoping people to subscribe to my channel or so like what other youtubers were trying to do .. I'm just being nice adding subtitles to the video .. So I'm really looking forward to see the good and bad comments on my videos .. So please do so if you would love to comment .. Cheers ..
So if you guys really like what I'm doing I will do the second video .. So you guys will decide whether will there be and 2nd video .. =] ..

Here's my video or I should say my subtitles .. =] .. Enjoy and feel free to comment .. =]

Can't Take My Eyes Off You .. =]

2010-11-06T00:18:00.003+08:00

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..

I know that the bridges that I've burned
Along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars
That won't go away
And opening up, has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

[Chorus]
So lay here, beside me, just hold me, and don't let go
This feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty
When I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody
But it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, and the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my walls

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

Off you
Off you

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh this feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

________________________________________________________________________

I know that the bridges that I've burned
Along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars
That won't go away
And opening up, has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

[Chorus]
So lay here, beside me, just hold me, and don't let go
This feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty
When I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody
But it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, and the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my walls

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

Off you
Off you

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh this feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

Noticed the different colours ?? Well this two songs have the same tittle which is Can't Take My Eyes Off You .. The one in pink is sung by MUSE, the original singer was Frankie Valli - some classic singer while the one in purple is sung by Lady Antebellum .. Both songs are really nice and meaningful, but both have different pace and genre .. So I'll let you all to decide which song is better ..

Personality Test

2010-10-19T15:26:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done with my exams, and I will be back active in blogging .. Hopefully .. So first things first, I find this personality test pretty accurate, and would like to share with everyone out there .. So yea .. Here's the link if you're curious to find it out

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Study Mode .. =]

2010-09-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

I smell dust in my blog .. Lol .. I know it's been awhile since I last wrote a proper post, I've been neglecting my beloved blog .. So I'm here to write a proper post and again I'll be ditching my blog again .. Lol

Every semester there's this period of time I'll be focusing on my studies for finals .. This is the time where I will be focusing and read up everything that I've learn for the whole semester .. It may not be the correct way to study but still it's still best for me .. =] .. I've been trying to cultivate a new study method but it's pretty hard base on my character .. Haha .. But still I'll do my best for now and see what I can do for the next semester .. =] ..

So basically I'll not be online and we'll be studying .. I hope there's no distractions and I'll be really focus and I hope I can really do good for real for this semester .. Cheers .. Wish me luck and I always need the luck .. =]

But still if and only if you need to talk to me or so, you're always free to sms me .. =] .. Alright, I'll be away for good .. Cheers .. =] ..

Good Luck and All The Best RMITIANS

Wild World

2010-09-19T02:05:00.002+08:00

Now that I've lost everything to you,
you say you want to start something new,
and it's breaking my heart you're leaving,
baby I'm grieving.

But if you wanna leave take good care,
hope you have a lot of nice things to wear,
but then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.

Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
Oh baby baby it's a wild world.

I'll always remember you like a child, girl.
You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do,
and it's breaking my heart in two,
cause I never want to see you sad girl,
don't be a bad girl,
but if you want to leave take good care,
hope you make a lot of nice friends out there,
but just remember there's a lot of bad and beware,
beware,

Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
it's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
and I'll always remember you like a child, girl.

Baby I love you, but if you wanna leave take good care,
hope you make a lot of nice friends out there,
but just remember there's a lot of bad,
and beware, beware,

oh baby baby it's a wild world,
it's hard to get by just upon a smile.
Oh baby baby it's a wild world,
and I'll always remember you like a child, girl.

Perfect Two .. =]

2010-09-03T12:52:00.002+08:00

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you are the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see

That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

What's Love ??

2010-08-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

Once there was a kid in school asked his teacher
At that time the teacher was teaching what's love all about
The kid asked : "Teacher, how do we choose a best person to be loved the most?"
"And how can we maintained the love?"

The teacher answered : "It's pretty easy, just do as I say."
"Head towards the field outside the school"
"As you walk on the grass, look at the grass in front of you"
"Choose the prettiest grass without turning your back"
"Pick the prettiest grass and head back to class"

So the kid did what the teacher told him to do
He came back empty handed and the teacher asked
"How come you didn't pick any grass ? "

The kid replied
"While I was walking, I was looking for the prettiest grass"
"Indeed there were many pretty grass, but you told me to pick the prettiest grass"
"So I went on moving forward to search for the prettiest grass without turning my back"
"But when I reached at the end of the field, I couldn't find any pretty ones"
"Perhaps, they were the prettiest ones back there"
"But you told me that I couldn't turn my back and I end up coming back empty handed"

The teacher answered
"That's your answer"
"It means that when we found someone that we loved"
"It's best we do not find someone better"
"We should appreciate the people that's right in front of us"
"Never looked back as what has happened has happened"
"Let's just hope it never happens again"
"And remember, the person we loved most, it's the prettiest and the best"
"Although there were many prettier and better ones just like the grass .... "

Movie Marathon

2010-08-14T21:50:00.008+08:00

It is a splendid week for this week .. Remember I always said that I didn't have the time to watch movies and I've missed so many awesome movies in the past .. Well for this week I managed to watch 3 movies .. Yeah 3 movies, and indeed it's a movie marathon ..

So on Thursday, I watched Tekken with my college mates .. (Weng Tat and Chris, yeah he came back from Perth and it's been awhile since I last saw him ..)

Tekken it's a quite a nice movie, movie is pretty short .. But Kelly Overton is superbly hot in her tight and sexy outfit .. *Drools .. Hahhaa .. For those who did play the game in PS1,PS2 or PS3, it's still worth watching the movie .. =) ..

Told yea she's hot in this outfit !! =P ..

Then on Friday, I watched The Expendables with my school mate (CK) .. Well this movie I would rate 5/5 .. It is one of the best movie but people claimed that the A-Team is a better movie, guess I've to watch the A-Team as well to really rate it .. Haha .. I can say it's like an all star movie cause so many actors in the movie .. But the actor that I liked most is Jason Statham, I started to look up to him when he acted in Transporter .. He's really cool .. Hahhaa .. =) .. In this movie, he's expert in knives, ++ points for his coolness .. Hehe .. =D ..

Isn't he cool ?? Agree with me pls .. =P ..

The last and final movie is Salt .. Although it's a pretty old movie but still I did watch it on Saturday .. I watched Salt with my parents, actually we've been planning to watch this movie for a long time already .. Just that we're unable to find time to watch it, but we finally able to watch it on Saturday .. Salt is another cool movie, although it's a bit fake, but still it's pretty cool .. The best part is Angelina Jolie is the actress, another breathtaking actress, she's really really hot too .. Lol .. =Þ .. Another thing is that she's a really good actress, and she's so into the character itself as a spy, and we could really imagine that she has potentials to be a real spy .. Hahahhaa .. xD ..

Blonde or Brunette ?? Imo both looks hot .. xÞ

So long for the movie marathon .. Guess I need to get back to my studies which I've not even really started yet .. Next week I have two test, one on Tuesday and another on Friday .. Hope I can really score well .. Well after next week it's my semester break, wohoo but my due date for my assignment is after the holidays .. Guess I'll be spending my holidays to do my assignments and do some revision for another test after the holidays .. Hope the plans are on and I can really execute the plans .. *Fingers cross .. =] ..

He who Fails to Plan, Plans to Fail !!!

Signing off !! Ciaoz .. =]

FM - Static Tonight

2010-08-14T01:34:00.003+08:00

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

It's August Already .. =]

2010-08-01T22:02:00.005+08:00

It's the second day of August, and I feel that as if July has only a few days instead of 31 days .. Lol .. Lets just take this month as a new beginning, and I'm ready to take on any new challenge that I'm gonna face, things that are expected to happen and things that comes unexpectedly .. Bring it on !!!

I've got something to share with you readers out there .. Something that we're facing or we'll going to face soon or later .. =] ..

The Japanese have always loved fresh fish. But the water close to Japan has not held many fish for decades. So to feed the Japanese population, fishing boats got bigger and went farther than ever. The farther the fishermen went, the longer it took to bring the fish. If the return trip took more time, the fish were not fresh. to solve this problem, fish companies installed freezers on their boats. They would catch the fish and freeze them at sea. Freezers allowed the boats to go farther and stay longer. However, the Japanese could taste the differences between fresh and frozen fish. And they did not like the taste of frozen fish. The frozen fish brought a lower price. so, fishing companies installed fish tanks. They would catch the fish and stuff them in the tanks, fin to fin. After a little thrashing around, they were tired, dull and lost their fresh-fish taste. The fishing industry faced an impending crisis!

But today, they get fresh- tasting fish to Japan. How did they manage ?? To keep the fish tasting fresh, the Japanese fishing companies will put the fish in the tanks but with a small shark. The fish are challenged and hence are constantly on the move. The challenge they face keeps them alive and fresh !!

Have you realized that some of us are also living in a pond but most of the time tired and dull ?? Basically in our lives, sharks are new challenges to keep us active. If you are steadily conquering challenges, you are happy .. Your challenges keep you energized. Don't create success and revel in it in state of inertia. You have the resources, skills and abilities to make a difference.

Take a Risk, take a chance. Put a SHARK in your tank and see how far you can really go !!!

Dream's dream's dream's dream .. =]

2010-07-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

Have you all dream of having a dream while dreaming ?? Or can you really remember what you dream ?? Or have you ever control your dreams as in after waking up you can still continue dreaming ?? Erm I think I've done all 3 of them and was thinking I can do even further .. Lol .. Just being random .. =Þ ..

Well why am I talking about dreams ?? Cause I just watched Inception with my parents just now .. I've gotta tell you that it's really an awesome movie .. I suppose the best that I've ever watched ?? Haha .. I was kinda blur when the movie started and when the movie went on, I understand what was going on .. It's really good and I reckon everyone to watch this movie ..

I really don't mind watching it for the 2nd time, I wonder why Cristopher Nolan ( the director) is so good and his other movie The Dark Knight is awesome too .. Respects and bows goes to him, he's just too good .. Haha ..

Signing off for now, I know I've not been updating my blog very often .. To be honest there's too much distractions lately, I don't know why and I can barely focus this semester .. I hope I can be in a clear state of mind and focus .. Minimum of 4 Ds this semester .. I really want to do well .. Cheers & wish me luck .. =D

Sweet dreams people .. Hope you can dream in your dream's dream's dream's dream .. Lol .. Cheers .. =]

Need You Now .. =D

2010-07-09T14:15:00.010+08:00

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don?t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

1/7/10

2010-07-01T13:21:00.002+08:00

July July July .. Is the Earth rotating faster these days ?? I don't know why but it feels like everything happened so fast and it seems like everything happened yesterday .. Somethings you can't be bothered about time flies and sometimes you wonder whether have you fully utilised your time wisely .. I wonder if we're given more time to spend a day, will people utilised the time, will people complaint why the day never ends, and etc ..

My semester started on last Monday 28/6/2010 .. As far as I'm concerned this semester is all bout numbers, I really want to do well for good .. I want to plan my time wisely, study hard and play hard as well .. I want to do the things and follow the plans as I wish and of cause I know there's always obstacles around to stop the things we wana do .. Just hope everything goes well ..

A lot of things happened recently, I can't judge whether is it a good or bad thing to happen, is it good luck or bad luck cause I'm always an optimistic person, if things happened, there's always a reason behind it, even if it's the Wrath of God .. I always try to adapt with the surroundings but sometimes it's so difficult and I want things to work on my way, I can't do much but still I will try my best to make things work out .. The torment and suffering just make me grow more mature day by day, the things that I do always seem wrong, but I know I'm old enough to handle things the right way .. If and only if they could understand and support me for what I'm doing, things would be as smooth as silk .. Cheers .. =) ..

I guess I just need to sacrifice even more just to ease and suit the situation .. Nothing much I can do, I just have to adapt and move on with the situation cause I'm in no position to demand the things that I always wanted or else I lose every single thing that I have now .. So it's like a thing for everything, it's still a big sacrifice thou but I guess it's still worth doing it .. =) ..

Life is Always Fair

I know people will always disagree with this quote, but this quote is the one that's keeping my spirits high and always been there for me to be honest .. I always think that life's always fair cause I think it is .. There's a lot of reasons behind it as well but if I were to list it down, this could be the longest post in the world .. Lol .. I wouldn't say much about it cause I know and will always agree that Life's is Always Fair .. I guess it's base on one's opinion on how they look at life, so it's up to them to determine whether it is fair or not .. =) ..

Signing off for now .. Till then .. =D ..

Horoscopes .. =D ..

2010-06-22T00:25:00.010+08:00

Oh yea, it's been awhile since I last written something on my beloved blog .. Basically, I have nothing in my mind and I couldn't think of something to blog ..

Today I decided to blog cause got a random email from my friend and it's bout horoscopes .. I wasn't a fan bout horoscopes cause I believe we are what we are and faith is always in our hands .. But this email is like so different from other horoscope emails that people used to send to me, cause I find it pretty true about my own horoscope .. So I thought I should just share it out with you readers .. =D .. It may be true and may not be true, but still enjoy reading it .. =D ..

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous.. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world..

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever.. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying..

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out..

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke.. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

p/s: Virgo's my horoscope, and I'll let you all judge whether is it true about me or not .. =) ..

Yang Terindah

2010-06-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

I'm done .. =) ..

2010-05-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

Yeah I'm finally done for my finals .. I'm really relieved .. Woots .. =) .. After 5 months, and the torment finally end .. =) .. I really hope I can pass all subjects with flying colours .. The distinctions that I aimed ?? I barely can reach them cause I know I did not study for this semester and was slacking throughout the whole semester .. So a pass I what hope for for every single subject that I sit for the past few days .. Just hope I'm always as lucky as I used to be ..

I really learn a lesson throughout this semester .. Hell yeah, slacking doesn't help me to pass the subjects, it will lead to failures .. I really don't want to repeat the same mistakes for the rest of the remaining semesters .. I just want to be determined and focused that's all I wish for the rest of the remaining semesters ..

Well right now I'm having a month's holiday .. I hope it would not be a boring holiday, had made some plans for this holiday and hope the plan will work out .. =) .. Even if it doesn't, I always have plan Z .. Lol ..

And 1 more shit thing is that whenever it reaches the month of May-June, I've got this shit to do which is accounts .. Seriously this is one of the factors that makes me hate accounts so much .. I need to help my dad to do my mum's accounts .. One of the most boring jobs and tiring jobs that I had ever done .. ~.~ .. Oh well, Life's Fair .. =D ..

Another thing that I always wanted to do is I want to shed those extra pounds away and keep fit and exercise the shit out of myself .. I hope I can do it during this holidays again, basically have planned on what I'm suppose to do .. A new routine to start my holidays .. =) ..

Alright signing off for now .. Till then next update .. =) ..

最后一頁

2010-05-04T11:33:00.002+08:00

雨停滞天空之间
yu ting zhi tian kong zhi jian
像泪在眼眶盘旋
xiang lei zai yan kuang pan xuan
这也许是最后一次见面
zhe ye xu shi zui hou yi ci jian mian

沿途经过的从前
yan tu jing guo de cong qian
还来不及再重演
hai lai bu ji zai chong yan
拥抱早已悄悄冷却
yong bao zao yi qiao qiao leng que

海潮声淹没了离别时的黄昏
hai chao sheng yan mo le li bie shi de huang hun
只留下不舍的体温
zhi liu xia bu she de ti wen
星空下拥抱着快凋零的温存
xing kong xia yong bao zhe kuai diao ling de wen cun
爱只能在回忆里完整
ai zhi neng zai hui yi li wan zheng

*想把你抱进身体里面
xiang ba ni bao jin shen ti li mian
不敢让你看见
bu gan rang ni kan jian
嘴角那颗没落下的泪
zui jiao na ke mei luo xia de lei
如果这是最后的一页
ru guo zhe shi zui hou de yi ye
在你离开之前
zai ni li kai zhi qian
能否让我把故事重写
neng fou rang wo ba gu shi chong xie

17 days .. =D

2010-04-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah 17 days more till my finals .. Not prepared and still chilling .. Lol .. Been procrastinating a lot and yeah haven't been reading anything throughout the whole semester .. Seriously, there's like a ton to read up and I hope I can finish everything within 17 days ..

So basically whenever finals are around the corner I will be on study mode, either partial or really on study mode and it depends on my mood .. Lol .. Well I hope I can get 4 Distinctions this semester .. Nothing more than that cause I know myself .. Last semester got a CGPA of 2.5, hope I can really do well for this semester and for the next 4 upcoming semesters to pull the average CGPA up .. =) ..

Hmmph, well I'm going to relax for today and will go all out to study starting tomorrow .. All I need is to focus and grind for 17 days, just 17 days and I'm good to relax .. Just suffer for this 17 days, and I will be really really relieved .. Hehe ..

So yeah .. Cheers people I will be on away mode in msn and if you really need to talk to me just feel free to nudge me or something .. I do need a break as well when I'm studying even machines need a break .. Haha ..

Signing off now .. Ciaoz ..

Have a break, Have a Kit Kat

Now and Forever

2010-04-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage
in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity
hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seam to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see

I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given
to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be you man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the @me
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the
sand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Now and forever
I will be your man

One left, another going ..

2010-04-11T16:02:00.002+08:00

I had many friends that pursued their studies in Singapore .. Some went at the age of 13, some when they were 17 and two went this year .. I guess Singapore would be a better place to study .. =) ..

No matter where are we studying, I'm pretty sure there's the pros & cons .. As far I'm concerned bout the cons, is that the people in Singapore are superbly competitive .. Being competitive is good but not till the extend that it could eventually demoralise those that are not as good as them .. Some people can take it but some eventually give up .. I guess my friends out there would be tough enough to face these challenges .. *winks*

All I can say is good luck and all the best to my friends in Singapore .. Hope they are doing fine and able to overcome all the obstacles that they face .. Hope they can work really hard to achieve what they want in life and I'm pretty sure they are able to succeed in life .. =) ..

Although Singapore is pretty near but still it's a distance, just hope that we can still keep in touch as usual and do come back as often as possible .. Lol ..

Well whenever someone is leaving, we get to meet up with them before they leave .. Although is not a farewell party (cause they are leaving for Singapore only), but still meeting them up before they leave would be good .. =) .. Well one thing I'm kinda surprised is that, these 2 people gave really short notice before they are leaving which makes it harder to have a farewell party .. =P .. Maybe we should blame Singapore for the short notices .. Roflmao ..

Well few weeks back met up with Vic, as I didn't meet up with her for like 123158123296 years cause I thought she was so busy which she claims that she's always free .. =P .. On that day itself, I didn't know that she was leaving for Singapore till she told me .. I thought she was joking or something .. And as usual makan and chit chat and update each other on lots of stuffs .. So it was a fun outing but still it's pretty sad cause she's leaving for Singapore at that time .. Well pretty much managed to get her a farewell gift (including her birthday and valentine's day gift) but she needs to get it herself in Singapore .. Lol .. =Þ .. And yeah she'll be doing Hotel Management & Tourism in one of the colleges in Singapore ..

p/s: Pretty much forgot what you're studying and which college .. Sorry yeah .. =/

Next up is Wai Sheng .. We seldom meet up with each other cause he's pretty busy working and we hardly able to get the gang together to go for an outing cause apparently everybody's busy .. So I got a call from him on 8/4/2010, saying that he's leaving for Singapore as well .. Wasn't really surprise cause he told me few months back but he wasn't sure back then .. But still he gave us really short notice and we hardly have time to spend with together .. So we managed to meet up with the usual gang in Williams yesterday .. Our group is getting smaller and smaller, I believe it will go poof soon as more is leaving soon .. =/ .. As usual we makan and chit chat, and went for pool in Asia Cafe after our dinner .. To cut things short, after pool, we went back and there goes this outing .. *winks* .. So yeah if there's a futsal session during the weekends, I will definitely ask you to come back .. =Þ ..

Okay .. Guess I've written long enough for this post .. Better get back to my studies .. Two test this week and assignment due next week .. Cheers .. Signing off now ..

Absence Makes the Heart Grows Fonder

Wow .. =D

2010-04-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

It's April already if you all notice and again time flies .. =) .. Seriously it's that fast .. I guess I've wasted so much time doing the things I'm not suppose to do .. Lol .. I've got a month and a week left till my finals and I'm still here still procrastinating .. =D .. So many things that I said I wanted to do is not done yet .. So much of being a procrastinator .. =) ..

I really really hope I can do what I need to do this month .. *Fingers crossed* .. Seriously, I just have to promise myself to do the things I need to do .. I guess I have to really work hard for it thou and I believe nothing comes easy .. =D .. Hope I have the strength to do these things cause there's like so many things I need to do and if I don't do them I will be at the losing side ..

I will be heading to Genting tomorrow to work .. It's only a day's work and will be back on Sunday .. It's more like killing two birds with one stone thou, get to work and have a short trip up to Genting .. It's been awhile since I last went up .. If I'm not mistaken the last time I went up to Genting with my college mate when it was 2008 .. =) ..

So I'm going to bed soon .. I guess it's going to be a tough day ahead tomorrow .. Need a good rest and let it all out tomorrow .. Signing out now .. Till then next post .. =) ..

Being Random .. ~.~

2010-03-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

Have you all tried taking a particular phrase out of a song and combining it with other phrases from other songs to make a brand new song yourself ??

Well I guess I should make and compile one soon .. =) .. Doesn't matter if it doesn't have a rhyme cause I'm just being random ..

I'm sure that everyone will be into a particular phrase while you're listening to a song .. For example 'You Came Into My Life and I thought "Hey, You Know, This Could Be Something' from Two is Better than One .. You would be linking this phrase to something that you had experienced it earlier or something ..

Oh well Just being random .. =) ..

Marchy Marchy March .. =D

2010-02-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since I posted something on my blog .. I suppose I was kinda absent minded on what to post on my blog .. Oh wells sometimes I just feel like dumping this blog but I just can't do it, lots of memories here with this blog .. C= ..

So with CNY officially ending on this date, I suppose things will really really change for real .. As in I tell myself I've gotta be really really discipline in terms of doing the things that I want to do .. There is a list of things that I want to do beginning of tomorrow, things that I always wanted to do but I'm lazy and a true procrastinator .. Lol at myself .. =Þ .. I guess everyone it's a procrastinator but what differentiates us is the degree of procrastinating .. It's always depends on oneself .. C= ..

Hmm .. I've a lot of things in my mind and which to write it out here in this blog .. But there are things that are too personal, things that are too racist, things that are too direct and the list of things goes on .. I rather not place myself in a position with full of risk, rather choose something that's simple and just for the sake of posting up something in my blog ..

I can bet less than 10 people read my blog thou .. Lol at myself again =D .. To be honest, I don't really care how many people read my blog cause it's up to everyone out there to read or not to read .. I'm not those true bloggers out there that are famous and put tons of effort in their blog, I respect them for spending so much time and being famous and getting well known .. Thumbs up for them .. =D .. They know who they are and it doesn't require me to pin point and link their links here cause they are just too famous .. =Þ .. To be honest I don't really read other people's blog, I just visit the few close friends' blogs .. C= ..

Well the reason I blog is that at times I feel writing something to kill my time, or maybe to share some thoughts, something interesting or anything that I felt writing about .. As far as my readers are concerned, this blog is pretty much about my life and things that I've done and everything that I've written it here .. I felt that the more I write the better I feel, I don't know why but the feeling is there .. But it's just that when I don't have the urge to write, I would just sort of abandon this dear blog .. To be honest, these days I rarely checked on comments, the chat box after writing a post .. Cause I know only some people read my posts ..

I really agree to this proverb/idiom 'Out of sight, Out of mind' .. It refers to a lot of things that we always face .. It could be a toy when you used to play when you were 3 years old, it could be a pencil you used to use when you were using in kindergarten, it could be a shirt when you used to wear when you were in year 5, it could be a friend where you used to be close when you were in high school .. True and cruel enough, people just tend to forget when they have better options in life .. A better toy, a better pencil, a nicer shirt, a better friend or a girl friend or anything they thought it was better .. Well we can't blame them cause it's their choice, if they feel better with their choice, we should even support them .. I just hope they are honest to themselves and be happy always with their choices made by them ..

I've always been optimistic on most of the things that I do .. I suppose that's how I live on and am going to be optimistic for the rest of my life .. It may sound so illogical when I said it's good that I broke my leg, but it's true that when you break your bones, your new set of bones are stronger .. =Þ .. There are many many more things that I wish to write but I guess I will save it for some other day or not planning to write it out ..

I do believe in karma as well, and believe bad things strike back faster than you ever thought .. A lot of people felt that it's a bullshit cause they did a lot of good deeds but they are not blessed with good deeds or gain anything good in return .. Good things come in many forms, it's just that we have to high expectations in life, expecting for something better in return .. Well if you do good for the sake of getting something good in return, it's better for you to stop doing good .. =) ..

Okay I guess I will just stop writing here .. I was suppose to sleep at 11pm .. That's the reason why when I said I will keep writing cause there's the urge to write .. I rather not post something at times .. Lol .. Cheers .. Till then next time .. Buh Bye ..

p/s: I miss you .. =Þ

"Believing in yourself that matters"

Only One .. =)

2010-01-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Is Two Really Better than One ?? Hehe .. =D ..

2010-01-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

This is how it ends .. =) ..

2010-01-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end .. My 2nd semester would be starting on Monday 11th Jan .. *I suppose* .. Basically I've been lazing around during this 2 months of holiday .. But still I do like the way I spend my holiday ..

Well what I've been doing is that I've been playing World of Warcraft .. It's a online game that I've been craving to play since it came out and I finally got to play it last year .. =) .. It's the best online game I should say, people from all walks of life, young and old, and even married couples play this game .. Seriously .. =) .. Oh well but I'm going to go on a break for this game as my semester is starting next week .. So yeah .. =) ..

Other than been dotaing as usual .. Ntg much bout that .. =D .. That's basically what I do day and night .. Wow and dota .. =) .. And not forgetting some outings with the SJI friends ..

One of my latest trip was a trip to Penang .. Well I guess this trip is much more fun compare to the other trip last year .. We get to spend less, eat more and spend more time in Penang .. It's really an awesome trip ..

So to round it up this is one of the best holidays that I had .. So now I have a few more days to relax .. Time to fix up my sleeping time before my semester starts .. Basically my biological clock is screwed up .. Lol ..

Signing off now .. Cheers .. =D ..

A Brand New Year

2010-01-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

2009 is all gone in a blink of an eye .. Seriously it's so fast that as though we couldn't catch up with 2009 .. =D .. No matter what 2009 is the past .. Whether it was a good or bad year, we have a new year now 2010 .. The year that we begin everything all over again .. It is like a reset button and we wait for it to end and again in a blink of an eye .. =) ..

Well everyone would be recapping what that have did throughout 2009 .. For me I don't think I will recap .. Another thing is people will put up their new year resolutions and again my resolutions are always the same old resolutions then resets again and again .. Lol .. Some resolutions are achieved some are not but again they will be always my resolutions till I achieve them all .. =D .. Hmm maybe I might want to add in a few new resolutions .. xD ..

So 2010 it's like a fresh start .. The very first thing I did was I went and watch Avatar 3D with my parents .. Well this is a really good start, cause it's been years since I last went and watch a movie with my parents .. This is really fun .. Hehe .. Btw Avatar is a good movie, 2 thumbs up .. =D ..

Okay that's all for now I suppose .. =D .. Hope I will be more active for this year .. Before I sign off please do visit my uncle's blog .. http://www.hny2010.blogspot.com .. He's a good song writer and sings well and do loads of great stuff .. So just check it out and follow him when you all are free .. Cheers .. Happy 2010 to everyone and may this be a blessed year for you all .. Ciaoz ..

How hurt is hurt ?? =/

2009-12-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

How does it really feel ?? Is it as bad as rubbing salt on a wound ?? Or is it like you're being impaled ?? Well honestly I haven't really went through this but all I could see is people around are truly in pain .. They go really emotional, their world is like upside down, they can't concentrate on what they are suppose to do and so on ............. I am really confused and concerned seeing them facing these problems ..

I'm a by stander just looking from the side, looking at their appearances, looking at their facial expressions, looking at their upside down situation .. I don't feel what they feel, I try to empathize them but still I really just can't understand .. Or maybe I should really go through what they have went through only I can really feel what they feel .. But honestly I sort of went through the same thing but I wonder whether that counts or not cause it's a really complicated relationship .. Well that didn't really go well for me, but still I managed to move on .. *winks*

Well what I was saying is about a break up .. Pretty much everyone out there have went through a break up .. It could be a good break up or it maybe a really bad shaped break up .. Some moved on, some cried over and over about it, some can't forget about it, some just don't care and others have their way to handle their own break ups .. Different people have their own style of handling their break ups ..

So as a person like me (a by stander) would be either really supportive to our friends that are going through a break up, or some my choose to be ignorant .. We couldn't do much as a by stander, what we can do is lend them a shoulder to cry on or give some little advice or so .. And people always say first cut is the deepest, I wonder if it is true or not .. Hmm .. But I love the song First Cut is the Deepest by Rod Steward .. =D ..

I just hope that people out there facing a break up can really move on as soon as possible, try not to let this break up be an obstacle to you .. Cause there are so many people out there waiting for us to get to know them .. Don't be too emotionally attached, don't hide yourself in a box, widen you circle and make more friends .. Cause you'll never know who will be your next girl/boy out there .. =D .. Some may even say maybe god wants you to try out a few times before you get to choose the right one .. You could either agree or disagree with it ..

Just one thing, everything is in our hands, we are the ones to decide what we want, so it's all up to us .. And I always said Believing in yourself that matters .. So cheers alright .. =) ..

Butterflies .. =) ..

2009-12-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Love is like a butterfly .. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes ..

December

2009-12-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

Christams and New Year .. Woots ..

NA .. =) ..

2009-11-27T03:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm .. Finally I get to watch a movie, it's been awhile since I last watched a movie .. =) .. Went out with Vic to watch Ninja Assassin .. Hmm .. Overall I rate 6/10 .. Movie was okay not too bad not too good .. Or maybe because it's acted by Rain .. Lol .. =) ..

Well okay talking bout today's outing, went out with Vic this afternoon .. Town was pretty jam I wonder why, took me like an hour or more to reach her house .. =/ .. So I decided to head to One Utama to go for an outing, cause I think she doesn't like to hang out in Sunway Pyramid .. *Winks* .. =Þ ..

So it took like another hour or less to reach One Utama, hmms PJ is jam as well .. =/ .. So we're like pretty hungry and we wanted to head to Sushi Zanmai cause it's been awhile since I last ate Zanmai .. *Craving for it for so long* .. Hehe .. But damn, Zanmai was full and the line is pretty long + we're pretty hungry and decided to look for other restaurants .. So I suggested we eat in this chocolate shop in One Utama, was actually walking around to look for it .. and then Vic found it one floor below us .. Lol .. *She's so smart .. xD .. So we had late lunch at Chocolate .. Food's good but I love the dark Belgium Chocolate, slurrp slurrp .. Hehe ..

So we makan n chit chat for quite sometime and decided to watch movie .. She's so busy but she had watch most of the movies that is currently show on air .. Luckily she have not watched Ninja Assassin, so we decided to watch it .. =) .. Went to the new wing GSC but we couldn't get a seat cause it's fully booked, end up she took me to a 'tour' in One Utama .. Lol .. xÞ .. So we passed by old wing's GSC, and I suggested why not we checked whether are there tickets, and yeah luck was by our side and we managed to get good seats at a cheaper price .. Thanks for tips on getting good seats .. *winks* ..

So after movie we head to AC to meet up with Justin, Ho, Min Ray and Lai .. Hmmph, pity her cause she has to sit there and listen to us talking crap there .. Felt bad actually cause I think she was superbly boring and was twitting away I guess .. =/ .. Sorry yeah .. =/ ..

So we chat n chat and everybody ciaoed at 10pm.. =) .. Picked up my poker chips from Justin, thanks a million !!! It's been a long time since I wanted to get poker chips and I finally got it .. Really owe you 1 .. =) .. Next meal is on me alright ?? xÞ .. Later on send Vic back and I head home .. =) .. It's was a really tiring day but it's fun !! xD .. Always felt good and had much fun going out with Vic and the guys .. =) ..

Oh well, I will be heading to Malacca later on .. So will not be around till this Sunday .. I'm heading down there to watch SMM Dota Tournament, yeah it's Malaysia's most prestigious Dota Tournament .. Too bad we didn't participate and again, dreams are shattered year after year due to my noobness I admit .. =) .. Oh well, maybe next year ?? Hmm .. See how it goes .. =) .. Well we will be heading down to support the International Dota teams rather than Malaysian's Dota team .. Hehe .. So yeah .. Till then next post !!! Hehe ..

p/s : Thank you .. =) ..

Existence .. =) ..

2009-11-18T01:42:00.002+08:00

Existence .. =) .. Yeah ..

I am sure sometimes people out there would think whether we really exist in people's mind .. When you're done you seem to think that people tend to forget about you, don't care about you and everything .. Somehow or rather the negative side of ourselves makes us things that we don't exist in other people's mind .. Sounds pretty funny but it's true, I know there are times we felt left out, we felt being isolated, we felt being forgotten, we felt like as though we don't exist in this world .. =) ..

Then we always ask ourselves for all the things we have done and yet people don't appreciate and all, screwing this & screwing there .. Just like a small kid whining .. Sounds funny but that's what we all do .. Don't be surprise and don't deny that we don't these stuffs, in fact at times we're worst than the kids out there .. =) .. The shittiest part of all is put a blame on others !! Roflmaololftw !!! This is one of the worst things that people like to do, blame, blame and blame .. Human nature I suppose .. =) ..

Our presence is always felt whether we exist or we don't exist .. At times you may think that, **** man why person Y didn't call me out when person Y went out with a friend of yours but didn't ask you out along .. You'll be banging walls, screaming your lungs out, emo **** the whole fucking day !! Yeah just like kids .. LOL !!! .. But the thing is we never knew what was actually happening, you whine and whine but you wouldn't know why they didn't call you out .. It could be anything from A-Z, but only they themselves know .. Like seriously, why put yourself in a hard position which makes you a small kid which kills your own cells which brings down your morale which spoils your day and the list goes on ................................... =) .. Yeah it's like a chain reaction .. =) ..

So again ask yourself why you want to think what people think about you ?? Isn't it stupid ?? Lol .. For example you went for a date and you kept pressuring yourself and ask whether your dates likes you or not, this and that and make yourself a long ****ing list and put yourself in a position which kills yourself .. Why not worry less, just be normal, be yourself, that's all .. Simple as ABC isn't it ?? =) .. If you're wanted, people will eventually come to you .. =) .. And it's always up to us to say a yes or a no .. =) ..

And when comes to situations with yes or no answers, just be simple .. A yes means a yes and a No means a no .. Don't go say yes but beat around bush which leads to a no or vice versa .. Why make things so complicated ?? =) ..

So please please be happy whether or not people forgot about you, doesn't know your existence, those primary school friends that totally forgot bout you, those who never say hi and ask about you, those friends that you have made but forgot bout you, and everything else .. Just remember that your presence is always felt, you always exist in this world whether or not you're good or bad .. Don't have to bother others if that forgot about you and what you did is always remembered .. So cheers .. =) ..

Boring .. =) ..

2009-11-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

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Can't eat .. =/ ..

2009-11-12T16:10:00.003+08:00

Hey hey .. Visited the dentist today .. The dentist put up some stuff which makes me unable to eat .. Pfft .. >< .. Pretty suffering now cause I can't really chew food stuff .. Hmm !!! .. Feels kinda hard to go out to eat the good food out there .. =/ .. Wonder how to go out for outing ?? =/ ..

Maybe I can take this opportunity to keep fit .. Eat less work out more .. Hehee .. =) .. Suffer abit alos never mind .. =) ..

Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhz .. Duno what to update .. Byez .. :P ..

New Comp .. =) ..

2009-11-09T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hey hey .. Sorry for the lack of updates again .. Hehe .. Been playing around lately .. xD ..

So yeah I finally got my computer back .. Previously was using dad's lappy all the while, his lappy is so small that I've find it really troublesome playing games and even coming online .. Hehe .. Maybe because I'm used to my usual monitor .. =) ..

Basically, my computer has been down for like a month .. Yeah it's pretty long, and finally got it back with a few upgrades .. =) .. Spend like RM900 for some average upgrades, can't really afford to upgrade better specs cause I'm upgrading the computer all by myself .. I can't convince my dad to get me the upgrades so I just did it all by myself .. =) .. Well for now I'm pretty happy with the upgrades, cause my com was pretty old previously ..

Well with the spending and all, I might thought off taking up some jobs to earn back some extra pocket money .. Hehe .. Well, I've been on a spending spree after I got my 2 months salary .. It feels good when you're spending and especially it's your own money .. You wouldn't have the worries, the doubts and everything, you just spend on things you like .. Hehe .. =) ..

Hmm, now I'm still waiting for an answer from my friend whether I'm hired or not .. Pretty much looking forward to work .. =) .. If I don't get the job, I might try look for other jobs that are available out there .. =) .. Well if I don't have any jobs, then I will just chill and have fun during my holidays .. Hehe .. =) ..

Alright that's all for now .. =) ..

J's Body .. =) ..

2009-11-07T03:00:00.003+08:00

I'm back and I'm free from exams people .. Sorry for the Missing In Action for a very long period of time .. =) .. I've been relaxing + lazing around till I did not have the time to update my dear blog .. Hehe .. xÞ ..

Okay first things first .. =) .. This semester exams, honestly I didn't really do well .. Was over confident and was not really prepared .. All the scores that I aim I don't think I will be able to achieve them .. I know it well enough, the effort and all that I put it in .. It's true it's always easier said than done .. =) .. But still I think I will be able to get some credits and distinctions .. *fingers crossed* .. Whatever results comes out I will be happy with it .. So Good Luck to me .. Hahaha .. =) (I always needed the luck )

So after the exams on Thursday, I went to watch Jennifer's Body with my uni mates : Chi Yen, Weng Tat, Darren, Su Ling & Yoke Fong .. J's Body was a pretty good movie, although it's quite predictable .. =) .. Megan Fox didn't look that hot as she was in Transformers 1 .. Yeah seriously, cause if I not mistaken she put on some weight which makes her look not as hot as before .. Even in Transformers 2 she's still slightly not that hot .. Lol .. Still love her the most when she's in Transformers 1 .. xÞ .. Well but still I recommend people out there to watch J's Body, rating for me is like 3.5/5 .. Or if you're obssessed with Megan Fox, just go ahead and watch it !!!!

And there's this song from the movie itself which is really nice .. So I'm here to share the lyrics and the video .. =) .. This song is really nice .. Trust me .. =) .. Enjoy .. =) ..

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best friend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hanging over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

Well I'm having a two months ++ break till I start my next semester .. Pretty long break huh ?? I actually love long breaks if I have things to do .. So I hope I can get a job and kill all the time I have .. Hehehehe .. =) .. So I shall be signing off now .. Looking at the clock now is 5 a.m in the morning .. I guess I'm being nocturnal again .. xÞ .. Will update my blog soon .. Ciaoz people ..

All American Rejects

2009-10-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

(It took me quite some time to take this picture + I'm never good at photography .. Lol .. )

Gives You Hell !!! Tee hee .. Hell yeah, these are the AAR tickets .. Got it from my friend that got it from his friend that works in DIGI .. Lol ..

Actually I did not plan to go cause I've already saw them in MTV World Stage and actually I've pass my self-redeemed ticket to someone ... *winks* .. =Þ .. In addition to that my finals falls on 26th and 29th October, 2nd November and 5th November .. So happened they postpone the concert to 31st October even if it is on 10th October I wouldn't go too .. Hehe ..

But this friend of mine was so kind that he gave me so many passes .. So what I did was I gave the tickets to some people out there, they know who they are .. =Þ .. Well the remainder of the tickets, I will be going with WS, Theng & Kiang ..

I hope it's going to be damn fun on that very day itself .. Hope everything goes well .. =D .. For those who are going, I will see you all there !!!!

I'll be signing off by now .. I should be on study mode but I just got bored of studying, in fact I didn't really study .. Oops !!! .. Hehe .. Okay okay, I should not procrastinate and further waste more time lazing around .. Must focus on what I'm aiming for at the start of my semester .. Study smart and play hard .. Lol .. Well, okay for real this is the date I start my study mode ... So you wouldn't be seeing me online or maybe I will just pop up once awhile .. *fingers crossed* .. xÞ ..

So yeah .. Take care peeps and again don't miss me .. 3 weeks of MIA wouldn't be long .. =Þ ..

p/s : I updated upon your request .. *winks* .. xÞ
pp/s : Don't miss me yeah .. xÞ

Study Mode .. =D ..

2009-10-12T01:29:00.004+08:00

Hey people .. =D ..

I went out on 11/10/2009 to celebrate Kiang's birthday (it's an early celebration) .. The attendees were WS, Theng, Soh, Birthday boy, KittyBerry, Chiu & Evon .. So we had lunch in Chillis and went on to play pool .. After pool head to Starbucks and chill .. Then we went to mamak and had our dinner .. Pretty fun day thou .. =D ..

Well a birthday shout out to Mr. Alvin Kiang Chee Siong, His 19 now and he's one of the kind .. Lol .. Rate him 8/10 .. Yeah .. Lol .. I just stole his picture from facebook .. So take a look at him .. xD .. He's turn on point is his deep dimples !! FTW .. =D .. Cool Huh ?? hehe .. Too bad this picture have no dimples .. xÞ

Okay enough bout him .. Later he bangga pulak .. Haha ..

Well I will be on study mode officially .. So I will be away for like 4 weeks till my finals is over .. Wohoo .. Can't wait till finals it's over .. Well while I'm away, I wish everyone out there good luck and have fun in whatever you're doing .. Well, if you need to talk to me, I'm always available despite the study mode that I'm having .. So yeah .. Don't hesistate to call me or something .. =) ..

So till then people .. Will catch up with the world soon .. Real soon .. Just hope that I won't get left out .. Lol .. Toodles people .. Don't miss me while I'm away .. Ciaoz people .. =D ..

Halo !!

2009-10-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

Hey .. Finally I got the internet but my com yet .. =) .. Was pretty much sucked up few weeks back .. I don't have the internet and my com crashed .. But I managed to finish up my assignments before it crashes .. Lol .. But still I was having problems printing my assignments on the dateline .. I was pretty shock but I was still able to fix things up and pass up my assignments on time .. =D ..

I have blogger's block actually .. I don't know what to write .. Lol .. Finals are coming in 3 weeks time, maybe study mode should be activated .. I will see how it goes .. =) .. Till then .. =D

Therapy for the Soul

2009-09-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

Which day is the most beautiful day of your life ??
Today

What's the easiest thing to do in life??
A mistake

What's the greatest obstacle ??
Fear

The most profound tragedy in life ??
Abandonment

The root of all evil ??
Egotism

The most wonderful entertainment & fun ??
Work, of course !!

The greatest failure ??
Lack of faith

The best teachers ??
Kids

The absolute prime need ??
Contact with another human being

What brings a person the greatest feeling of satisfaction ??
Being of help to somebody & being appreciated

The greatest mystery ??
Death

The most serious human failing ??
Lack of a sense of humor

The greatest Enemy ??
Deceit & lies

The worst emotion ??
Anger

The most wonderful gift ??
Forgiveness

The #1 most desired necessity ??
One's own home

The quickest way forward ??
Certainty

The most wonderful feeling ??
Inner peace

The best defense ??
A smile

The best medicine ??
Optimism

The greatest might on earth ??
Faith

The people whom we need most of all ??
Our parents

What's the most beautiful of all ??
Love

Intelligence without love makes you perverse.
Fairness & justness without love makes you inflexible & stern.
Diplomacy & tact without love makes you a hypocrite.
Success without love turns you arrogant.
Wealth without love makes you mean & tight-fisted.
Poverty without love turns you into radical.
Beauty without love makes you capricious.
Authority & power without love lead to tyranny.
Labor without love turns you into slave.
Naivety without love deprives you of values.
Prayer & worship without love turns you into egotist.
Faith without love turns you into a fanatic.
Bearing your cross in life without love becomes a terrible burden.

Life Without Love Loses Its Meaning !!!!

Tonight It's Going to be A Good Night ..

2009-09-18T01:56:00.003+08:00

I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Tonight's the night, let's live it up
I got my money, let's spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my God
Jump off that sofa, let's get, get off

I know that we'll have a ball
If we get down and go out and just lose it all
I feel stressed out, I wanna let it go
Let's go way out spaced out and losing all control

Fill up my cup, mozoltov
Look at her dancing, just take it off
Let's paint the town, we'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof, and then we'll do it again

Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, let's do it
And do it and do it, let's live it up
And do it and do it and do it, do it, do it
Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it

'Cause I gotta feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Tonight's the night
(Hey!)
Let's live it up
(Let's live it up)
I got my money
(My pay)
Let's spend it up
(Let's spend it up)

Go out and smash it
(Smash it)
Like oh my God
(Like oh my God)
Jump off that sofa
(Come on!)
Let's get, get off

Fill up my cup
(Drink)
Mozoltov
(Lahyme)
Look at her dancing
(Move it, move it)
Just take it off

Let's paint the town
(Paint the town)
We'll shut it down
(Let's shut it down)
Let's burn the roof
And then we'll do it again

Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, let's do it
And do it and do it, let's live it up
And do it and do it and do it, do it, do it
Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, do it, do it, do it

Here we come, here we go, we gotta rock
(Rock rock rock rock rock)
Easy come, easy go, now we on top
(Top top top top top)
Feel the shot, body rock, rock it, don't stop
(Stop stop stop stop stop)
Round and round, up and down, around the clock
(Rock rock rock rock rock)

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
(Do it!)
Friday, Saturday, Saturday to Sunday
(Do it!)
Get, get, get, get, get with us, you know what we say, say
Party every day, p-p-p-party every day

And I'm feelin', woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

I gotta feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Woohoo

Party on in 16 hours time .. Wohooo .. Can' wait till it starts .. Hmm .. =D ..

p/s: and again .. =)

Partying Soon ..

2009-09-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

Hell yeah !!! I'm going to a farewell party this Friday !!!! Really looking forward to it thou !!! Cause I've beeen boring these days !!! Arghhhhhhhhh, don't have the mood to study and all .. Hmm .. Don't ask me why I just don't have the mood .. Lol .. =) ..

I don't even know what to blog about .. Hmm .. This is how lifeless am I .. =? .. I will stop here .. Lol .. Shortest post ever .. xD

安靜 ..

2009-09-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Silently and worn out

我想你已表現的非常明白
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

我懂我也知道
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de
You are not reluctant

你說你也會難過我不相信
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Holding you and you accompanying me is only the past

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope that he loves you more than I do

我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I force myself to leave

你要我說多難堪
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I put up a smile and act as if nothing had happened

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the talent

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Embracing you and accepting him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I will live a good life

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why am I even giving in to you when we're breaking up

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the talent

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come this fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Silently and worn out

我想你已表現的非常明白
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

我懂我也知道
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de
You are not reluctant

你說你也會難過我不相信
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Holding you and you accompanying me is only the past

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope that he loves you more than I do

我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I force myself to leave

你要我說多難堪
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I put up a smile and act as if nothing had happened

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the talent

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Embracing you and accepting him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I will live a good life

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why am I even giving in to you when we're breaking up

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the talent

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come this fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why am I even giving in to you when we're breaking up

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the talent

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come this fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

Footsal !!!

2009-09-12T00:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah .. I went out for footsal after 2 months of not playing it .. Those that who came and played were Kev, WS, TL, Chun, Yaw, Jon, Bryan, Kok Peng, Chiu .. These people were worried whether I can play with my condition, I told them my leg is all good and insist on playing with them together .. =D ..

We played for like 2 hours but it seems like it was an hour or less .. Indeed time flies when we're having fun .. =/ .. Well, my ankle is all good, god bless didn't injured my ankle, but only felt some pain cause maybe the ankle is still week .. Overall the game is very nice, it's been awhile since we had that much fun ..

The shots from them are pretty awesome, just that the set pieces and the finishing at times failed .. Lol .. But couldn't blame them thou, we're not futsal kakis, so yeah .. xD .. Well, this could be the last game playing with Kev, as he's ciaoing soon .. And yeah pretty soon, guess we're going to miss him so much .. =/ ..

Well everyone is leaving to further their studies, depatures are part of life indeed, but I can assure that our friendship will last forever, no matter where we are in this world .. May it be in Aus, UK, Germany or other parts of the world, we'll still keep in touch and shall meet up whenever we always have the chance ..

Signing off, today it's a pretty tough day actually, classes start from 8am -5pm .. It's one of the most hectic day in Uni life .. + the footsal just now .. hmm I'm pretty drained up, I guess I should head to bed soon .. Ciaoz .. till then .. =D ..

9/9/09

2009-09-09T13:29:00.004+08:00

Awesome date isn't it ?? =) .. Dates like these never happen twice in our life, it maybe be a good date for everyone but on the other hand it maybe a normal date for others .. It all depends on how we look at things .. =D ..

Went out with Vic to watch Ugly Truth yesterday .. It's a very good video, and indeed it's Ugly Truth .. So I recommend that everyone out there to watch this movie, it helps a little or so in understanding more bout men and women .. Yeah .. =D ..

Well I guess I've to get back on track with my revision, had too much of playing and didn't study much .. I've Statistics test this Friday, Macroeconomics and Accounting test on Monday .. I hope I have enough time to do the sufficient revision and do well in these test .. A small portion of marks do make a big difference, so yeah I should be studying by now .. Till then next time .. Tatas .. =D ..

p/s : It's pink, your favourite colour .. =Þ

September .. =)

2009-09-04T20:01:00.002+08:00

This is the first post for the month of September .. =) .. Pretty much did nothing for the past few days .. It was suppose to be the month where I catch up with my studies, but I'm still lazing around and only did a lil bit of revision .. Procrastination happens here .. Lol ..

Well this month is pretty hectic, having a lot test this month .. 3 tests if I'm not mistaken but basically have not really started studying for it .. If flicking through do count as studying .. Haha .. And yeah I need to get back on track as I always say .. Hope I'm able to focus and do well in this test which eventually reduces the burden when I'm doing my finals ..

September have pretty much holidays so it is indeed a good month to catch up with studies .. haha .. I sound so nerd I know .. Lol .. If I'm not mistaken there are 3 public holidays .. It's 3 and it's good enough .. =P .. Just have to really make full use of these days .. Cheers .. =) ..

Well this is the month where two people are leaving for UK, same week different day .. I guess I will be able to send both of them .. But I will definitely send off the 1st person .. Well, both of them are leaving for UK to continue their studies and they're couples but both will be studying in different states in UK .. =D .. Hmm .. I hope there's a farewell party, I feel like organising but with the load of test coming in, I'm still considering whether to do or not to do .. Hmm .. Maybe I need to replan so I can make it up for them .. *Fingers Crossed* .. Hehe ..

So I shall be doing some revision already .. Hehe .. Or I can rest for one more day .. Can I ?? =Þ

Happy 19th Birthday .. =)

2009-08-31T22:57:00.002+08:00

A big shout out Thanks to all those that wished me Happy Birthday .. Really appreciated your wishes .. =D .. Well I'm really happy for this year's birthday, even though I did not organise any party this year .. I guess this year it's not that happening .. =) .. But still it was a good birthday thou .. =D ..

Well I recall the past I used to go cc and game it all out during eve of merdeka then head home for party and all .. But this year it's all plain .. =D .. But I had lunch with my uncle and his family and my mum .. This is the first time I had lunch at TGIF, the food there was quite filling and the best part is the birthday wishes from them .. =) .. Well it was kinda cool, when they have their birthday song and their birthday chant for their customer .. Haha .. =D .. We went to TGIF in Wangsa Walk - new mall near my house .. =D .. Wangsa Walk is pretty small but I hope it's going to be happening and it will be a good palce to hang out .. =) ..

Well after lunch went back home and get some rest .. =D .. Then had dinner with my kai jie and mum .. Dinner was good as well .. So this was my birthday for this year .. Slow pace and steady but all good .. =D .. Maybe it is because had too much fun in penang so not really in the mood to make it a blast for my birthday .. =D ..

I need to get back to my studies .. It's a good start I suppose .. I'm 19 now .. A year older, got to be more matured now .. Hell Yeah .. Alright that's all for now .. Ciaoz .. =D ..

Penang .. =D ..

2009-08-30T01:37:00.002+08:00

Heyz .. I'm back from Penang .. Had loads of fun in Penang .. =D .. I will upload the pictures pretty soon once i get the pictures from Kev .. =) ..

Well the trip to Penang was pretty fast .. We were ~~gambling~~ playing cards all the way till Penang from Pudu Bus Station .. Roflmao .. Haha .. It's been awhile since I last went to Penang, and it's completly different I suppose .. xD .. The funny thing is the moment we enter Penang Island, it started to rain .. The rain never stopped even when we left Penang .. I think Penang hates us .. Lol ..

The food in Penang is not as good we thought .. Maybe the good food in Penang is hidden .. Lol .. Indeed we need a penangnite to guide us around if we crave for good food .. =D .. But still I like the fried oyster from one of the shops in penang .. =D ..

Basically what we did in Penang was food, gamble & drink .. The only places that we visited in Penang was Kek Lok Si (pretty famous temple), gurney drive and batu feringgi .. These are the only places as the rain was pretty heavy and damn potong .. Lol .. We also had some issues in renting a car which delayed us from visiting around Penang ..

Hmm .. Pretty tired for now .. I guess I should just sleep .. Pretty lazy to update .. So till then .. =D .. Buh Bye ..

p/s : Did some changes .. =D ..

Assignments .. =D

2009-08-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates .. Was rushing my assignments even it's due next week .. I was rushing cause I'll be leaving for Penang this Thursday and be back this Saturday .. So I don't think I will have sufficient time to finish up my stuff if I don't do it before I leave for Penang .. Well It's 70% done and I hope I can finish it by today ..

Well there are things I would like to comment .. For those who felt it, I don't give a shit about you .. You can call me names or whatsoever or draw a line with me go ahead .. I'm just being straightforward here and I'm actually helping you all in your future undertakings (*indirectly*) .. Seriously cause it is not that whether I'm selfish or I'm being arrogant, cause I'm not that smart as you all think .. I know what I can do, and I'm just only learning new stuffs day by day .. I'm just the same as everyone out there and trying to improve myself from day by day ..

I can guide you on how to do the assignments but I have limited knowledge as well, I can only teach you what I know and I can't go beyond that .. I wouldn't restrict myself from sharing my knowledge with you people out there .. But if you were to request my assignments and ask to take a look it .. I could only turn you down .. I'm being biased here cause I only share assignments with those who are close with me and they know who they are (*winks*) .. I trust them more than I trust my new uni mates .. I mean not all my uni mates are like this only some have intentions to just be friends .. Seriously yeah, it's pretty obvious when you want something from me, that's what we all do at all times isn't it ?? You want something from others, you approach them and intend to get something from them .. I've been through these shits and I've went through worse shits and I know things pretty well .. So cheers .. =D .. So if you are truly my friend you would understand me .. =D ..

Well the fact is most of us here are pretty tied up to instructions they follow them blindly .. If it says A you will do A .. Even if A is wrong you still follow .. Come on why do you have to stick to instructions so blindly .. When it says at least 4 pages, you don't come and ask me I need to do 4 only right ?? Cause it's pretty annoying, you can do either don't do any or you can do 1000 pages cause everything is up to you .. You determine your marks, your future .. Not me .. I don't shape your future .. I'm not God cause even God don't shape your future, we are the ones who shape our own future .. It all comes to you in everything you do, whether it is the past, present or future .. It's all you .. You don't blame others but blame yourself for all your doings, you don't say damn he/she took my gf/bf, he/she back stab me, blame the parents for this and that (we should appreciate them for good ) or whatever shits that we use to blame it on others .. Some even blame their friends for leading them to smoking, drugs and so on .. Peer pressure my ass seriously !! Like I said it all comes to oneself in everything they do .. =) ..

So enough said .. It's always best to be independent and only seek help when it is needed .. Well I'm always here to lend a helping hand with limits of cause .. Yeah so .. Good luck in those who are doing assignments and have fun during the holidays .. Although it was suppose to be a study week break but I certainly blew it off .. Haha .. =) .. So I will be doing my report now .. I have to get my assignment done by today .. So signing off now .. Ciaoz .. =D ..

=/

2009-08-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

It's pretty hard to control our emotions at times .. Wouldn't be amused if you see people around us emo once awhile .. Emotions control us all the time, which leads us to drastic actions .. =/ .. Being cool at times do help a little bit, hiding emotions is the worst I can do .. Sometimes it's good that if someone out there reach out to our problems and is there to talk to us .. Anyone would do of cause, as long as we feel comfortable talking to them .. =) ..

Well, I don't really let my emotions out .. It's pretty sucked up if I let them go, I myself don't even dare to look at the mirror if I let them go .. =/ .. It is always the same old thing that makes me loose control .. I had great patience, but once I let loose that's it .. =/ .. I don't know why it has to be always the same god damn **** reason that provokes me .. I seriously ****ing hate it .. =/ ..

Why they like to assume, why they like to judge, why they like to compare, why they want to restrict me, why they are so ****ing scared, why they want to pressure me, why they don't keep their promises, why they want to **** me for the same reason all the time .. These are the questions that always disturbing me .. =/ .. I've been facing these questions since I was form 2 .. These things build me up for what I am today .. May it be a failure or a success, I always stay strong to prove them wrong ..

Well it happened again today .. Lucky I managed to stay cool and control my emotions .. =/ .. It's pretty tough to go through things by myself after so many years .. But again this toughen me up (TTFU - Toughen The **** Up) .. Lol .. Yeah, so what I want to do from now on is to really focus focus and focus .. That's all I can do for now base on my situation, is focus on studies .. That's what they always wanted, I shall fulfill my dreams and part of their dreams I suppose .. If they want to threathen me, I just have to obey what they say .. I can't afford to lose this golden opportunity .. =/ .. They are my platform to success, are my everything but and yet I don't know how to appreciate them as they always say I care for friends more than them .. It's not that I don't appreciate them, I'm not a person that show many feelings, I do love them very much but I don't know how to express to them, I don't know why, I tried but I couldn't ..

If I were to type it out big in font 72 saying that I love them a lot that doesn't show my love towards them isn't it ?? I've been appreciating them since the day I was born, I was not born with a silver spoon, but I never blame them for anything .. I understand them, I love them so much, but I don't just express to them .. I don't get them gifts for Mother's Day, Father's Day, don't get them birthday present .. I gave them shitty results, shitty attitude, burden, worries, disappoinments and everything not that always want .. It all comes to me when it comes to these stuffs, I choose them cause I was obligated and distracted by the computer .. Indeed, this is the problem that make the questions about arise .. Doubts and hatred against me .. =/ ..

Well, honestly the invention of computers brought disaster compared to benefits .. This is what they thought and many other parents out there think .. I'm 100% sure bout this and I'm not assuming .. I'm sure a lot of parents scold/nag or whatever shit they do to their children cause of the computer or whatsoever technology that makes them a suckass .. I don't want to further to comment anymore cause it seems illogical to say things bout technologies as a disaster .. =/ .. Think twice for those parents who state these stuffs .. =) ..

Well should be signing off by now .. Hope everything ends tonight .. =/ ..

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

=/ ..

The Reason .. =D

2009-08-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

Pretty much an old song but still it's one of the best song that I've ever heard .. Just can't stop listening to it after MTV World Stage .. Love this song so much .. =D ..

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

p.s The Reason is you .. =) ..

MTV World Stage Rawks !!

2009-08-16T16:33:00.002+08:00

Went to MTV World Stage yesterday .. It's really really awesome !!! It's consider my first time attending concert (went to MJ's concert when I was 6 or 7 .. Does that count cause I was sitting down .. xD)!! Legs are aching but still it's worth all the performance(Boys like Girls, Hoobastank, All American Reject!!) Pretty cool !! Woohoo ..

So I left house around 12 and reached there around 1 .. Got myself a valet parking cause it's more convenient and it's only rm8 .. I guess parking inside pyramid is also around that price .. So had lunch with Gavin and his friends .. After lunch went to Popular to read some books .. Was reading Cristiano Ronaldo's biography while waiting for Vic to come .. xÞ .. While it's pretty interesting bout Ronaldo, was hoping to get the book but it cause like rm100++ .. Pretty expensive .. Haha ..

After she arrived we went straight to lagoon .. Lagoon was packed with loads of people .. Mainly because of the MTV World Stage .. We managed to get a spot near the front line, view was pretty clear and station there for 7 hours .. Yeah .. Pretty crazy, we did not go for breaks and all .. Was pretty focus on all the performance .. =D .. Everything was all good, just that some retard Ms are pissing me off .. Bloody touching people and taking advantage on those foriegners .. Sigh .. = = .. Really typical Ms, making a fool of themselves and brand themselves as Malaysians .. **** .. =D ..

Something I noticed about the crowd there is they are pretty crazy, the jumps, the screams, the dance and everything .. Pretty interesting .. Haha .. Malaysians can sing pretty well, lol .. They can pronounce the lyrics pretty accurate, better than I do .. Lol .. Amazing, even those typical chinese and Ms, seriously they can sing along !! Owned .. Haha .. Claps for these people and I salute you guys .. =D .. Other than that, I can see people throw things here and there, bottles, fans .. LOL ..

I think I should be signing off for now .. Time to get back to study .. Haha .. Ciaoz .. and again MTV World Stage roxx .. =D ..

p/s : I had a good time despite the tiring legs and back pain .. =)

Test ???

2009-08-08T01:10:00.002+08:00

First I went through the operation and I thought I was fit as fiddle, and now came flu, cough, fever .. What's next ?? Pretty pissed off with the condition I'm going through right now .. Is it a test from god or something ??

Currently, suffering from bad flu, serious cough which I can feel the pain rushing through my spines whenever I cough, headache that comes and goes, uncertain body temperature .. Pretty bad huh ?? But I'm still here standing strong, just hope that everything will be fine and I'm not caught up with H1N1 .. =) ..

Well from my point of view, people get sick cause they just don't sweat .. I used to exercise a lot, before the holidays started, I've not been exercising cause I was busy working and did not have the time to sweat it out .. The bloody toxins are all stranded inside me I suppose, which cause me to be sick .. With a "crippled" condition, I don't think I can do any exercise yet .. I want to end this predicament and walk out as a fresh and healthy student as soon as possible .. Will be back to swimming whenever my leg enables me to swim .. =D .. At least I'm sweating .. Haha ..

University workload is increasing day by day .. Test, assignments & homework building up and the dead line are pretty close if I'm not mistaken .. Working hard day by day to achieve what I want, just hope these predicament wouldn't bring down my momentum .. =D .. Barriers are always there to stop us from achieving what we wanted .. We ought to choose how to overcome the barrier, may it be pushing it aside, climbing over it, destroying it or whatsoever .. The result is we need to overcome it by another means, may it be hard but if we try I think we're able to overcome it ..

Well, I think this is some kind of test from god or maybe not ?? .. =/ .. Whatever is it, I will stand strong and fight for my dreams .. Only death can stop me from achieving my dreams, not any other things .. =) .. I don't want to be boasting/bragging, but sometimes there are things in me that gave me the strength, the momentum, the eagerness to achieve what I want .. You can call me stubborn but it sounds better if you say I have a strong determination .. So may it be you or me, I think we all will do anything we can to achieve what we always wanted .. *winks*

I guess I need to get some rest .. It's 1.30 a.m .. Nights 'n' Sweet Dreams .. Take care people, the weather out there is not good .. Everyday people just fall sick easily, drink more water and everything that suppose to be done to keep yourself healthy .. Signing Off with love and cheers .. =D ..

August .. =D

2009-08-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

This is the month where I set everything .. My virtual timetable is out, goals have been set, targets are to be achieved and it starts today !! =D .. University life is pretty tough now, loads of homework, assignments & test !!!!

I really want to score an average of 90 if possible, by all means I suppose .. Just have to be really discipline in order to achieve what I want .. =D .. The reason is I really want to go to RMIT to do my remaining two years there .. Cause I think the lecturers in Melbourne itself is better than what I have here in Malaysia .. Cause the lecturers here are okay okay - close to suxxor .. xD .. and that's not only the reason I want to go over to Melbourne, is some sort of my dream to go overseas to study, so the sooner i go there the better .. =D ..

The condition to get my ass over there is to convince my parents that I'm eligible to go there .. I need to do really excellent for my 1st year to prove to them that I'm capable .. So I guess I have to do more than just typing out it here .. So yeah, from now is revision, revision & revision .. All I can say is less online and more to studies .. I'm slowly retiring from dota i suppose, it's pretty boring when my mates are not there to play with me .. So I think it's a good sign and a good start to get me focus on my studies .. =D ..

Well I guess, I should be signing off for now .. Just need to get sufficient sleep to stay alert in classes .. My leg is getting better I suppose, but my mum still insist that I use one crutch to go to classes .. Just hope I have to use till the end of this week, cause next week there's something nice going to happen !!! Woots .. =D .. Alright .. Nights people .. =D ..

X-Rays & Screws .. =D

2009-07-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

Pictures are up finally .. Don't really have a good camera but i tried my best .. So take a look .. xD ..

The X-Ray before the screw was extracted ..

After extracting .. =D

Broken Screws .. Wee .. xÞ

Amazing huh ?? This small screw has been supporting me for the past 3 years, and now it's broken into 3 pieces .. It will definitely be a painful experience for me and I will always be very careful while playing sports .. =) .. Hope these things never happen to everyone of you, god bless you all .. Cheers .. *prays hard for everyone* ..

Shall stop here .. Will blog later on .. =)

Life on the Train .. =D

2009-07-24T14:09:00.002+08:00

Life is like a train ride. We get on. We ride. We get off. We get back on and ride some more. There are accidents and there are delays. At certain stops there are surprises. Some of these will translate into great moments of joy, some will result in profound sorrow.

When we are born and we first board the train, we meet people whom we think will be with us for the entire journey. Those people are our parents!

Sadly this is far from truth. Our parents are with us for as long as we absolutely need them. They too have journeys they must complete. We live on with the memories of their love, affection, friendship, guidance and their ever presence.

There are others who board the train and who eventually become very important to us, in turn. These people are our brothers, sisters, friends and acquaintances, whom we will learn to love and and cherish.

Some people consider their journey like a jaunty tour. They will just go merrily along. Others will encounter many upsets, tears, losses on their journey. Others still, will linger on to offer a helping hand to anyone in need.

Some people on the train will leave an everlasting impression when they get off. Some will get on and get off the train so quickly, they will scarcely leave a sign that they ever traveled along with you or ever crossed your path.

We will sometimes be upset that some passengers whom we love, will choose to sit in another compartment and leave us to travel on our own. Then again, there's nothing that says we can't seek them out anyway. Nevertheless, once sought out and found, we may not even be able to sit next to them because that seat will already be taken.

That's okay. Everyone's journey will be filled with hopes, dreams, challenges, setbacks and goodbyes. We must strive to make the best of it no matter what. We must constantly strive to understand our travel companions and look for the best in everyone.

Remember that at any moment during our journey, any one of our travel companions can have a weak moment and be in need of our help. We too may vacillate or hesitate, even trip. Hopefully we can count on someone being there to be supportive and understanding.

The bigger mystery of our journey is that we don't know when our last stop will come. Neither do we know when our travel companions will make their last stop. Not even those sitting in the seat next to us.

We're all on this train ride together. above all, we should all try to strive to make the ride as pleasant and memorable as we can, right up until we each make the final stop and leave the train for the last time.

Interesting huh ?? Well I got this email from one of my friends and feel like sharing it with everyone .. Enjoy .. =D .. And still life is like a climb like what Miley Cyrus said in Hannah Montanna the movie .. Yesterday, I just watched the movie after downloading it .. It's a really good movie, no doubts + she's kinda pretty from certain angels .. haha .. =D .. Enjoy the song - The Climb .. =D

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Great News .. =D

2009-07-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Orientation was pretty good today .. After orientation, there are classes to be attended .. Was pretty hectic cause was not prepared for it .. The hours of lectures on Monday is pretty long, lectures were okay okay only but still I have to study and set my targets to achieve what I always wanted all this while .. =D ..

Overall this semester's time table is pretty good, just have to suffer on Mon & Tuesday and a free day on Wednesday .. Pretty balance I should say .. Haha .. Thursday and Friday just a really short time and I have time to chill during the weekends .. So it's time to set my own timetable as well, set it and do it for real .. =D .. 90 for every subjects ?? I hope I can do so .. =D ..

I've got a new baby cousin by the name of Neil .. Haha .. Uncle named him after Neil cause this was the date 40 years ago where Neil Armstrong land his feet on the moon .. According to my uncle, a lot of babies are born today in the hospital itself .. Everyone was waiting for this date to conceive .. Funny huh ??

Man United scored 2 - 0 against .. Awesome .. Tomorrow am wearing the new MU kit .. Hehe .. =D .. Alright time to sleep .. Tomorrow is another hectic day .. 8 - 3 .. With only an hour break in between .. =/ .. Hope I'm able to hang on .. Ciaoz .. =D ..

Thanks for everything .. =D

2009-07-19T23:23:00.004+08:00

Was suppose to post up the broken screws and X-Rays but I couldn't get a camera to take the pictures .. Cause my mum's camera is having some problems which I don't know how to fix it, so just have to wait till I upload them .. =D ..

Oh well, uni starts tomorrow .. Am really looking forward to it, I was like having almost 3 months break since April .. Lucky I got a job to kill the 2 months and 14 days to kill the time .. Haha .. Oh well, holidays were pretty okay .. Seriously, it's one of the longest break that I ever had .. Basically have not been doing anything .. Lol .. xÞ ..

University life begins officially on the 20th July 2009, a pretty good date I should say .. =D .. Well I have some resolutions to be fulfilled .. Basically is more about studies, cause from what I heard university life is pretty different from what I have went through in foundation, it's not as easy as it seems .. I try put to put myself in a position in which I want to score high grades in every semester, to achieve that I need to put in 101% in my studies and leave aside unnecessary stuffs such like gaming and all ..

Of cause I wouldn't be a nerd a.k.a bookworm .. All work and no play makes Jack a dumb boy .. xD .. Time management plays an important role here I should say, divide the time between studies and other stuffs .. Well I really hope I can do good starting this 20th July, everything would definetly change, and of cause change for good .. =_) .. I hope I can do rather than just saying it out loud .. Got form no substance that's what people always say when you can say it out but not doing it .. =D ..

All I could say I will miss college life even though I'm still studying under the same college .. Now I have a University life which starts on 20th July .. I'm going to say that it's going to be different and yeah it's going to be interesting as well .. Hehe .. =D .. College life really changed my life, seriously .. =D .. A shout out to my college friends out there that play a part/role in my college life, the ups and downs and everything .. Thanks so much people, and of cause most importantly to that person that changes me some much for my own good .. *winks* .. You all are the best .. =D .. Without you all, I wouldn't be what I am today .. =_) ..

Some of them have left for Australia or maybe other University other than Curtin or RMIT, well all I could say is good luck and have fun while doing their respective courses in their respective universities .. The distance wouldn't be barrier for us to keep in touch with one another .. And for those who will be pursuing the same University with, I will see you all tomorrow .. =D .. And lets hope the best for all of us, graduating at the very same time and all .. =D .. No failures, no pull backs, no drop outs .. That's what I hope for everyone .. Cheers .. =D ..

It's time to rest now I guess .. Orientation starts from 8am to 10am .. Hope it's not going to be boring .. =D .. Ciaoz .. Till then next post .. =_) ..

p.s - 20th July marks the first year .. =D
& thanks for everything .. =)

Home Sweet Home .. =_)

2009-07-16T17:12:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm home .. =/ .. It's really suffering staying in the hospital, went through the pain and all .. =/ .. But still I'm glad that I'm still walking but with the help of clutches .. =/ .. Guess I'm back to 3 years back where it all started .. =0 ..

So I was told by the doctor that I was able to walk as normal after extracting the screw out of my ankle before the operation .. So was pretty confident of what he have told me, but end up I have to walk with clutches, but still it's all over and I'm really glad .. =_) .. So what actually happen ?? I went into the operation theater, and the doctor just gave me local anesthetic at my ankle part .. I can't feel anything, but I can hear sounds, feel the blood coming out and all .. Lol ..

Till one part when the doctor was about to unscrew the screw, I can feel the pain so I screamed .. Seriously never felt such pain before .. =/ .. So the doctor decided to put me on full anesthetic to finish the job .. After an hour or more, I was awake and my ankle was fully bandaged but still I can feel the pain .. The doctor explained that the screw was broken cause my bones have eaten into the screw's thread .. I have the broken screws with me .. Will upload the pictures soon ..

So for now I need to rest for a month or more till I can really do sports, I need to wait for my bones to cure as there's a gap in the bones .. =/ .. I will upload the X-ray pictures later on as well .. Hmm .. So I only can swim to exercise .. =_) .. I have a next appointment with doctor and see what is he going to say about next .. Just hope that I don't need to use the clutches when I walk around .. =/ .. It's pretty troublesome but I'm trying to get used to it .. So I guess this Saturday's plan will be all ruined but will see how it goes .. =_) ..

Time to get back to what I've been doing lately .. lol .. Miss my com and bed a lot !! Weee .. xÞ .. Wait till my pictures to be ready to be uploaded .. Don't freak out .. Haha ..

Cool .. =D

2009-07-14T15:50:00.003+08:00

Was busy playing Dota on Sunday and barely have enough to rest .. I had a bad day on Monday, cause Streamyx f***ed me up .. I can't do anything and decided to go TM point to see what I can do about it .. End up wasted whole day waiting for an answer to get my Streamyx fixed .. Oh well .. =/ ..

And so today, was suppose to go to SMK Wangsa Melawati to support my school's drama team .. I had to hold back cause the people Streamyx are here to fixed things up for me .. After everything and all it's around 10+, I thought I could still make it and support them .. So, took a cab there .. As I reach there, I saw the boys are out and finished their drama .. I was like damn !! Lol .. But still they are the Champions of Zon Keramat .. Pretty good achievement .. =_) .. I'm waiting for someone to send me the video and take a look at it .. Must be pretty awesome which earn them a place for Champions .. xD .. The other schools were okay, but still SMK Taman Melawati was good as well and they were runner ups, but SJI was better .. xÞ ..

The boys were overjoyed with their achievement and was aiming for Nationals this year .. I'm pretty sure with the hardwork and all they will definetly achieve it .. But their next challenge is to be KL Champions .. One of the hardest they have to go through, cause our rival is there standing strong - VI .. They were last year's KL Champions and they are still strong, I believe the boys have to work pretty hard to win them .. I'm sure they are really committed and they have the crave to be Champions ..

Well back in 2006 I was in the drama team .. It was pretty fun and all but we did not make it to represent Zon Keramat as SMK Taman Melawati and CBN was better .. So we did learn a lot starting then and in 2007 I was not in the drama team and that year itself we were KL Champions .. Haha .. The history of our drama club is pretty awesome ..

A brief history of KL SECONDARY SCHOOL ENGLISH DRAMA COMPETITION. Going back 6 years down the road.

Year 2004
Venue:- Muzium Negara Hall ( hosted by Victoria Institution)
Champions:- Convent Sentul
Runner up:- Raja Abdulah
2nd runner up:- Victoria Institution
Best Actor :- Sashideran (St John's Institution)

Year 2005
Venue:- SMK Convent Sentul Hall ( hosted by Convent Sentul)
Champions:- St John's Institution
Runner up:- Victoria Institution
2nd runner up:- Taman Connought
Best Actor:- Ravinderan Rajalingam ( St John's Institution)

Year 2006
Venue :- Muzium Negara Hall ( hosted by St John's Insitution)
Champions:- Wangsa Melawati
Runner up:- Victoria Institution
2nd runner up:- Convent Bukit Nanas
Best Actor : Jebbie (Convent Bukit Nanas)

Year 2007
Venue:- SMK Wangsa Melawati Hall ( hosted by Wangsa Melawati)
Champions:- St John's Institution
Runner up:- Convent Sentul
2nd Runner up:- Wangsa Melawati
Best Actor:- Izzat Bin Fauzan ( St John's Institution)
Best Script:- Questionable Motives
everyone has a rent to pay ( St John's Institution)

Year 2008
Venue:- SMK Victoria ( hosted by Victoria Institution)
Champions:- Victoria Institution
Runner up:- St John's Institution
2nd Runner up:- Convent Sentul
Best Actor :- Isaac ( Victoria Institution)
Best Script:- The Picture
everyone deserves a friend ( St John's Institution)

Do the Math. All About Johannians.
- In 4 Years 3 times top 2 schools in KL. ( 2005,2007,2008)
- Champions twice in 3 years ( 2005,2007)
- Won Best actor award twice in a row ( 2004,2005)
- 3 best actor awards in 4 years ( 2004,2005,2007)
- The only school that has won Best Script and as many as twice ( 2007,2008)
- Once they are Champions they win all awards that is up for grab( 2005,2007)
- The only School that has won all awards in a single competition ( 2005,2007)
- Even if the are not Champions they will at least bring back an award (2004,2008)
- The only school that has won at least an award in the competition (2004,2005,2007,2008)

The history was adopted from my senior in facebook .. Haha .. =D .. As you can see year 2006 is pretty empty .. Lol .. But still overall it is still awesome !! St. John is the best .. Fide et Labore (Faith and Zeal) ..

Alright I shall stop here, time to get some rest .. =D .. I will not be around till Thursday .. I will be going for a operation to unscrew my screw out of my ankle, it's a minor operation and hope everything will go well .. Till then I will blog about the operation and all .. Cheers ..

Transformers .. =D

2009-07-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

Went out today to meet up with my group of friends, this is a different group cause I'm not the person that organize this meeting and all .. But still it's pretty fun with the chatting and all ..

And yeah I finally get to watch Transformers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen .. Woo Megan Fox is smoking hot .. Seriously .. Haha .. Awesome huh ?? Lol .. Overall I can rate this movie 4/5 with the plot and everything .. Looking forward towards Transformers 3 and Megan Fox as well .. Hehe .. The another movie that I'm looking forward is Jennifer's Body, cause it's acted by Megan Fox as well .. I'm sure it would be nice .. *winks*

Look at her !! Haha !! Way too hot !!

Alright enough of Megan Fox, if not you all will think I'm obsessed or something .. Haha ..

Hmm .. Was looking forward to some plans that have planned by my friend .. Footsal and basketball during the weekends .. Ahh .. Can't wait to play cause I've been lazing around in front of the com doing nothing, I'm pretty lazy to get my ass of the computer to do some exercise .. Lol .. But luckily didn't gain any extra pounds .. Tee Hee .. Hmm .. Well I will try my best to work out more and cause later on I wouldn't be able to do much exercise .. Will blog about it sooner or later .. xD ..

So I guess I'll stop right here .. More post to come .. =D .. BB ..

Cheer 2009 .. =D

2009-07-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

Went to Cheer 2009, overall it is awesome, the crowd, the chicks, the atmosphere and all .. But most importantly get to meet up with my schoolmates .. Haha .. Well, actually I'm not a fan of any cheer leading teams, but some just support shirtliff .. Haha .. Basically I just go there to meet up with my school mates .. =D .. Well I started going to cheer comp since 2007, if I'm not mistaken ( was supposed to go 2006 but I broke my ankle) .. That's a really long story which I'm pretty lazy to tell it out why I started to go to cheer comp since then .. Just that I missed out 2008's cheer comp & I'm still wondering how could I miss out such prestigious event last year .. Hmm .. =/ ..

Talking about cheer 2009, surprisingly the chicks grow from year to year, growing like mushroom .. Seriously .. Haha .. It's good to look .. xD .. Alright cut the chicks crap .. Hehe .. Well in terms of performing, it's nice and all .. Well but still need to congratulate all the teams that won today, they fight their hearts out in this competition with tears and blood .. Well all I could say is good job to Shirtliff as they are 4 times champions and they manage to get 1st runner this year .. It's pretty hard to be champions for back to back (they are 2008 champions) cause teams grow strong from time to time, unless the teams are really good and consistent .. Cause in many things that we do, we can't be champions all the time, take a very good example Manchester United, they were UEFA champions for 2008 but failed this year .. Well all the hardwork sure pay it off .. =D .. There's always another year ahead .. =D .. All I could say is we need the hard work and a lil bit of luck to achieve what we want .. *winks*

So after the cheer comp we went to Sri Petaling for dinner, fun as usual .. Haha .. After dinner head back to home .. I just love my bed and computer .. Hehe .. Well, it's pretty good to have this kind of gathering, cause everyone of us leaving our dear country, Malaysia .. For now lets just home we can hang out as often as we can, cause once they leave this country it's gona be very long till we meet up again .. =/ ..

Time to relax and chill .. Will update my blog again .. =D

H1N1 ??

2009-07-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm done working .. Was pretty happy cause I finally get to have my holidays for real .. Hehe .. Managed to rest and was glad cause I have time for myself .. So I went to college to settle my application and all .. However, was having bad flu, headache and soar throat yesterday .. My head was burning hot and couldn't barely walk .. I thought I was infected with H1N1, was wondering whether I got it from LCCT where I sent my good mate off last Saturday ..

I set my mindset and told myself that it couldn't be H1N1, but things came worst and I have to cancel today's plans .. Was praying hard that I am not infected cause I still have things to do before someone is leaving .. *winks* .. So I went to see the doctor, and was glad that he told me it was just a minor virus attack .. Awwh, thank god I'm H1N1 free .. Haha .. Took some medicine and I'm fit as a fiddle .. Wee .. Haha ..

So went to Phileo to pick up my second pay cheque .. Wee .. Haha .. Met up with my boss and chatted with him .. So my boss was asking whether anyone that is good in both mandarine and chinese looking for a job ?? So yeah .. Anyone interested in tele-marketting and you're having holidays right now .. Please come forward and tell me .. Well let me tell you honestly, that tele-marketting it's a pretty easy job, what you need to do is that you must have good communication skills .. It can be boring at times, cause you'll be facing the same situations but different types of customers .. You'll like the job eventually cause it's full of ups and downs, cause you'll expect different types of calls from day to day .. Well one incident is that, one of the customers from Cameron Highlands, like the services that we offered to them, came all the way down to Shell Superkad and gave us strawberries, tea and all .. Pretty cool huh ?? xD .. So think about it if you're interested .. xD

Well this is my first job and this is the place where I learn a lot .. The colleagues around me there are good but some are okay .. Haha .. The thing is good about working is that you can gain a lot of experience, open your eyes wide and learn to do the things you should do and should not do .. The another thing is about peer pressure .. This is very important cause if you are a person that it's easy to be influence you'll end up with the bad stuff, like smoking and all .. =D .. Well for me, it's pretty hard to convince me to do something that I don't like doing .. It all comes to oneself when it comes to everything that we do .. =_) .. We choose to do or not to do .. =/ ..

So I have another 19 days left till I start my university .. I just can't wait till Uni starts .. =_) .. Previously it seems that a lot of people is heading to Curtin to pursue their degree, but as far as I'm concerned now loads of people or joining RMIT doing Economics & Finance .. I wonder why ?? =/ .. But still that I'm happy cause the same old gang would be there again, but don't think any new comers would be joining us .. Pfft .. >< .. =/ ..

Hmm .. I think I shall stop here .. Will continue some other day ..

One left, another going .. =/

2009-06-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I drove all the way to LCCT to send of my college mate, John .. It's a pretty long journey for me for the 1st time + I'm driving alone .. My mum didn't know that I went all the way there to send him off until I told her this morning when I came back .. *lips sealed* .. xD .. So people was wondering whether did I cry when he left, obviously not .. Haha .. It's not whether I'm cold blooded or not cause there are only a few things that would make me cry .. =/ .. But still there will be the feeling of missing him, although I only know him for a year but somehow or rather we are quite close .. Haha .. I'm pretty blessed to know him throughout my foundation in Metropolitan ..

Just hope that we can still keep in touch, and maintain this friendship .. =_) .. The distance is there but I don't think it will be going to be a barrier to us .. Haha .. Just hope that everything will be fine for him when he's in Perth .. May god be with you at all times .. =_) .. He just arrived safely, and getting use to the surroundings there .. Haha ..

So today went out with my secondary friends, as usual is always fun .. =_) .. Well, it's good that we meet up cause it's been awhile again since we meet up .. The best part is after a year and a half finally able to have a good long chat with one of my friends, Ivan .. He's the chairman for my class for the pass 2 years back in form 4 & form 5, so basically he's part of the havoc that we did .. xD .. So chatted with him all the way until we met others .. It's really really nice to talk him face to face .. Haha .. Basically chatted a lot of things .. Mostly we talked about changes that some of our friends are going through .. They know who they are and would not want to name them here .. Hmm .. =/

So yeah, Justin is leaving for Melbourne next Saturday .. So there will be another gathering before he's leaving, just hope it will be another good one .. He paid for the dinner this time, was suppose to be self paid but he paid first as usual and didn't want to take from us .. So the next gathering would be on me, just have to wait till I receive my 2nd paycheck in 2 days time .. Wee .. =D .. So talking about Justin, he's the package .. Lol .. Couldn't write more about him, he's just that kind of best friend that I would never forget in my life .. That's all I can say cause if I were to write something about him, it would take years to describe him .. Those who know him well, would know what I meant ..

So it's like two depatures in 2 different weeks, missed them so much when they're abroad .. Oh well, depatures are always part of life .. =/ .. Well, things definetly would be different without their pressence, just hope that I will be able to get use to it .. Those good old days would be always in my mind till the day I enter the grave .. Although it's only a year(John) & 4 years(Justin), it gave me a good time and memorable moments in my life .. There are few things that I learnt from them, and there are certain things that basically changed my life .. So yeah .. Friends Forever .. Cheers .. =D ..

Okay .. It's time for me to go to bed I guess .. Tomorrow will be the 2nd last day of work so looking forward towards the last day and finally have a peace of mind and rest for the remaining holidays .. Ciaoz people ..

Friends Forever .. =)

2009-06-13T01:03:00.009+08:00

Had a farewell dinner for my 1st college mate - John .. Haha .. He's leaving for Perth on the 28th of June, and I planned this whole party with the help of Vic & Pek Mun .. Credits goes to both of them .. =_) .. Well, it's been awhile since we last meet up, the last time we had a gathering was middle of April, so it's close to 2 months .. =D .. Miss them lots ..

John giving a speech .. Well done !! .. =D

The dinner was at Sushi Zanmai, my favourite dining place .. Hehe .. Thanks to Justin, I'm addicted to it .. xÞ ..

Well, as I stated earlier the dinner was on me and it cost me RM315.35 .. Hmm not as much as I thought actually, wonder why my college mates ate so little .. Hehehe .. xÞ .. The dinner was awesome actually, the chit chat and all, taking pictures and all .. =D .. Credits go to Vic's new camera - PowerShot A1000 IS (p/s if I'm not mistaken .. =Þ) .. Splendid camera .. Haha .. Below are the pictures that are taken .. Enjoy .. =D ..

I love this picture of myself .. =D

Let the pictures do the talking .. Haha .. Basically, these are the bunch of friends that I met while I studied in Metropolitan for a year .. Honestly, they are the bunch of people with different different characteristics which makes them really bunch of nice friends to hang out with .. Two thumbs up Metropolitans !! Hehe .. Well until this point, this is where the friendship gap widen, cause many of us will be pursuing our dreams .. Each and everyone of us have our own dreams as we hope that we can still maintain this very good friendship even we are in different parts of the world .. Cheers .. =_) .. Remember you all for life .. =D

Oh well .. Time to get some rest .. Had much fun today .. Ciaoz people .. Take Care

Management Course .. xD

2009-06-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

Management Course

Lesson 1:

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.

The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.

When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.

Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.

The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'

'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.

'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:

If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

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Lesson 2:

A priest offered a Nun a lift.

She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.

The priest nearly had an accident.

After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.

The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'

The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'

The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'

Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily
and went on her way.

On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

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Lesson 3:

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.

They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.

'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'

Puff! He's gone.

'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.
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Lesson 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.

A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'

So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

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Lesson 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull.

'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..

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Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

THUS ENDS THE FIVE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE

Italian Pregnancy .. xD

2009-06-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for
2 months.

Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The
test result shows that the girl is pregnant.

Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, 'who was the pig that did this
to you? I want to know!'

The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari
stops in front of their house.

A mature and distinguished man with grey hair and impeccably dressed in an
Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house.

He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells
them: 'Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge.

I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life.
Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beach front villa, and a $2,000,000 bank account.

If a boy is born, my legacy will be a couple of factories and a $4,000,000 bank account.

If twins, they will receive a factory and $2,000,000 each.

However, if there is a miscarriage, what do you suggest I do?'

At this point, the father, who had remained silent, places a hand firmly on
the man's shoulder and tells him,

'You try again.'

Mathematics Lesson .. xD

2009-06-03T21:51:00.001+08:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage

Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit

Smart boss + dumb employee = production

Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion

Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY STATISTICS

Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next."

They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

1st Pay Cheque

2009-06-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hooray .. Finally I got my first pay cheque .. xD .. Haha .. Was quite disappointed cause around 400+ was deducted for EPF and socso purposes .. Oh well great for future but not for now .. =/ ..
Haha .. Hmm, so basically I have 20 more days left till the next pay cheque arrive .. Which means I have a total of xxxx in 2 months time .. Was planning to double it up with a legal way .. xÞ ..

Hmm .. Well with the first pay cheque i have, I will treat my friends .. Yeah .. Haha .. So was finding a day where we can hang out and everything you order is on me .. =_) .. So was planning to have a farewell party for John, he's leaving for Perth to further his studies .. Planning is always hard and I always offer to plan and organise things among my group of college mates .. It's pretty tiring with me working now and I have to get the party organised well .. Just hope I'm able to cope with it and get everyone together .. =_) ..

I think I shall get some rest .. Woke up late this morning, got screwing from mum .. Lol !! Ciaoz people

Words of Wisdom .. xÞ

2009-05-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hey hey .. Finally got the energy to blog about something I wanted to blog about few days back .. Was feeling superbly tired these days .. Haha .. Oh well, Manchester United lost in Rome but they still did great this season .. Glory Glory Man Utd .. xD

Okay back to the point, so I heard some words of wisdom from my colleagues, it seems pretty useful so I shall share it with you all .. Some may have heard of it or maybe something close to it, but just hope it will brighten up your day and your life later on .. =_)

Story 1
Long time ago there's a person name Confucius which people respected him a lot as they state that he has a lot of patience and a person with full of wisdom. So one day, a person name X which is a cocky guy wants to challenge Confucius's patience, so he went up and meet with Confucius and start calling him names, cursing with all the bad words and all .. Confucius was calm and was smiling at X .. X was so frustrated that he ask why Confucius was able to bare with the words that he had uttered to him .. Confucius told him that : If a person is giving you a gift, but you don't accept it, the gift belongs to who ??

The moral of the story is if you are saying something bad to a person, if the person ignores everything bad that you said to them, eventually those words are bounce back to you. So at times we are teasing and cursing someone else, if the person ignores it, all the teasing and cursing eventually refer to you .. So think twice next time before you curse or tease someone ..

Story 2

A father and his son when hiking in the mountains, while they were hiking the son fell down into a cliff .. He was panic so he started shouting, and he heard an echo .. He was still young and did not know where the sound came from .. He shouted where are you dad ?? and the echo responded where are you dad ?? He was scared that he shouted who are you !! & the echo came again .. This time the father heard his son, so he went down to the cliff and safe his son .. The father explained to his son that the sound is actually he's echo .. What the father did was actually he shouted I'm a champion and then there's an echo .. The son was amaze .. So the father told his son that what is said to people, one day it will come back to us ..

The moral of the story is that whatever things we do in live, somehow or rather it would reflect it back to us .. What you give, is what you get .. Most of the time if we do good to others, eventually we will be blessed back with good deeds .. This implies to the bad things that we do to others, it will come back to us either equal the amount or maybe even worse .. So life is pretty simple, we as humans tends to twist and turn things around and make life complicated .. Why people say their life sucks when they are not physically or mentally impaired .. So if life sucks for these people,those that are physically or mentally impaired are more suck than them ?? Remember that life is always fair, our mind is train to believe that the grass at the other side is always greener .. It's time to change this stupid perception, we should actually appreciate what we have for now .. Don't whine or fuck yourself because of some minor stupid fuck up reason, and saying that life is not fair .. Think about it ?? Do you still disagree that life is fair ??

Story 3

A teacher was teaching math in class .. She talk to John and ask John if she gave John an apple,an apple and an apple .. How many apples does John has .. John replied I have 4 apples .. The teacher thought that John was playing around and ask John the same question, but the answer is still 4 apples .. So the teacher thought John dislike apples so she change the question into this .. What if I gave you an orange, an orange and an orange, how many oranges do you have ?? John replied 3 .. This time the teacher was so surprised and ask why John can answer this question .. John explained to that teacher if she gave him an apple,an apple and an apple, he will have 4 apples because John has an apple is his bag ..

The moral of the story is that the teacher jumps into conclusion too fast stating that John dislike apples .. This implies to all of us .. We often jump into conclusions and make assumptions .. Assume is making an ASS out of U & ME .. Yeah, don't deny it .. We often think that we are right, and saying it out loud as thou we are damn right about what is going on and so on .. But have we ever find out the truth behind things that happen .. We often see things that appear in front of us, what about the reasons behind things that happen and we often make decision base on what we think is right .. At time we can be right but again we can be wrong as well .. So what I'm trying to emphasize here is that, is best not to jump into conclusions once we see something that gives a impression to us .. It is very unreasonable for us to judge someone by it's cover and seriously, we need to be aware that everything is a whole .. Not just things that we assume that we are correct .. I can't deny that I've assume and jump into conclusion at times .. At least I'm aware of the mistakes that I've done in the pass 18 years of my life .. Just hope we can really change these negative mindset of ourselves .. It always start from ourselves before we try to change others .. xD

Cheers .. I'm getting tired now, eyes are shutting soon .. Hmm .. Oh well .. Just hope I get my pay check !! Toodles !!

Something we must know .. =_)

2009-05-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

This is a very meaningful e-mail that I receive from my team-leader at my workplace .. So I'm here to share with you all .. xD ..

A guy was passing the elephants, he suddenly stopped, confused by the fact that these huge creatures were being held by only a rope tied to their legs. It was obvious that the elephants could, at anytime, break away from the ropes they were tied to but for some reasons, they did not. The guy turned to the trainer and asked why these beautiful, magnificent animals just stood there and made no attempt to get away.

'Well' the trainer said, 'when they are very young and much smaller we use the same size rope to tie them and at that age, it's enough to hold them. As they grow up, they are conditioned to believe they cannot break away. They believe the rope can still hold them, so they never try to break free.' The guy was amazed. These animals could at any time break free from their bonds but because they believed they couldn't, they were stuck right where they were. The powerful and gigantic creature has limited its present abilities by the limitations of its past.

Like the elephants, how many of us go through life holding onto a belief that we cannot do something, simply because we failed at it once before ? How many of us refuse to attempt something new and challenging because of our so called MINDSET ??

Your attempt may fail, but never fail to make an attempt ...
&
CHOOSE not to accept the false boundaries and limitations created by the past ...

So yeah .. Indeed this is one of the things that always held people down .. People are often brought down by their own mindset, their narrow mindedness .. Once they fail, they never go for another try .. Well I'm damn sure that many of us had failed to do a lot of stuffs in our life, no one is so perfect that everything they do at the first attempt will achieve success unless you're born with supernatural powers .. Failure is always the part of success, it's like a stepping stone to success .. Failures indeed will bring down your morale, but with the strong will in you I can assure that it will boost your morale instead .. This goes on for me, but I don't really know for others .. =/

You see, I basically failed to do a lot of things, but I'm always trying my best to achieve what I always wanted, although they are limits and boundaries to achieve certain things .. But I'm sure that one fine day I am able to break through these limits and boundaries and achieve what I always wanted to .. So basically we are all failures, in the sense that we are once failures in doing certain stuff .. But then we're not failures for life, maybe this implies to certain people in life .. =/ .. Haha .. All I can say is that the things we want to do in life, somehow or rather we are able to do so .. It's just the time line and the will in us that enables to do them ..

Believing in yourself that matters .. xÞ

Sugar Sugar .. xÞ

2009-05-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you
(I just can't believe it's true)
I just can't believe the one to love this feeling to.
(I just can't believe it's true)
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Ah honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
When I kissed you, girl, I knew how sweet a kiss could be
(I know how sweet a kiss can be)
Like the summer sunshine pour your sweetness over me
(Pour your sweetness over me)
Sugar, pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it oh yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Oh honey, honey, sugar sugar ..
You are my candy girl ..

Another old school song, haha .. Classic !! Haha .. It's really nice .. Hmm .. I shall upload the video as well .. xD ..

Miss You Like Crazy .. =/

2009-05-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

"Miss You Like Crazy"
I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

Some old school song .. Haha .. Sang by The Moffats, I think you all know who are they .. =_) .. It's probably one of the best old school songs, I guess everyone of you sure miss someone out there .. Listen to this song and let your emotions out .. =_) ..

Absence make the heart grow fonder .. =_) .. Especially for those who are having long distance relationship .. At times I really respect them for being able to be so close to each other despite the distance between .. Haha .. =_) .. With the technology we have nowdays, which helps bring these couples feel like as if they are close to each other's heart .. =_) .. Well it's time for us to prove something wrong, cause many said that long distance relationship doesn't last long ..

Well as a friend I should wish these two couples (best friends of mine, and you all should know who you are xÞ) and other couples out there good luck and all the best in proving the whole world wrong .. As a lone ranger, would be happy to see friends around to be happy .. =_) .. Honestly, it's good to see the sweetness that happens between couples out there, especially friends around you .. Haha ..

I should say they are imba .. Lol .. Somehow they are like 10/10 of cause we have to leave aside their internal problems, which we'll never know .. Looking at the picture, it seems perfect for them, but I think internally they are perfect as well .. Oh well, I'm just assuming but I can assure my assumption is correct .. Haha .. =Þ ..

Okay signing off for now, this is a schedule post .. =_) .. Will update again when something comes into my mind .. Ciaoz people ..

p/s .. I hope they will read what I wrote .. xÞ

Life Explained .. =_)

2009-05-17T11:58:00.002+08:00

A boat docked in a tiny Mexican fishing village.

A tourist complimented the local fishermen
on the quality of their fish and asked
how long it took him to catch them.

"Not very long." they answered in unison.

"Why didn't you stay out longer and catch more?"

The fishermen explained that their small catches were
sufficient to meet their needs and those of their families.

"But what do you do with the rest of your time?"

"We sleep late, fish a little, play with our children,
and take siestas with our wives.
In the evenings, we go into the village to see our friends,
have a few drinks, play the guitar, and sing a few songs.

The tourist interrupted,

"I have an MBA from Harvard and I can help you!
You should start by fishing longer every day.
You can then sell the extra fish you catch.
With the extra revenue, you can buy a bigger boat."

"And after that?"

"With the extra money the larger boat will bring,
you can buy a second one and a third one
and so on until you have an entire fleet of trawlers.
Instead of selling your fish to a middle man,
you can then negotiate directly with the processing plants
and maybe even open your own plant.

You can then leave this little village and move to Mexico City ,
Los Angeles, or even New York City !

From there you can direct your huge new enterprise."

"How long would that take?"

"Twenty, perhaps twenty-five years." replied the tourist.

"And after that?"

"Afterwards? Well my friend, that's when it gets really interesting,"
answered the tourist, laughing. "When your business gets really big,
you can start buying and selling stocks and make millions!"

"Millions? Really? And after that?" asked the fishermen.

"After that you'll be able to retire,
live in a tiny village near the coast,
sleep late, play with your children,
catch a few fish, take a siesta with your wife
and spend your evenings drinking and enjoying your friends.

And the moral of this story is:

........ Know where you're going in life...
you may already be there!!

Tagg !!!

2009-05-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Was tagged by Teni & then Victoria .. Hmm .. Tags just come in time when I'm running out of ideas .. Lol .. So here it goes .. =_)

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to be kissed ?
Hmm, never knew what's the feeling of being kissed ..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Tired

3.Who was the last person you took a photo with ?
Victoria

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope

5.Will you ever donate blood?
I would love to, but my blood doesn't allow me to do so

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
After so many years, I finally have one .. xÞ

7.Do you want someone to be dead ?
Nope

8.What does your last text message says?
Some message from my boss

9.What are you thinking right now?
What time heading to bed

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Definitely

11.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
11 p.m.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
I'm not wearing any tee now .. =Þ

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yeah ..

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
My boss, Adrian

Ten lucky person to do this quiz ..

Ee Shan
Ming Wai
Suang Fu
Whitey
Pok
Qi Kit
Jia Li
Chee Kian
Justin
Chen Wei

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with?
His girlfriend ..

16. Is no.3 a male or female ?
Male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be good ?
No !! Lol .. No.1 is taken .. =Þ

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Engineering

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Who them ?? lol ..

20. Is no.4 single??
Yes !!

21. Say something about no.2
Multi-talented musician

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?
Sounds wrong !! .. lol ..

23. Describe no.9
My best friend .. Basically he is the package !! Brains, Looks & Loaded .. xÞ .. Good and
lucky for no.1 !!

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ??
I would record it down ..

25. Do you like no.8?
Yeah, he's my 1st secondary school mate !! Haha ..

Mother's Day .. =_)

2009-05-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

9th of May, the day where people celebrate Mother's Day .. For me, everyday is Mother's Day so long as you love your mum from the bottom of my heart .. Well for me if you were to buy something for your mum, think of it if you're using your pocket money which is given by your mum, to get your mum a gift .. Which means your mum is indirectly buying presents for herself .. xÞ ..

The point is if you love her a lot, being a good son/daughter everyday would meant a lot to her .. The best gift to her is always be obedient and a lot of things to do .. I guess you all should now by now .. =_) .. Well it's true, at time they can keep nag at you but look at the bright side, they love us or not they wouldn't bother telling us stuffs !! =_) ..

To tell you honestly, I've never been a good son for all these years .. I've gotta learn to appreciate her more, cause she's going to be 49 this year and she's going to grow older as years pass .. I should be happy cause I still have a mother around me, just felt sympathy towards those who have lost their mum or their mum left them for certain reasons .. =/ ..

I guess it's never too late to start appreciating her now, but of cause I've appreciated her all the while just that at times, all the things that I've said to her and things that I've done really makes me a useless son .. It's been 18 years, and I've not show my love to her, maybe there is but just minor ones, I guess my bad deeds are overwhelming against my good deeds .. I will make the mark of 2009's Mother's Day as in a mark to start loving her .. I will change for good, this I have to promise myself .. =/ ..

Well, I've never been good in showing my love towards people .. I can't blame anyone or even myself .. I just have to stick with my principle in life to show my love towards people I care of, especially my mum .. My mum will always be my priority for now .. I've finally get it, when I say friends are my priority first .. Thank you for reminding and advising me back then .. (you know who you are and I will always remember you)

I guess I should be sleeping .. 15 more days !! Woot .. Haha .. Good Night & Sweet Dreams .. Ciaoz !! ..

p/s .. Nice meeting and making friends with you (AK) ..

The Month of May .. Unique Month .. =Þ

2009-05-09T16:27:00.001+08:00

I like May ... The month of May of cause .. Lol .. Not some girls name .. xÞ .. Cause it has only 20 working days which means I have 15 more working days till I have my very first pay check .. Yeah, this is my first job after 18 years .. Lol ..

Basically I like my job, it's the 2nd official day where I start picking up calls .. I just hope that the remaining 37 days would be the same as well .. *fingers cross* .. My colleagues are cool people & most of them are elder then me accept for 1 .. Out of 8, 5 smokes which means I'm 5x dying faster .. LOL !!! Nah, but I don't care cause as long as I'm having fun hanging out with them during lunch breaks and short breaks cause I'm okay with it .. xÞ .. And here comes the peer pressure part, my colleagues are trying to convince to smoke along .. They quoted 'since you're taking in 2nd hand smoke which makes you die faster, why not join us to smoke' .. So damn wtf .. Haha .. No one can really convince, provoke, bait or whatsoever to get me to do things that I don't like to do .. *winks* ..

Basically tomorrow is Mother's Day, thought of getting my mum a phone with my very own money .. After 18 years of shits and all, I guess this is the time where I show my appreciation and gratitude towards her .. =_) ..

Training .. =/

2009-05-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

It's the third day of work and I'm still undergoing training .. Basically, telemarketing is not as easy as it seems, and it's not as boring as it seems .. That's what most of us say when we say what telemarketers do .. =_) .. I guess tomorrow would be the last day on training and I will be ready for the job .. Just hope everything goes well tomorrow .. =/ ..

There's an announcement that I would like to make and I really need all of you to help spread a word .. Okay .. Basically, my mum just launched a website where you can order flowers online, is much more convenient and efficient way to order flowers .. And you all know mother's day is coming, so you all know what to do .. xÞ ..

So just click here and I need your help to promote about it .. Will really appreciate it if you all do so .. =_) .. Thanks people .. =_) ..

I shall be heading to bed now .. Tired of traveling .. =/ .. Good Night & Sweet Dreams .. =_)

Training .. =_)

2009-05-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm .. Woke up at 5.45 today to get ready to work .. Although I slept at 10 but I'm still very tired, I guess it's because of the 3 consecutive days of sleeping at 5 a.m. .. Lol .. I guess I need a few more days of rest to regain back the strength .. =/ .. Yeah, so reached KJ around 7.10 and hope on the bus which leads to my office .. =_) ..

So basically, had a full day training today from 8.15 till 5.45 .. Was kinda fun actually and enjoyed it with my colleagues .. Tomorrow will be the day that I official start work in which I will start servicing customers which is my job as a customer service telemarketer .. =Þ .. 19 more days and my 1st pay check will be out !! Anyone wants lunch or BR on me ?? Book me if you all want .. xÞ .. First come first serve basis .. =Þ ..

Actually I was supposed to seek help from you readers, but then something came up, I will post it up on the next post or something .. =/ .. I think I will head to bed soon, real soon .. I'm so tired .. =/ .. Don't want to fell alseep tomorrow .. Lol .. Till then next post .. Buh Bye .. xÞ

5 a.m.

2009-05-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

It's been the second consecutive day that I slept at 5 a.m .. The first day was Friday morning, where I went yum cha and went to cc with Kevin, Theng, Kiang & Wai Sheng .. It's been awhile since we last met, so we meet up .. So I slept at 5 a.m and woke up at 11 a.m. and went cc again with Justin,Ho, CK & Thong Leong .. Crazy shit .. Haha ..

And again I slept 5 a.m. this morning again and woke up around 9.30 a.m .. Went to college to submit my application for Uni .. My time is so jumbled up now and I have one more day to rest as I've been hired as a telemarketer for Shell Malaysia .. Yeah, I got the job few days back and went for training and all .. I just hope it's going to be fun and all ..

So basically, I will be working from 4th of May to 30th of June .. Exactly 2 months, wouldn't be so active onlining as I was .. I need to rest more cause my working hours are kind long which is from 8.15-5.45 + travelling time and all .. I wouldn't be really enough for me to rest I could say .. I need to finish up some income tax stuff for my mum as well .. =/ .. Well I guess this is how I spend my 3 months holiday .. =_) ..

SMM is here again, we've missed it last year .. I doubt that we're going to join again this year.. Justin would be departing to Melborune , myself and Weng Tat would be working & the other mates are free .. It seems hard to train if we're really into competitive, we have moderate skills but lack of commitment I should say .. But we'll see how it goes .. I guess this is the year we shall be disband and leave the competitive scene .. Maybe a couple of casual games during the weekends .. The best part is forming back when most of us we'll be in Melbourne (at least 2 years down the road .. lol) ..

Disbanding the team would be the best option for us, cause we'll be doing our degree which is not an easy thing .. My counselor once told me before that we must spend at least 4 hours of studying a day in order to do well in exams and all .. So that makes us need to spend our time studying instead of dotaing .. I could finally say finally I got the chance to really stop playing dota for real .. But last year there's a short period of time that I nearly stopped playing dota but I came back again .. *winks* .. But again we need to discuss about it and let the leader decide it all .. =/ ..

I shall be having fun for the rest of the remaing hours till it's working day .. Stay tune for the next update .. Ciaoz

Mummy to Mum to a Mother

2009-04-29T14:33:00.001+08:00

MOTHERS

Real Mothers don't eat quiche;
they don't have time to make it.

Real Mothers know that their kitchen utensils
are probably in the sandbox.

Real Mothers often have sticky floors,
filthy ovens and happy kids.

Real Mothers know that dried play dough
doesn't come out of carpets.

Real Mothers don't want to know what
the vacuum just sucked up.

Real Mothers sometimes ask 'Why me?'
and get their answer when a little
voice says, 'Because I love you best..'

Real Mothers know that a child's growth
is not measured by height or years or grade...
It is marked by the progression of Mummy to Mum to Mother...

The Images of Mother

4 YEARS OF AGE - My Mummy can do anything!

8 YEARS OF AGE - My Mum knows a lot! A whole lot!

12 YEARS OF AGE - My Mother doesn't really know quite everything.

14 YEARS OF AGE - Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either.

16 YEARS OF AGE - Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned.

18 YEARS OF AGE - That old woman? She's way out of date!

25 YEARS OF AGE - Well, she might know a little bit about it!

35 YEARS OF AGE - Before we decide, let's get Mum's opinion.

45 YEARS OF AGE - Wonder what Mum would have thought about it?

65 YEARS OF AGE - Wish I could talk it over with Mum

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she
shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

He's just not into you .. =/

2009-04-27T20:36:00.004+08:00

Went and watch He's just not that into you with Whitey, Joe Keen, CK n Justin last Friday .. Yeah basically it's a really nice movie .. It show's how jerk a guy can be .. Haha .. It also shows that why people choose to beat around the bush, instead of telling out the truth .. Yeah it's true, sometimes the truth hurts, but isn't it better if we know the truth earlier, rather than hiding ourselves in the shell forever .. Even if it hurts for once, it's still better than you're hurt throughout your life .. I don't know for me I prefer people to be honest and straight forward to me, no matter how much it hurts, how much pain is it in the ass .. =_) ..

What I would like to emphasize is sometimes it's really hard to know whether they're really into you .. They might seem to be into you, but actually they're not or the other way round .. Yeah, it's really hard to determine unless we truly understand the other party .. But it seems impossible cause we all like to hide our feelings, shove them aside .. We all do these for reasons, each and different people have their own reasons .. We make our lives miserable by thinking whether others are thinking of us .. Don't have to deny, everyone does that, it's just that how often we do that only .. It's sometimes hard to avoid this, especially when it comes to love which is a little simple thing but we made it so complicated ..

It's not a bad thing if we are thinking of what others are thinking of us, but we couldn't do much if he or she were to think that specific way about us .. Take for example, if you were to like this guy/girl and kept thinking whether he/she feels the same way towards you .. Wouldn't it be a predicament to you, you'll be like thinking 24/7 and neglect things that you're supposed to do ..
Unless it's a mutual feeling, that would be good of cause .. Haha .. What I'm trying to say here is if that even if we damn like this girl/guy, if she doesn't want to couple with you even how good you treat him/her .. Everyone has their reasons and it's totally their choice, we wouldn't want to force people and end up hurting both parties .. But they wouldn't tell the reasons out as they were afraid to hurt us .. It all ends with huring one another .. Lol .. So think twice if you were to fantasize or kept thinking what the other party is thinking about you .. =_) ..

If they were to appreciate it, it's like a very good satisfaction .. Seriously, the feeling of being appreciated is can't be describable, either in form of words or action .. But on the other hand, if everything you did, was as though the wind blowing across your hair, the feelings hurt a lot .. Things wouldn't always happen as the way we wish, we could only adapt in situations and live with it ..

So was thinking whether will they create a show title She's just not that into you .. Really ought to know how girls reject guys they are not into .. Lol .. That's all I guess, some kind of random thoughts pop up from my semi-bursting head .. I guess I better take some rest, my head's going to blow really soon .. Ciaoz ..

No pain, No gain !!!

2009-04-26T13:05:00.003+08:00

Remember that I said, I was refrain to play footsal .. I played it yesterday, cause my friends ask me to play as they said I've not been playing with them for quite awhile .. I can't turn them down so I just tagged along and played with them .. It was really fun playing with them, the pain just subsided when I was playing .. I don't know why, but it just happens like that ..

So after playing, the pain is back and it's worsen .. I was like shit !! Lol .. So I told my mum that I need to see my family acupuncturist in Ampang .. He's the best I could say, haha .. all the while any sprains or injuries I will just head over his clinic, get some treatment and is all done .. =_) .. Two thumbs up .. =_) ..

So was supposed to visit him this morning but my aunt came down from my hometown bringing all the equipments and all .. So nice of her .. Haha .. I was sounded nicely by her, she was kinda mad at me saying I was wasting all her effort all the while .. I was still laughing, but then apologize later on .. Lol .. So I was treated by her, the pain is unbearable, I almost screamed my lungs out but I held it back .. It has worsen according to my aunt .. She say if I continue playing, I might have side effects later when I'm aged .. I was scared so I promised myself will only play soccer when my Achilles tendon is fully healed .. I must learn to love myself before I learn to love others .. xÞ ..

Finally managed to upload the pictures taken to the computer, so here it is .. Take a look at how many needles are there .. Can you count ?? xÞ .. Like I said no pain, no gain ..

My back

My achilles tendon

Don't freak out .. Haha .. I guess that's all for now, I have to finish the remaining invoices, 2 more books left .. I will be out swimming later, so will be back at night .. Till then next post .. =_)

How To Stay Young .. =_) ..

2009-04-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

Got an email that's interesting so I'm here to share with everyone .. =_) ..

Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes height, weight and age. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.
Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down
Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, etc. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop'. And the devil's name is Alzheimer.
Enjoy the simple things
Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp your breath.
The tears happen. Endure,grieve, and move on. The only person,who is our entire life,is ourselves.Be alive while you are alive
Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, etc. Your home is your refuge.
Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it . If it is beyond what you can improve, get help .
Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the take country; to a foreign country but not where the guilt is
Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity

And always remember : Life is not measured by the number of breaths that we take, but the moments that take away our breath .

Interesting isn't it ?? Haha .. Hope you all have fun reading and share it with others .. =_) ..

Going to college to check my results .. It seems like many of many college are kinda emo over their results .. It seems they got unexpected results .. Hmm I guess I just have to accept my result no matter what is it .. But basically, I will be very satisfied no matter what my results are, just hope that I don't need to face the music .. =/ .. So yeah, I roughly guess my average would be 70-80 .. Which means I will be failing to achieve my targetted average score .. Haha .. Guess I shall be heading to bed now .. Nights .. Bye Bye

Ouch .. =/

2009-04-22T12:15:00.002+08:00

Went to the dentist on Monday, fix my bracers .. It's getting tighter .. =/ .. My lower teeth is in pain .. Barely can eat hard stuff now, and I need to wear this silicon rubber band to hold the upper teeth and the lower teeth together .. I think it's to prevent my jaws strethcing too wide .. So basically it's not really easy to eat for now, I rather eat less for now .. =/ .. Enduring the pain is not easy .. =_) .. I guess it's just a matter of time, when it doesn't hurt anymore ..

For the pass few days, I've been basically stoning and lazing around .. Haha .. It's really kinda boring during the holidays, nothing much to do besides chatting, dota and all .. xÞ .. I guess when there's holidays, we said it's boring and all but when it comes to college days we just hope there're are more holidays .. Isn't it this the human nature ?? Haha .. Hmm, it's just only the beginning of the holidays, I wonder what is it like for the rest of the holidays .. Currently I'm still looking for some jobs, but at this kind of time it seems harder to find jobs .. For the moment, I'm doing some fileing and typing for my mum for her income tax .. For like so many years, when it's close to the income tax period, I will be doing all these kind of things .. Just kinda get sick of it, this is one of the reasons why I hate accounts so bloody much and I wouldn't want to be an accountant !! Lifeless + boring job !!! .. =Þ ..

I initially planned to go Pulau Redang with my college mates .. It seems like they have not made up their mind whether to go or not to go .. I guess we still have the time to decide whether to go or not to go, cause we have loads of time .. =Þ .. But I feel that this trip is not going to be succesful .. Haha .. Just let it be I guess, is fate that brought us all together .. *winks .. I'm really happy and blessed to know every single of my college mates, different backgrounds, different characteristics .. Honestly two thumbs up .. =Þ .. Soon everyone will be going to different universities, just hope that we can still meet up and hang out together like we used to .. =_) ..

I really hope to go to Pulau Redang this time, last year we didn't manage to go .. So let's just hope everything goes well .. *fingers crossed .. =_) ..

I better start finish up the typing and stuff, dad's gona be back this Friday .. If nothing is done, I'm so gg-fied .. Lol .. xÞ .. I think I have procrastinating since Monday .. Lol .. What to do is human's nature .. xÞ .. Hmm, there are just things that I don't procrastinate, most of the things that I procrastinate is things that I really hate to do .. Haha .. Okie Okie, better get some rest, been in front of the com for hours already .. Till then .. =_)

10 Meaningful Phrases Self Translate =/

2009-04-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离

If the distance between us is 1000 steps away
　　
你只要跨出第1步

You just have to move for 1 step
　　
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

I will walk the rest of the steps towards your direction
　　
第二句
　　
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人

Most of the time, those who argue with you
　　
才是真正爱你的人

are the those who really love you
　　
第三句
　　
付出真心　才会得到真心

Treating others with sincerity, then you'll be treated the same way as well
　　
却也可能伤得彻底

but it might hurt others thoroughly
　　
保持距离　就能保护自己

Keep a distance in order to keep yourself safe
　　
却也注定永远寂寞

However, your destiny is to be lonely forever
　　
第四句
　　
有时候　不是对方不在乎你

At times, is not the other party that does not care about you,
　　
而是你把对方看得太重

cause actually you put very high hopes on the other party
　　
第五句
　　
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

Friends that totally understand you, there are chances that they still like you
　　
第六句
　　
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

The word believe consists of the word lie
　　
第七句
　　
真正的好朋友

A true best friend
　　
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题

is not only about having unlimited conversations
　　
而是在一起　就算不说话

but it's about when there's no conversation
　　
也不会感到尴尬

you don't feel awkward
　　
第八句
　　
没有一百分的另一半
　
只有五十分的两个人

It's impossible to have a perfect partner, cause it takes two person to be a perfect couple
　　
第九句
　　
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人

The person that is happy because you're sad is your enemy
　　
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友

The person that is happy because you're happy is your friend
　　
为你的难过而难过的

Those who are sad because you're sad
　　
就是那些　该放进心里的人

are the ones that must be remembered in our hearts
　　
第十句
　　
冷漠　有时候并不是无情

Treating someone cold doesn't mean that you're heartless
　　
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

It's only a tool to refrain you from being hurt ..

Tried my best to translate, roughly the meaning is there .. Lol .. Hope you all can understand .. For those who can read Chinese is better I guess .. =_)

Back .. =/

2009-04-19T18:08:00.001+08:00

Wee .. I'm back home, I miss my bed and my pillow so much .. Not forgetting my computer .. Just can't live without it for now .. Hehe .. =Þ .. Had acupuncture session 2 days in a row, according to my aunty, she say it will be better and will help heal my Achilles tendon and back faster ..

Actually I took some pictures, showing my back and my leg, somehow I can't upload the pictures from my phone .. I was like wtfuckyouphone !!! .. Rofl .. xD .. Nvm, nvm .. If there's a next session I will try post it up again .. Hmm, basically felt better after every session, this time my aunty warn me dy, no more footsal for like 2 weeks or more .. Pfft .. >< .. I hate it wei, Arghhhhhhhhhh, how can I endure for 2 weeks or more .. T.T ..

So decided to continue swimming and do traction .. My grandfather advice me to do one exercise, which I don't know what is it call .. It seems that it help strengthen the legs, and will make our legs lighter .. This is proven cause my grandfather at the age of 80,(If I'm nt mistaken .. =Þ), wouldn't have leg problems like other old people .. Cause he say he do the exercise for like a 1000 times a day, since he was young .. I'm so convinced so decided to take up his advice .. =_) ..

So basically, I'm on some medication to improve my bloog circulation .. Cause it seems that I don't have good blood circulation, so just being obedient and want to keep my body healthy I'm on medication .. =_) .. Actually is really good to live in a family of doctors, either it's western or traditional(my grandfather is a sinsei and my aunt obviously acupunturist) .. So many people can take care of you when you're sick .. Hehe .. =Þ

Back on Saturday's outing .. Basically went back to SJI to meet up with my old school mates, the carnival was kinda boring actually, nothing much to do .. Most of the time just chat with them, haha .. It's still fun thou .. =_) ..

MU lost .. Great .. We had a conclusion and that's it .. No more next time .. You know who you are .. Enough said .. =_) ..

N9

2009-04-18T16:06:00.003+08:00

I'm going back to my home town, N9 .. Going back there cause it's been awhile since I visited my grandparents and my aunts over there .. Going back there for acupuncture session done by aunty as well .. Just hope it helps healing my injured Achilles tendon and my back .. =_) ..

Will update my blog about today's carnival when I'm back tomorrow .. Bye Bye .. Have an enjoyable weekend people ..

Miss you all .. *winks

Money .. =/

2009-04-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Is is the world most prominent thing that exist ?? Why is everybody so worried about it ?? Does our life depends on it ?? It might be yes and it might be no .. Sometimes you think of it, you wish that you're really rich and you have those cash to move on in life ..

What's not good about it is it makes people do drastic things to get it .. It is so important that it will take someone's life .. Is it so prominent ?? I doubt that .. You couldn't be sitting down and waiting for it to drop from the sky .. It takes all the hard work to earn what you want, what you wish for .. Nothing comes easy, even if you're born with a silver spoon ..

I guess I need to work very hard to have extra savings to further my studies .. I'll try my best to earn as much as I could within this holidays .. The pressure is one me, I can't help it but just have to reduce it .. I just need to do my best that's it, after all if possible I don't want to rely on my parents, which mean I need to borrow loan and all cause it seems like they're running dry and hinting me or maybe they're just afraid that the same thing that happened to my elder brother would end up on me as well .. It left me no choice but to work and study even harder .. =_) ..

It wouldn't be easy for me cause I'm only 18, the best that I can do is work and study at the same time, or else I can apply for a full scholarship, cause that will really ease the burden .. It's not going to be easy, and base on my results, I don't think so I could really get the scholarship & I think I can't achieve the average score of 85 for this semester, cause I didn't really do well for my Management subject cause I did not read and I took things for granted, hoping it would be easy and all .. I just hope that my Statistics and Macroeconomics can balance things up .. =_) .. But I will still give it a try to apply for any scholarship, no matter is full or partial .. Or maybe I could try to apply for scholarship when I start my 1st year in Uni .. See how it goes .. =_)

So there's another alternative which is to borrow loan, this is the hardest and toughest yet the best .. Cause the burden will be totally on me, I don't mind paying all the debts by myself as I start working and all .. Is best for both my parents as they are aging, and I don't want them to work and suffer more .. By right they should be living a happy life a this age .. =_) ..

I guess I'll just have to stop here cause I'm kinda exhausted after playing badminton with college mates .. Really a nice day .. Haha .. =Þ .. Ulcers have popped out, is hurting so much .. I'm going to apply salt !!! or maybe not I shall endure the pain .. >< .. Ciaoz ..

Nice Day .. =_)

2009-04-16T01:40:00.005+08:00

Basically finished my finals !! Yes .. I'm so free now and I have approximately 3 months of long holiday .. Yeah 3 months and I yet to plan what to do .. Is either I work or I train for DOTA .. Most probably will be hardcore DOTA session for a month I guess .. Yeah DOTA again .. Lol .. What to do?? Just so into the game, I just hope 1 fine day I will leave the game aside .. Wonder when that day will come .. *winks* .. This is a thing that I can't promise anyone when I will stop playing .. =_)

So after exams, went to Summit to play footsal, it was actually fun playing with my college mates, especially playing with girls .. It's my first time thou, still not to used with slow passing, roughness and all .. Sorry all .. =_) .. Haha .. But I didn't score any goal, maybe the soft me say not to score .. =Þ .. Oh well, honestly is my leg that bring my performance down + the ground there is full with those black things and it's slippery .. But again I need a lot of room to improve in my soccer skills .. T.T .. I want to see the acupunturist soon (it's hurting so much) .. *winks* .. Hmm, just hope that this kind of outings will happen more .. Nice .. =_)

Hmmm .. after footsal went back home to take a rest .. Cause we had BBQ later on .. Haha .. All in a day, nice !!! Lol .. =Þ .. Seriously, BBQ is always fun, with the food and all .. Haha .. I think this year's BBQ is way better than last year's BBQ, of cause I minus out the things that happened which I did not intend to expose .. =_) .. Nicer in terms of food, environment, it's like a celebration for knowing each and every college mate for a year .. So it's like really really cool .. =_) ..

Well I guess it's a great day but really tiring, cause woke up by the heavy thunderstorm at 4 a.m and till now I'm still updating my blog .. Haha .. Incredible but I think I'm falling sick soon, ulcer are soon to pop out, felt like having a soar throat soon .. Guess have to drink more fruit juice and take more soluble calcium + vitamin C to cool things down .. Hmm, I don't want to get sick when it's holiday .. T.T .. Please please pray for me .. *winks* ..

Hmm, well I would like to stick to this very very nice quote that I would remember till the day I die that is stated clearly from one of my lecturers .. She quoted to me that "Life is always fair", indeed is fair, everything happens for a reason .. It all depends on us whether we ought to find out the reasons, for me I would not really seek and look for the reasons unless it's pretty obvious ones the I might dig the reasons out .. =_) .. Well from time to time I think is better to learn from mistakes, try to find out more about the mistakes we had done and avoid them in future .. Well last but not least, enduring the pain is always the best alternative .. =_) .. Cheers .. Guess I always look things at the brigther side, thinking so far and no looking things near me .. This what I am .. You wouldn't change me for what I am .. We are what we are .. =_) ..

Okay it's close to 5 a.m which means 24 hours I did not sleep .. Nice ahh !! Crazy shit .. I think I better go get some god damn rest .. Ciaoz people .. Good morning I should say .. =_) .. And grats to Manchester United for proceeding to the semis !! Arsenal here we come !! Haha .. Ronaldo's amazing 40 yard power shot is imba !! Haha .. Okie okie .. Enough said .. Tataz ..

Colourgenics

2009-04-06T10:41:00.000+08:00

Stumble upon this personality test from a friend of mine in plurk .. So decided to share with all of you .. =_) .. Click here .. Well this is a scheduled post, so I've tried it and this is my result .. Kinda accurate .. Hope it goes the same to you all as well .. =_) .. Till then I will be back on 15 April 2009 to update my blog .. Haha .. Ciaoz people ..

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

Lucky

2009-04-05T02:07:00.006+08:00

Do you hear me?
Talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

Nice song .. =_) .. Take your time listening to it .. I'm sure you all will like it .. Cheers ..

Fun Days are coming to an end .. =)

2009-04-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

Last week I dropped my parents off at KLIA , & now at this time I'm blogging .. Time just flies when we're having fun .. Haha .. Basically, it's really fun to be alone at home, although I'm alone at home but I don't feel the loneliness in me .. Maybe because I have the freedom to do everything I want .. Hehe ..

So to sum up everything I did, I did a little bit of study, most of the time having fun eating, sleeping, outing, gaming, exercising, watching movies .. I almost thought that I'm having holidays already .. xD .. So my parents are coming back this Sunday, honestly I kinda missed them cause I miss my mum's cooking .. Cause for almost a week, I've been eating out, can't really find any nice food to eat .. >< .. Today was exceptional, cause went to Williams, Taman Megah with Justin,Whitey n CK .. Woots, the food is amazingly nice, feel like trying every single food they served .. *yummy .. It's really nice to hang out with them .. =_)

Well I have one and a half day more to have fun, cause they will be back around night .. Hmm, was wondering what can I do with that much of time .. Any suggestions ?? Hmm, but don't suggest me to study, cause I'm about to start my study mode .. So I will have fun first before I start studying .. Hehe .. I'm the kind of person play first work later .. So so so so what to do tomorrow ?? xD .. Time is running out .. Lol ..

I think I will post my Study Mode here as well, cause I don't think I will be online starting this Sunday .. Hmm, I just want to put 100% or 110% to achieve what I want for my final semester .. Plans are made and now they should be done .. Hmm .. So official Study Mode will be on 6 April 2009 and will back to catch things up on 16 April 2009 .. Hmm, then after that will be my holiday and all .. Muahahaha .. *Evil grins .. Guess will just stop right here, I think that's nothing much to add on .. =_) .. Till then ..

31st of March ..

2009-04-01T14:37:00.006+08:00

Finished class at 12.30, had lunch and chit chat with the Botswana students, they are really cool people, so don't stereotype them .. Cause seriously no doubt they are really friendly and not like the others said they what they are .. So after that went to library and taught C.E. & Li Hou statistics .. Taught them till around 3.30 and left college and head to Sunway ..

Yeah basically, promised John, Victoria & Wei Chi for a treat in BR .. But Wei Chi don't have transport back,so we 3 went there together .. Hmm, seriously it's been very long since I last ate BR .. I think is around 4 years old .. Haha .. Felt like a dumb ass eating BR .. Roflmao .. Didn't know that we have to really queue up to get our ice cream .. Haha .. So here are the pictures .. Credits go to Victoria .. =_) ..

Eating ice cream is kinda fun with the chit chatting and all .. Haha .. Hmm, Victoria alone can finish up one pint, on the other hand me & John can't finish a pint .. Conclusion - Girls roxxor in eating ice cream .. xD .. Imba !!! ..

Mine & John's

Vic's

Haha .. Let the pictures do the talking .. Hehe .. =_) .. So after ice cream went for a movie !! Yes finally went to the cinema to watch a movie, and it's been awhile since I last watched a movie in the cinema .. Nice .. =_) .. We watcehd Unborn !!! Nice movie, hot guy with hot girl .. Omg !!!! Seriously damn nice .. Haha .. Head to your nearest cinema now .. xD ..

Odette Yustman as Casey Beldon
She is hot!! *woot*

Cam Gigandet as Casey's boyfriend, Mark Hardigan
Look at his body .. Nice !!!

After the movie, send both of them back and head home for scrims .. Match is tomorrow, and I'm doubting the chances of wining .. Wish us luck .. =_) .. Time for training and some trip planning ..

Home Alone

2009-03-31T00:38:00.004+08:00

Yes I'm home alone for a week, and it's kinda fun .. Haha .. =_) .. Basically can do whatever I want just that, I still need to study as my finals is in 2 weeks time or less .. And soon I will be starting my study mode .. Haha .. =_) .. But still a online tourney is about to start .. Oh well, see how it goes .. =_)

Well, finally I understand or I should say woke up from my sweet dreams .. I should have wake up earlier from these sweet dreams .. Words are the strongest things alive on Earth I should say, everything that has been said makes impact, even if it's a small impact .. The impact can be multiplied if we were to interpret what it really meant .. Some choose not to take things into account or maybe they tend to be ignorant .. Well some try as hard as they could what those words really meant .. The latter would suffer more I guess, cause if you were to think what actually people trying to say, you're piling up your worries ..

People change their mind real fast, I mean really fast, maybe at the speed of light ?? Haha .. =_) .. I don't know whether what they have said really take into account .. It seems like it's some kind of point blank words or actually they have hidden meanings behind them .. What if they really mean it but they just have to twist and turn to move on with life .. I guess people around me have different thoughts, as they have to live their own life .. I wouldn't blame them for uttering words that hurt, words that make you like them, words that make you understand them, words that make you feel guilty, and the list goes on .. What doesn't make sense is that, whatever they told me, does that implies to others ?? =_) .. It seems like it's some kind of bullshit, making a fool out of me or something ..

I guess I really have a lot more to learn in life .. I'm only 18 and will be 19 till end of august and they are so many things out there for me to explore .. Hmm .. So it wouldn't be hard for me to wait for the right time, patience is virtue .. =_) .. While waiting, seriously, many things can be done .. Oh well, I think I've said enough, seriously .. Nothing would really change my mind .. =_) .. Cheers ..

Guess I should be heading to bed now, crapped a lot already, don't want to think so much about it .. What has happened, has already happened, you can't turn back the time, no point blaming others .. Lastly I will always be the understanding one .. =_) .. Nights people ..

1 week or more no soccer .. =/

2009-03-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

Went to acupuncture this morning .. My aunt was the acupuncturist, had around 20 needles around my back till my Achilles tendon .. My tendon's ligament was badly injured, I'm not really sure how it happened, but I think I bared the pain for like a month of something .. As for my back, long time injury, just felt better after the acupuncture session ..

My aunt advice me to stop playing football, arghh !! She says that cause of my weight I will easily injured my leg, especially my right ankle .. You'll never know, accidents happen any time .. Sigh .. I guess I have to oblige to what she advised .. I guess I will go for swimming often, since it's a 0 pressure sport, and it can help me grow tall .. xD .. That's the only choice for me now, hmm so long for my soccer and my footsal shoes .. T.T .. Maybe I will just play once awhile after my Achilles Tendon is fully recover, don't want to leave my footsal shoes aside .. =_) ..

Oh well another free day .. =_) .. Tomorrow is the day I guess, ready to study .. Study hard or Study smart is the same I guess .. It's the effort and ourselves that really matters .. =_) .. Okay, better sleep early .. Time to change my daily schedule .. =_) .. Sleep early wake up early .. =_) ..

I have some thoughts in me, just feel like spilling it out but then I guess it's always to keep it and think about all by myself .. =_) .. Nights people .. =_) ..

Temporarily Study Mode

2009-03-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Dad's back from Philippines .. So basically have been notorious when he's not around .. Haha .. Well days are always better without his presence, to tell you all honestly .. xD .. So when he's around, I just need to stay out of trouble .. =) .. Haha .. Oh well, it's always not nice to be scolded at all times, so I'm praying very very hard to stay out of trouble .. Hehe ..

Actually, I'm kinda glad that his back cause I can spend some ample time to study .. Seriously, he came back at the right time .. Cause I think I really need to focus on my studies, as lately I was slighty diverted out of the route due to some reasons .. I don't know how it happened but everytime it happens to me when I'm close to finals .. I guess is some kind of test from someone above us or I should say it's our conscience that make us having doubts every single moment .. =_) .. But I would stick to the latter reason, cause I don't want to blame anyone but myself .. =_) .. You see it happened last semester, but somehow I managed to get myself out of that shit .. I'm just glad and relieved .. I just hope I can really really do well for this semester .. =_) ..

Aim for this semester - average score 85 or higher .. =_) .. My aims are always high, I will try my best to achieve it, I don't want to just write it and said it out, achieving it is the most important thing .. For last semester I aimmed 80 but my average was like 79 .. But still happy thou .. =_) ..

Okay back to the topic, so I will be currently on partial study mode, which means I will spend less time online, really less & I mean it .. =_) .. So I will be fully utilizing the time to study cause I think I need to catch up with a lot of things .. Well starting from Sunday till next Saturday, good 7 days of studying, I guess would be more than enough .. =_) .. The time for me is there, just depends on whether I want to make full use of it .. Hahaz .. =_) .. Tomorrow will be going back hometown cause of Qing Ming, will be back on Sunday .. There goes my one day .. But think of the brigther side, extra resting time !! Wootz ..

Well I'm going to be home alone for like a week .. starting 29 March till 4 April .. Cause my parents will be attending bro's convogation and having holiday over there. For me I guess I will be partially have fun and study .. Wootz .. =_) .. Cause actually being home alone is fun, so many things you can do without the supervision of my parents .. Hehe .. =_) .. and with a car I can basically do anything with it .. *evil grins .. xD .. But I just hope I can study at that time as well .. Every minute counts !!! Haha .. Study is always our priority as a student .. Remember?? Roflmao .. =Þ

Oh yeah, dad was so nice that he bought a lot of dvds back .. Nice ahh!!!! Haha .. He bought all the latest DVD(Slumdog, Benjamin Burton etc ... ), woots, don't need go cinema already .. You know how much each dvd cost ?? At an unbelievable price RM3 per DVD !!!!! F***ing cheap rite?? Haha .. Yeah I finally can kill the boredom in me by watching all the DVDs !!! Hehe .. =_) .. Anyone want to watch together or borrow?? Feel free to ask me .. xD ..

Haha .. I'm going to blog more after next week .. Surprizes .. =_) .. Oh yeah I almost forgot about the class trip .. Will gona plan it real soon .. Okie .. I think it's quite a long post .. Till then .. =_) .. Nights and Sweet Dreams people .. Hugs & Kisses .. =_) ..

Thunder

2009-03-15T03:29:00.003+08:00

Stumble upon this song and love this song so much .. Hope you all like it as well .. =_) .. Check the video out, damn cute .. =_) .. Good Night & Sweet Dreams .. =_)

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think I'll make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Personality Test .. =Þ

2009-03-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

Hmm .. =_) .. Found something interesting in Bryan's blog .. It's really true .. Haha .. =_) .. Hmm .. You all should try it out .. Here

Your view on yourself:

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.